tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18241649542532986492024-03-08T06:31:58.933-05:00Complete HumanityA blog dedicated to awakening from the illusion of separation and maturation of awakening through the path of authenticity
Elena Nezhinskyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00636408105930984282noreply@blogger.comBlogger292125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1824164954253298649.post-16315830597272320992024-01-26T01:19:00.008-05:002024-02-27T16:13:29.552-05:00š„The PORTAL Part 17š„ For Brave and Curious. And Very Important Declaration!<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjKu7Chx48YZg2dPPJDfrB7OYY1hihRjhwxG6PV0-HbLiEZhyiG5TX9dPjKUH4XSNhGm_SAOGEBGuZQW1NNn6PjRn7zrltatl5Q353phAH8uYsy6vv1yRWQQzCPkZKymKtpvBwxrJRIChyphenhyphenFOJKrSnLe5fhFDF-smysxhJzr66pBcTFfl2P-VZRdyQHSCTI/s476/i.webp" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="476" data-original-width="361" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjKu7Chx48YZg2dPPJDfrB7OYY1hihRjhwxG6PV0-HbLiEZhyiG5TX9dPjKUH4XSNhGm_SAOGEBGuZQW1NNn6PjRn7zrltatl5Q353phAH8uYsy6vv1yRWQQzCPkZKymKtpvBwxrJRIChyphenhyphenFOJKrSnLe5fhFDF-smysxhJzr66pBcTFfl2P-VZRdyQHSCTI/s320/i.webp" width="243" /></a></div><span style="font-family: Palatino; font-size: 18px;"><br />This writing will be two parts, and they are not connected to each other, if you want to skip my personal story and read only about Egyptian Hierophants, go ahead.</span><span class="Apple-converted-space" style="font-family: Palatino; font-size: 18px;"> </span><span style="font-family: Palatino; font-size: 18px;">As soon as I came across this information, I felt my duty is to relay it to the Western people who are interested in existential questions about life, which is all of my readers.</span><span class="Apple-converted-space" style="font-family: Palatino; font-size: 18px;"> </span><span style="font-family: Palatino; font-size: 18px;">I canāt see someone who is out of touch with the inner journey reading my long texts, impossible.</span><span class="Apple-converted-space" style="font-family: Palatino; font-size: 18px;"> </span><span style="font-family: Palatino; font-size: 18px;">So we are all here on the same page. </span><span class="Apple-converted-space" style="font-family: Palatino; font-size: 18px;"> </span><p></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">Its not that all the details on this page are correct, every word resonates, every sentence evokes the insight, no, but the majority of information, or letās make it even more precise, the state of mind, the expansion that is created by reading these texts, is where we are on the same page.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I donāt want even to assume that all I share from other sources are 100% true, why would I take such a responsibility on myself? <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">I am going to write a little about myself, what I have been doing, where I have been hiding :)<br /><br />After I wrote all the parts of The Portal in such an intense way, I got burnt.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I donāt know how else to phrase it, but I got completely exhausted.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Probably I didnāt managed well my inner resources, so I came to the finish line and collapsed.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>And I donāt even know how else I can do, when I have inspiration and fire going, I am on it, and I wonāt relax until I get it all out.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Probably I am just a classic creative, riding the wave of the muse.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I do all in life in this way, and this is not the best way to deal with and within the System, its like trying to hummer a square peg into round hole. Šutside the constrains of the System, this is fine way - you just have your own rhythm and you are in tune with it.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This is perfectly legit human way. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">Everyone has a rhythm that is unique, but in a System all that gets annihilated.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>You have to wake up when the majority does to make that certain train to come to work in a certain time.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>If you participate in the system in a very tight way, you know it will not give you much leeway to have your own rhythm. Thankfully, for some long time, I am not obliged to the systemic rhythm.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>But somehow I need to manage better my own, so I donāt get burnt.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">I got exhausted so much that, even though I found an editor for these writings, and the quote she gave me was quite reasonable, I realised I can't work with her, just have no energy.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>A few of you edited some parts and sent it to me to go over, and I wasnāt able to do it.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Yes, I understand if I edit this, I will be able to post this on some popular platforms for information, like Medium, or similar, and it will be more readers for The Portal, I get it, but I canāt deal with it.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I can make an e-book and post it for more people to read, right? Yep, but I canāt deal with it.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Maybe, The Portal is only for you, guys, these people who actually make it to my blog, just because you know me and know it can be entertaining and transformative read. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">So enough about my exhaustion, let me tell you about one memorable night.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I was camping that night.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>It was very auspicious night of Jan 18.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>It said that this night all the waters on Earth change the structure and become healing/transforming waters.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I didnāt know this, and I am always amazed how life arranges for me to have some experience without any kind of preparation on my part.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">I was in Big Sur the day before and ended up floating in the mineral baths under the stars that evening. That night I ended up on one of the pullovers to spend the night under the starry sky.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>As I pulled in I saw the fox coming.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>In the headlights I saw her come in, sit, circle her tail around herself, she was so close, I could see her fine face features: her nose, her eyes, I never saw a fox before!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Though I had an encounter with the fox a week before that, but I only saw it's tail.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>2 foxes in a week!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I live here 8+ years and drive this road all the time, and this was the first time I saw a fox, and even twice!</span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">A week ago I was leaving Big Sur at night and was driving as usual, careful.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>As I turned a corner in my headlights I saw a tail, I didnāt know what it was, but as soon as she saw a car, she ran right in front of it!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I didnāt understand why she was waiting to get under the car!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>There was no cars at all, at that time I probably was one of the few on the whole stretch of Big Sur.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>The fox could cross the road at any other time in any other place!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>And why would she even need to cross if to the other side - it is the almost vertical hill there anyways!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>But she just jumped right in front of my car on the narrow road in the dark, what the heck!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>The only what I could do in that situation is to brace for impact.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I squeezed the wheel, and without changing the speed went over her.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">I was mourning a few days why she did it, and what could I done differently, at the end I accepted that maybe I had a lesson in the inevitable circumstances I just have to immediately accept and get into unwavering focus.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>If I would panic and start to turn the wheel this or that way, I would end up in a very dangerous situation: the hillside on one side, the ocean on another.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Still, this encounter left me sad.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">A week later pulling in and seeing the fox again, I couldnāt believe it!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I thought fox spirit wasnāt happy with me, because I killed one of them! I sat in a car looking at her and she was looking at me.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>And I was wondering again, what in the world she is doing here, in the beam on my lights, a few feet from the car!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> <br /></span><br />I was mesmerized by her grace, she was just like on a paintings I saw in my childhood, with very fine thin face and the puffy tail around her body!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I thought if I come out from the car, she will ran away, but I couldnāt just sit there all night, so I came out.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>She didnāt move, she actually settled herself to sleep!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I couldnāt believe it!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>It was the whole Big Sur available for her to sleep, but she chose to come to the light of my car ?!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Eventually I turned off the lights and I too went to bed.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I was wondering if she left, so I crawled to the front seat and opened the blackout curtain, she was still there.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>There was no-one for miles, just me and a fox, sleeping close to each other, it was incredible to live, and I still donāt know the full meaning of these messages I received from the two foxes, but I know that it is just unbelievable experiences that added depth to my life.<br /><br /></span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEguvU5evwL5NddQp7j6zLXwsOJr_KAaJOVGbfnI67OLhJ08bAX2wekFBY3uJTnCKhAoWd62RiR1iqbv6qg_1GARjO3Hr7ZX9Tnacj3lY5YctmakyjjJ1ODY_TL2B-en3hbUuzM_f3Rfh1tL8m1FTOjWttstUOVwAMs8vlKsuFh2z2e06XMWr4CuYUFjuxs/s1040/Screenshot%202024-01-25%20at%2011.05.44%20PM.png" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="698" data-original-width="1040" height="215" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEguvU5evwL5NddQp7j6zLXwsOJr_KAaJOVGbfnI67OLhJ08bAX2wekFBY3uJTnCKhAoWd62RiR1iqbv6qg_1GARjO3Hr7ZX9Tnacj3lY5YctmakyjjJ1ODY_TL2B-en3hbUuzM_f3Rfh1tL8m1FTOjWttstUOVwAMs8vlKsuFh2z2e06XMWr4CuYUFjuxs/s320/Screenshot%202024-01-25%20at%2011.05.44%20PM.png" width="320" /></a></div><p></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">Now, for Brave and Curious, here is my humble, and though might be not perfect, transcribing and translating from Russian from one of the sources I am interested in.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This is how I deal with information.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I see what comes in, I see if I can listen, if itās interesting, if it has sense, if this is something that evokes deep processes in me, sparks insight, and at the end, if this is something life affirming?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span>So skip what doesnāt land, read what is interesting.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I did just like that.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Oki doki? And I specifically broke down this text on single phrases and highlighted key things. This piece is not from the same source I posted for you before, its different, but they add to each other. This one brings more of the history and details about humanity and the planet.<br /><br />Start of transcription</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">"<b>About Egyptian Priests (Hierophants)<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></b></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">We will now talk about the <b style="background-color: white;">capturing of control</b> and <b>closure of programs related to the Spirit</b>, when they tried to subdue it as a <b>source of energy</b>.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"><b>Certain restrictions were imposed</b> on the Light and on the Spirit, similar to the 7 seals, and each seal played the main role in its own specific cycle.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">This was to establish Pyramids of Power. <b>Restrictions</b>, in particular, were imposed on:</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"><b>memory</b></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"><b>speech</b></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"><b>voice</b></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"><b>sight</b></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"><b>action</b></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"><b>hearing,<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></b></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">so that people don't hear each other</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">And <b>consciousness</b> was also limited in order to break the connection with the noosphere.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"><b>The person's attention was redirected to the lower centers.</b></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"><b>From this point of view, it was easy to control anyone by introducing malicious information into their field.</b></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">This immediately began <b>to play out in the lower centers and was manifested as inharmonious release of power</b>, since Light and Spirit need freedom. Hence aggression, anger and similar inharmonious outbursts.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">As a result, we live in constant fear-mongering and enslavement of peoples' consciousness.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">It was started on the banks of the Nile, where Moses was active. These are the 3rd, 4th, and partially 5th centuries in space and time, which we now call āBC".</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">There lay fragments of memory and information that retain their identity, but which are very much mixed.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">Then it was necessary to completely rewrite the history of Egypt and change the functions of the pyramids, putting the All Seen Eye at the head of the control system, changing itās previous meaning.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">It was done very skillfully, taking into consideration Stargates and Parades of Planets.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">As a result, the system changed, and <b>the population was divided into classes</b>: slaves, workers, nobility, pharaohs, etc. Then antagonism between classes was nurtured, and degradation processes were launched. And all this was supported by <b>constant broadcast of fear.<br /><br /><br /></b></span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjAWgd2t2Va3HRqKQHGgHqJFtPOFjzbcWGf5-mxlxLvH7m-zyzVRJjBvqQTgDGulaPNgnxsGLiDbSlBTHRAg_A0vEyme8bVokxBGrSTZFVp2DG65vL6roRr3pPmeXLMSERIAi3A78AuDxYK5zzci44nnSNs0rcpbDi8GFf4yeg49xnfUu6CPTSXOZ7hOh8/s1370/Screenshot%202024-01-25%20at%2011.10.31%20PM.png" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1370" data-original-width="1040" height="400" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjAWgd2t2Va3HRqKQHGgHqJFtPOFjzbcWGf5-mxlxLvH7m-zyzVRJjBvqQTgDGulaPNgnxsGLiDbSlBTHRAg_A0vEyme8bVokxBGrSTZFVp2DG65vL6roRr3pPmeXLMSERIAi3A78AuDxYK5zzci44nnSNs0rcpbDi8GFf4yeg49xnfUu6CPTSXOZ7hOh8/w304-h400/Screenshot%202024-01-25%20at%2011.10.31%20PM.png" width="304" /></a></div><br /><p></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="background-color: #fcff01;"><b>Now is the time for reverse processes. The stars are so arranged that the whole System can turn over.</b></span> Therefore, in order to stabilize this System,<span class="Apple-converted-space"> to keep it going, </span>bloody sacrifices (wars) are constantly required.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="background-color: #fcff01;"><b>Two seals have already been opened</b></span>, they are not working now. It's a <b>voice and action</b>. <b>The liberation of consciousness is on the way</b>. In addition, <b>the time seal began loosen up</b>. Time seal is the most important thing for them. If it opens, then the entire space before our era will crumble, <b style="background-color: #fcff01;">all the illusion and lies will go away</b>.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">Letās return to the Egyptian Priests. By them we mean <b>those who rule the world and incite discord between nations.</b></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"><b>They hide behind people's bodies, but they can take various forms.</b> All this time they are present in our space, where <b>certain cycles are constantly restarted.</b></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="background-color: #cccccc; font-kerning: none;"><b>And while we are in the dark, we cannot get out of this loop.</b></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">When 5 seals are opened, and this largely depends on the processes taking place on the following territories: in Russia, Mongolia, Brazil, Indochina, South Africa, Spain and Antarctica, <b style="background-color: #fcff01;">the veil will fall off people's eyes, they will gain freedom</b>. In these territories, the degree of freedom is higher than in the rest of the world. When the loop closes, there will be no way out for the Egyptian Hierophants, <span style="background-color: #fcff01;"><b>then the entire control system will change.</b></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">So far, three of the Hierophants have been manifested, and one of them is very strong, since he has a single consciousness of the multitude. They control the Illuminati, which we talked about in one of our previous lectures.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">Their echoes began to be present back in the time of the second matrix, but they openly manifested themselves in the 1st century BC. This is the part that is present in the darkness. This is a predicament of Kali Yuga, when any pure light was taken over.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"><b><span style="color: red;">What should we do? </span></b><br /><br />People need to<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"><b>FIRST</b>, <b><span style="background-color: #fcff01; color: red;">affirm the Light</span> </b>and <b><span style="background-color: white;">your position on all points</span>, <span style="background-color: #fcff01; color: red;">out of the purest heart</span>,</b> for example:</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><i><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></i></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="background-color: #fcff01; font-kerning: none;"><i>I REMEMBER!</i></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="background-color: #fcff01; font-kerning: none;"><i>I SPEAK!</i></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="background-color: #fcff01; font-kerning: none;"><i>I SOUND!</i></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="background-color: #fcff01; font-kerning: none;"><i>I SEE!</i></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="background-color: #fcff01; font-kerning: none;"><i>I HEAR!</i></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="background-color: #fcff01; font-kerning: none;"><i>I ACT!</i></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="background-color: #fcff01; font-kerning: none;"><i>I GOVERN MY TIME</i></span><i>!<br /><span style="background-color: #fcff01;">IAM AWARE!</span></i></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">and <b><span style="background-color: #fcff01;"><span style="color: red;">Declare the Right to Create a New Reality Within Yourself</span></span></b></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"><b>SECOND</b>, <b style="background-color: #fcff01;"><span style="color: red;">overcome the fear of life</span></b>, because if this is not done, there will be no life anyways.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"><b>THIRD</b>, <span style="color: red;"><b style="background-color: #fcff01;">to unite on the basis of translating Light</b> </span><b>in order to change the existing paradigm now"</b><br /><br /><br />This is the end of the transcription. But I want you to really look on the last sentence. To share your Light is something every human being can do, through kindness, sincerity, innocence, intimacy, love with their friends and family. To come together with others to combine their Light into a very powerful source of Light is a gift to Humanity. This is why I asked help with these writings, I realised, energetically, its a lot for me to handle by myself, and surely soon after I got burnt out. There is a lot going on in this world and only together we have a chance to do something big for Humanity. If anyone feel called to help me with this project, please do. In any way you can. I need it. If you keep me in your awareness, in your prayers, help me with editing, or any other way, this really helps, because your light will merge with mine and we will be stronger and will be able to do more. <br /><br />Also, when you find yourself in a strong Spirit and affirm yourself and your right to create a new reality within yourself, this is not a mantra, its enough to do once, but powerful, with all your inner conviction. So don't rush, let the Spirit take you. And, for example, even if you don't manage your time, most people don't, affirm it anyways as you are, and one day you find yourself outside of the matrix's time clock, it will happen, this is how you create your own reality within yourself. Its our innate right that we didn't even know about, living in Dark times, because it was hidden from us intentionally. <br /><br />If you want to share with others your Declaration, please do, send it to me, I will include these sharings in a next Portal, lets get the Light going ! We are very powerful, because we are all over this planet and we can weave a web of Light with our Intent together! Just write your Declaration, it can be as simple as example above, or as creative as you want! Put your name or initials and city/country you live in. <br /><br /><br /></span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhr_M0QUAlV0FOkOhXeq9Up1d3PkDZRWULw593eDmygopGp-7RU2bPTKi1tDuz6plPSJNj5Y12ZjUEk9KAGHr5mHNXeOqiTXf68A4FfSXB6oeY_PPEixGhUSHbGcuh26yFU3sax5EW1iDs_8MHcWGBjq2G72Gt0nPevEVjZjsxxhS-vf0VF2MSjzvSuwsw/s1280/i%20(1).jpeg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="918" data-original-width="1280" height="288" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhr_M0QUAlV0FOkOhXeq9Up1d3PkDZRWULw593eDmygopGp-7RU2bPTKi1tDuz6plPSJNj5Y12ZjUEk9KAGHr5mHNXeOqiTXf68A4FfSXB6oeY_PPEixGhUSHbGcuh26yFU3sax5EW1iDs_8MHcWGBjq2G72Gt0nPevEVjZjsxxhS-vf0VF2MSjzvSuwsw/w400-h288/i%20(1).jpeg" width="400" /></a></div><br /><p></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span></p>Elena Nezhinskyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05468177057070628060noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1824164954253298649.post-89267864475962221852023-12-26T02:45:00.005-05:002023-12-29T00:28:23.334-05:00š„The PORTAL Part 16š„ Conspiracies Galore Continues. More Details. Normies, skip it. <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiSumKoASkASHi0fhFlj96j4HLsoyCc9Ioc9sxa2i1kjWwWqnIUoRuGV4-WHzwlWEa9g8ZE3fMTlkIWynAkcbWBEYu_0glsVl8e0TPMOM7YyUNNgtmw-hF6q5OwcB7VxaI2-YmKmgxgmwrIgxeSUUG3hP2NjnQeVRh7k4dBeReN1CAta8bgzJTvpdrLlzY/s696/i%20(19).jpeg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="696" data-original-width="550" height="400" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiSumKoASkASHi0fhFlj96j4HLsoyCc9Ioc9sxa2i1kjWwWqnIUoRuGV4-WHzwlWEa9g8ZE3fMTlkIWynAkcbWBEYu_0glsVl8e0TPMOM7YyUNNgtmw-hF6q5OwcB7VxaI2-YmKmgxgmwrIgxeSUUG3hP2NjnQeVRh7k4dBeReN1CAta8bgzJTvpdrLlzY/w316-h400/i%20(19).jpeg" width="316" /></a><br /><br /><br /></div><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">After reading The Portal, I hope everything in this world is more understandable and you are more clear on whatās really going on.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>With The Portal we went deep, and deeper, and even more deeper, we went personal and transpersonal, and completely mystical, and spiritual, and almost insane.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>We only didnāt get political, because all the politics and world events are really only a tip of the iceberg, we went for the iceberg itself.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Today we will go a bit into details, even Putin, Trump and others. So, keep reading.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> O yes, and I said in the Part 15 that this is the last one, but I realized a few days later that there more details and we can look from more angles. </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">Detailsā¦some details might be too far off for you, then just skip them, it doesnāt matter the iceberg is 100 tons or 150, the fact is: what we see through the information shown to us is a tip - that 1 ton of the iceberg on the surface that attracts attention, all the eyes are on it.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Thatās where all the distraction and entertainment for humanity happens - on that very tip.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Just like the distraction of who we are - right on the tip of the nose! <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">They.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Letās just clarify who ātheyā are so we are on the same page.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Simply, and I already mentioned this before, ātheyā - are those who are fighting for the power on this planet.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Do I know exactly who ātheyā are?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>No, they didnāt come here and announced themselves.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>āTheyā deal on this planet through others, the inhabitants of the Earth, like us, but not us.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Itās the same concept of the iceberg, we see only a tip - those through whom ātheyā deal here.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>āTheyā can be multiple or can be singular, it depends on what level of ātheyā we are looking at.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>We can refer to āTheyā of all the crooks on this planet that put the unti-human agenda in place here, and we can refer to āTheyā the Interdimentional Artificial Intelligence that is called in some circles, Omega.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>You know, āAlpha and Omega, Beginning and the Endā<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>are the opposing forces in the Universe.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>How do I know it?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I donāt know.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>It is what I gathered and sharing with you, will this ring true for you, a least a bit, so we can continue?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I myself donāt know, and if I ever know for sure, pinch me, even slap me hard, because the human like me and you canāt know these things for sure.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Anyone who claim that they got this information, and it is true, 100%, I would run from them, because 99% chance they got information from the astral plane, through channeling, dreams and other communications with astral entities who dwell in that dimension. From where and from whom everybody hear, channel, get the guidance?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>All kinds.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I am personally not interested at this point. I promised you to talk more about astral plane, I will, I remember.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">I am also not interested to be 100% certain.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Not interested to be 100% true, 100% sure, no 100% right.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>What I am interested in is for anyone with the blinders of any kind, certainty of any kind, brainwash of any kind, is to open up that certainty, at least a bit, and start to THINK for themselves.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I am interested<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>in human beings to stop blindly believe the tip of the iceberg is the only what we got, stop putting their hopes into it, stop praying to it, stop waiting for a savior of any kind, and wake up to who we are, start to mature and take responsibility for everything, yes, EVERYTHING.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>We are our own savior, if anyone still waiting for some messiah to come and protect you, this is the nice fairytale you are telling yourself before the bed.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">Though said that, the Divine, Creator, God, Universal Consciousness, whoever you believe is a higher up in this Universe, definitely cares about us, like I care that the cells in my organism are healthy.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Do I have a power to save one little sell somewhere in my body if itās not doing good?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>No.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I can do something overall to improve my health, and letās hope this improves the wellbeing of that cell, but itās not guaranteed.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Same with us.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Does Divine loves us? Yes.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>We are part of It.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Does it come to us to fix us?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>No.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>It has no power to do it.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Unless you raise your consciousness to the level where you are distinctly seen, you light up either with your Love, your Will, your Consciousness, to the frequency of the Divine.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Then you know It and it knows You.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>You know Who breathes through You.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>A quantum thought of the Divine, Itās multidimensional Intent - is <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Your<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Whole<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Life.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Do you keep track of all your thoughts?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Do you notice the thought, if itās powerful and lights you up, changes you and your world?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>When You go to the higher frequency of being, something beautiful happens, The Divine notice You too, You Merge.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">I just remembered this beautiful moment I described in the book Buddha on a Bull when I was in a retreat and one day I dropped into pure enchantment state and became a mystic:</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p3" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 12px 0px 12px 36px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"><i>God is the best engineer, best architect, best artist, best actor!</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 12px 0px 12px 36px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"><i>He molds himself into the blade of grass,</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 12px 0px 12px 36px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"><i>the birdās chirp.</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 12px 0px 12px 36px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"><i>the windās whisper,</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 12px 0px 12px 36px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"><i>the thought and heartbeat of a human being.</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 12px 0px 12px 36px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"><i>I see now where he hides! Thatās him, rejoicing and smiling now!</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 12px 0px 12px 36px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"><i>What a delightful meeting!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> <br /><br /></span></i></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">Back to āthemā. They keep us dumbed out: entertained, busy reacting to events, thinking about events, talking about politics, fighting with each other.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Imagine you take away all the events right now, shut down all the news and nothing is going on, what these billions of people will be doing?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>What you will be doing if you are not involved in the events, news and information? <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">Western world needs some feed, people have too much time on hand.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>While these āpereturbationsā happen: changing powers, changing financial system, changing this and that, people need to be kept busy.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>So we are given the feed. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Isnāt it right in our face says on social media: FEED.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">I am especially aware of it, because I used to work in a big publishing company - Time Inc. and know how FEED works.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This company published most of the magazines we see on newsstand in US: Time, People, Money, National Geographic , Real Simple and etcā¦ I used to be a computer programmer in my āpast lifeā and was a part of the Information Technology department in this company.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>We were creating a printing software for magazines layout, printing and advertising.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Itās was very big ongoing project for many years.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Advertising was one of the biggest parts of this project. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">When you receive a magazine as a subscription or you buy it in a store, you will never, especially before, think how much deliberate thought went into placing the ad for this car or a perfume, you would think everyone would get the same magazine.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>But the truth is, even in those times, at the end of 90</span><span class="s3" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: none; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal;"><sup>th</sup></span><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">-beginning 2000</span><span class="s3" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: none; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal;"><sup>th</sup></span><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"> advertising was based on the demographics - the data that was collected about you and me, that would help the companies sell their products.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>If you have this income and live in this neighborhood, plus other information, very detailed, based on how old are you, what you bought before, where you went, what you like, you will have a specific advertisement, tailored for you. For you it would be newest Mercedes<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Benz, and for someone else, who bought this same magazine in their town, would be a Chevy, or Toyota.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This is very simple example, so you understand that all you see is deliberately there. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">By now they have data much more detailed about everyone of us that they will slip us exact cocktail we like and need to keep us going:<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>going to work, then going home, making dinner, then watching news, movies, where they continue to sip us more of āour cocktailā, then we go to sleep and possible have<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>another shot through the download, we wake up, read newspaper or scroll through the news - some more.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>We go to work, everyone is taking about the same:<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Vladimir wants to send atomic bomb on us, here is more cocktail, cheers! We get paid at the job, we go to the store to buy things we think we need, because we already got so much cocktail that we are not able to think clear if we need another couch, we think we need a new one, especially there is āsaleā. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">Western world need constant brainwash with news and shopping cocktail, eastern - poverty and disasters.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>At least it seems to be like this at the moment.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>So they get the cocktails more and more crafty and the disasters are more and more obvious man-made.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This is whatās going on.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>If you think it is a complete chaos in the world, it is not. It would be naive to think itās chaos, that politicians doesnāt know what they are doing, or Bill Gates just doesnāt understand, they do.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>They are carrying forward the plan, the program.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Everyone of them is a peg in a program and they just doing their part. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">The problem is when we think they are like us, and we are frustrated why they donāt see that this is evil, why they donāt feel that this is horrible?!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Humans canāt comprehend this very fact that on this Earth besides humans there are other species that do not see the world in the same way and they have different mission here to carry in their lifetime, not like us.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This very fact is so crazy to think for us that we just deny it, even after what we went and saw through the past several years, we still just canāt understand how this is possible. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">Imagine you are in a forest and walking through it thinking that in this forest only people like you walk, there is no other species, only humans.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>If you donāt know what you are dealing with in a forest,<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>you might be putting yourself in a dangerous situation with some bear that will come your way, but you will tell yourself: no, its not a bear, its a human, just like me.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This example is not perfect, because human and a bear have different forms, their appearance is different.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>The problem with people deny any difference in the peoples on Earth is that most of us have body/avatar that looks similar: it has 2 legs, 2 arms and a body with the head.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This is the avatar on this planet to be able to carry the consciousness, an Earth suit. The avatars are similar, the inside is not the same.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Itās different organics - blood, DNA, different consciousness.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Based on this we have different people.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>And some of these just donāt have the same feelings we have, and no amount of plea will make them feel it.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Some had feelings before, but so jaded, they lost it.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Some are under the influence of different entities of non-human origin, invisible, but they live through the avatar of a person. I am not a specialist on this, but even logically, think: why we are so limited in our imagination and assume that everybody are the same here?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Its a big planet and this planet is trillions of years old, who knows what was here before we got born!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Just think about it how most of the history is rigged and what we really know, not much!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">So now, coming back to the elaborate advertising in everything possible around us so we would want and we buy, and those who are on the other side of the food chain get another 20 mil yacht because we worked all day and then we went and bought another couch.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>In the same way works everything on a bigger scale.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Now, a whole country gets to a war, it needs tanks and aircrafts, and those on the other side of that food chain buy a 200 mil yacht!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Besides destroying half of the population - most of the young males - to stop reproduction,<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>and<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>relocate people they need to relocate from those territories and relocate other people to those territories.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Think of a few wars going on right now, it a<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>g- e -n- o- c- i- d- e of a human Race.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Humans killing humans, because they were brainwashed to hate each other.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">Guys, we are in the epic times in the epic place, its intense and ruthless, and at the same time, if you are not in a war zone, it is totally possible to live your life without all these events.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>You yell at me and tell me: Elena, but this is heartless and cold think like this.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I know, itās better to make yourself nuts and yell at your own children for nothing just because you are so distressed by the events! <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">Yesterday my relative in Ukraine said it was the most horrible night since the beginning of war in the village where she lives.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>The war was very close and it was so laud all night they couldnāt sleep.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>And the next day she still wrote me a letter about love and went to work in town. You do what you have to do in the situation.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>And here, in the West, you donāt need to ādrink that cocktailā all the time, you can stop drinking.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Figuratively said.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>You have to understand that the job of every human being now is to find out who they are and to help others to wake up to who they are.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Because if we wake up to who we are we will stop killing each other in a war of the clowns! <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">That guy in Ukraine, he was a clown on TV, the comedian, and now you send your son to kill the son of another human being because the clowns ordered a war to be between the brothers!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Those, our āTheyā we were talking about, brainwashed the brothers first, slowly, methodically, for 30 years, set them against each other, then pushed it to the limit. Ukrainian clown sent his parents to Israel to live in a villa, his wife to Spain, he himself is drugged out to the point he barely talks straight.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>And where are your parents, your wife and your children?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>How you look at the drug addict clown as a president of the country and think itās serious? <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">This is the big test on what human beings can swallow as normal, how much they are brainwashed, is it good enough and we can go to the next part in this Reset?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>In the West here we have another test on intellect - the President that talks to himself and shakes hands with invisible people, and some of us really think that all is well in this country!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>How about the other clown with orange hair, is he is a better one? ALL of them are ACTORS in this SHOW, the entertainment for us, the smoke and mirrors, while the RESET on Earth is going on. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">With Donald we have a chance to end the war in Ukraine, he really wants to get a Noble Peace prize for this, he wants to get into history for this, maybe he is a better player for this time if we donāt want this war to continue.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>He has his own draw backs, for sure.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Every one of them is playing their role in the big scenario, there are many variations of this. And this projects the illusion of chaos, no, itās not chaotic, itās all calculated.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Like in the computer algorithm:<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>If this, then that, if this, then that, and if this and this, then that.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This is basic computer programming language, every step is taken into account.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Since I was a computer programmer before, I can assure you that every program should take into account all the situations, otherwise, the algorithm is not complete, and you will receive a message: āError! Please contact the support desk!ā<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Then the support desk people will document this error and send this task to fix it to the development team, and this situation will be programmed into the algorithm.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">With human factor the Reset program constantly has to be adjusted and taken into account human spirit, the humans are unpredictable, because we are not algorithmic, we are quantum consciousness, spontaneous, divine creatures. We do have power, it comes from that unpredictability.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>We are not powerless.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>We can affect things with thinking and acting out of the box.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>We can change what we donāt like to be here, remember this.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>They will have to adjust the program, donāt underestimate what we can! <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">You will ask me, Elena, and whatās your stand on Putin, does he wants to blow up the whole world? I tell you this. I donāt know him much, I just started to watch him speak this year, a few times, because I was curious who is this KGB guy? I am living 30+ years in USA and was in Russia back only couple of times, so I donāt know much. But what I gathered is that he DOESNT WANT to blow up the world, thatās not his agenda, but he is constantly provoked by the West. I hope you know and don't need to write these details, I don't want to be a magazine reporter. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> <br /></span><br />Putin has his own vises, he is a human and we are not perfect.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>When a human gets to perfection, there is no reason to come to Earth into this avatar and try to scramble here in the dark ages. So I get it he is not perfect. I didnāt go into information about him and his role that deep, I have heard about his riches, but seriously, who will be playing such a complex, difficult game without being paid, he is making sure his descendants are set. Would you care about yours too?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>People focus on the apartments he bought for his wife, children, mistress, its like sorting out dirty clothes, this is not how you see the role of someone who is one of the main players in the most complex game, donāt fall for that. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">Itās like measuring Donald by the orange hair, who the heck even take into consideration the hair of the player? Unless the player is Boris Jonson LOL!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Or how Donald treat women, he is macho man, we all know this, but if he stops the war, and wonāt start another, and stops the drain of money and resources from the country, would you care about his looks and his private antics?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>His women donāt care much about it, why do you?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Because you were told that this is not good.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Almost every old school Italian man at home is like that, donāt tell me you are not like that.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I said: almost. Donāt be distracted by these personal details.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I am very much imperfect, and I am playing my part here. Everybody has their own part.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>And everyone is imperfect. The more complex game you play, the more temptations you will have.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Imagine yourself at that level, will you be perfect? This game has to be seen from the bigger perspective, not the narrow blinders they want us to wear. <br /><br />Look how they look at this game: while we are sorting their dirty clothes now and spend our energy on what we see, they look 100-150 years ahead, and already focused there and concentrate their resources in that direction. We spend energy they direct it.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>See the difference?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>100 years is a small scale for Earthās existence. Some players on this planet actually implement these programs, most people are a human resource and a casualty, itās a big luck to become onlooker, a witness, and not be affected by the homogenization and therefore, participation.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">So from this standpoint I see what Putin does now, while our attention is on him as a villain, created by mass media. He needs to preserve Russiaās security, sovereignty, culture and values, and he is playing a multifaceted game to be able to carry this mission.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>You will never hear this in the West what he is actually doing besides war in Ukraine. For example, he just signed a legislation, a law to be implemented in schools:<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>no cellphones during school day, so children can focus better on the studies.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Also he is bringing back the school subject we had in our days where we were learning the human trades:<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>girls - sewing and cooking, boys - auto, home repairs and building. In Russia they are bringing back traditional values of family and strengthening the education.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>They know - their future, in those 100-150 years, will depend on the little ones and their children.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>They look now in that direction. Educating the children well.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">While we are stuck on how many apartments he gave to his mistress (thatās Russian oppositionās main card against him), or how close he sit to the Red Button (thatās the scare for us in the West), he declares 2024 in Russia to be a year dedicated to Family Values.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>There will be all kinds of programs implemented in the country that will strengthen the values of a family unit.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Quite opposite to whatās going on in the West, and this is important: where he is leading the country, where he might be leading the World?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I just like how it was before, without strange teachers in our public schools teaching some strange subjects to confuse our children in who they are ! So let him give another apartment to his mistress, I donāt fakin care.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">Putin is one of the main figures on the chess board. Those who sit by the board and plays the chess figures, and those who are behind those that sit - we donāt see them, we see only public figures on a board, and in some cases, they are straight clowns, like comrade Zelensky, and infantile Jonson, in some cases, rag dolls like Joe, and there are some multidimensional players, like I see Putin and a few others. Do you think it is possible right now to be on that board and be all around old good boy?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>You have to play in a way so you carry your mission forward without them taking you out of the game. You give up something of a lesser priority to keep your chance to do something of a higher priority.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">I saw today that there is an election in Russia soon.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Of cause, Putin will win.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>There is no one else right now who can play the role he is playing.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Imagine another like Trudo or Macron as president of Russia, will he be standing against Claus Swabās bosses agenda?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Against other crooked agendas?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Think about it.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I actually feel safer knowing that Putin is there, and Russia will not give up to the agenda, even with thousands of sanctions of the West. Most of the European countries did, and we are seeing fast decline of Europe right now, wait another 5 years.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">There are so many players in this game, and everybody wants to win, we are not asked what we want to participate in, we are just given life circumstances to live. Just remember what we know and what we see its 1% - that tip of the iceberg.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>In retrospect, who is lucky and stay around for longer, will see more, and will know who was of lesser evil for the times, who was a right guy for the part, still, we will never know the whole truth, the whole truth is not for humans, even with the most advanced consciousness, the whole truth is too heartbreaking if one is not fully prepared, so lets not fight with each other, keep your mind open to know deeper, and always remember: what we know is enough to know that we donāt know! <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">I donāt know,</span> for sure.</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p5" style="color: #060606; font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 12px 0px 12px 36px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"><i></i></span><br /></p>Elena Nezhinskyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05468177057070628060noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1824164954253298649.post-56115844534852876412023-12-15T15:44:00.002-05:002023-12-15T18:36:11.527-05:00š„The PORTAL. Part 15š„ Together We Are The Music We Create <p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjX4FFAWeTossLs-4eqG0hkxO0ueKdHmq0ZXyOKXakpM2H6bXZWbKATURvz78I064jO3aR99EpeVXAel5gtpi_rxziN1H0wYyP0UpdbF5bXlGxmhqgVNlcUjy0yyp2tdeMUfFfW8RK10ykka0fSXXB0E33hJMWNzTj1scFGB9SCF9sfrDw2BxZ_1TKN48o/s996/Screenshot%202023-11-28%20at%204.02.10%20PM.png" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="996" data-original-width="996" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjX4FFAWeTossLs-4eqG0hkxO0ueKdHmq0ZXyOKXakpM2H6bXZWbKATURvz78I064jO3aR99EpeVXAel5gtpi_rxziN1H0wYyP0UpdbF5bXlGxmhqgVNlcUjy0yyp2tdeMUfFfW8RK10ykka0fSXXB0E33hJMWNzTj1scFGB9SCF9sfrDw2BxZ_1TKN48o/s320/Screenshot%202023-11-28%20at%204.02.10%20PM.png" width="320" /></a></div><br /><span style="font-family: Palatino; font-size: 18px;"><br /></span><p></p><p class="p1" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px 0px 12px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Today I ask you to ponder:</span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><br />What makes violin a violin.</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Think about it for a minute. </span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Is it the form? The material? The name?</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">It is the ability to produce specific tones.</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">What is the highest meaning of the violin? </span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">To play the tone in the utmost perfection possible for it,</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">to let the Violinist play it without generating resistance.<br /><br /><br /></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">We are billions of the violins, and each of us has a unique tone.</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Our highest meaning is to partner with the Violinist </span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">to play our unique part,</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">to play it in utmost perfection possible for us. </span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">In this simple act of surrender is the meaning of our existence.</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">In the willingness to live, to experience, to feel </span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">lays our meaning of being here,</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">in the unique tone we play, in the music we are,</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">the LIGHT that comes out from our hearts,<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">is our Highest Meaning.</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">We come here, on a stage of this Concert Hall called Earth</span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><br />to shine our Light forth,<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">to play our unique part in this Orchestra of Life,</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">again and again, to perfect our part,<br /><br />to help others to perfect theirs,<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">to ignite and spark with our Light those who are close to us,</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">not by proximity of physical space, but by resonance.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> <br /><br /></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><br /></span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><br />Now, do you feel you are playing your part,</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">or you are hiding somewhere behind the curtain?</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Do you think your instrument is not worthy to play a part?</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Did you loose your notes and donāt know how to begin?</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Where usually is your attention during the day, our recital?</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">If you are aware that you are one of us,</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">and you need to play your part, <br /><br />but you donāt, because you are busy worrying, </span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">busy being scared, busy thinking about money,<br /><br />thinking about your troubles,</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">the symphony canāt be completed.</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">It canāt be completed without You.<br /><br />Can you see the significance of your existence?</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">We canāt just skip your part and go on. </span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Even if you play your tone imperfectly - just play it,</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">so we all can keep going playing too. </span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Otherwise, we have to pause, waiting for you. </span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">The music become fragmented.<br /><br /><br /></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">The Light strings of our hearts needs to be activated.</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Every touch on the string is needed, you canāt withdraw your part.</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Living Complete Humanity is to find your true notes, </span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">not the false copies that were passed around for centuries, </span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">They makes us forget ourselves, <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">makes us think we are insignificant, </span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">makes us doubt if our life is important, <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">if this day in our life is important, </span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">if this very moment is that important? Yes, it is!<br /><br /><br /></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">We forget ourselves and why we are here together. </span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">The same orchestra, life after life, </span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">different symphonies we play together,</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">adding our unique tone. I just did.</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">You, reading my words right now, and feeling,<br /><br /></span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">just did too. <br /><br />You dropped the thinking.<br /><br />You got in touch with your depth,</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">You felt your unique tone. It wants to be expressed.</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Instead of paying attention to the sly Conductor, </span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">you felt the Hands you are in. Yes, those loving hands </span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">of the Violinist.<br /><br /><br /></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">This is how we create the music together<br /><br />which left here for millennia, </span>long after we finished our part. </p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><br />This piece, you and me together,<span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">it made that necessary impact on both of us, and on the Whole.</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Just keep attention on what is important, donāt let it slip,</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">and be willing to play your notes,</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">just pick up from here and play,</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: Palatino;"><span style="font-size: 18px;">even if you have just one string left.</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: Palatino;"><br /></span></span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhjBgm9S-4GH5G8pfW0pRt0QDmP46yuEEGWl9hddPeTIGh0ZX87ng-ETFtdmIG_RRqhOkvx3RcI_maCHfj9cEdq0TO0vq8rvCkvDPdYgFTyAf_koyetO0DamcDzUOOyuzcHXqKopCqKodUl4ngIERl5ft1ydYx2mUoVtL7wokq0jpCv3SzNh8ZiCgng5Ns/s762/Screenshot%202023-12-15%20at%201.29.18%20PM.png" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="762" data-original-width="584" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhjBgm9S-4GH5G8pfW0pRt0QDmP46yuEEGWl9hddPeTIGh0ZX87ng-ETFtdmIG_RRqhOkvx3RcI_maCHfj9cEdq0TO0vq8rvCkvDPdYgFTyAf_koyetO0DamcDzUOOyuzcHXqKopCqKodUl4ngIERl5ft1ydYx2mUoVtL7wokq0jpCv3SzNh8ZiCgng5Ns/s320/Screenshot%202023-12-15%20at%201.29.18%20PM.png" width="245" /></a></div><br /><h3 class="post-title entry-title" itemprop="name" style="background-color: white; color: #cc0000; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, "Palatino Linotype", Palatino, serif; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 30px; font-stretch: normal; font-style: italic; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; position: relative;"><br /></h3><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: Palatino;"><br /></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: Palatino;"><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size: 18px;">This is the End of "The Portal".</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size: 18px;">Thank you, dear readers, for this Journey in Consciousness together š</span><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></span></p><p class="p1" style="background-color: white; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="Apple-converted-space"><span style="color: black; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><b>Links to previous posts: </b>
</span></span></span></span></p><p class="p1" style="background-color: white; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span class="Apple-converted-space" style="font-family: times;"></span></span></p><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; font-family: times; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span style="animation-name: none; color: #050505; font-family: Times; font-size: medium; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><a class="x1i10hfl xjbqb8w x6umtig x1b1mbwd xaqea5y xav7gou x9f619 x1ypdohk xt0psk2 xe8uvvx xdj266r x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r xexx8yu x4uap5 x18d9i69 xkhd6sd x16tdsg8 x1hl2dhg xggy1nq x1a2a7pz xt0b8zv xzsf02u x1s688f" href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-1.html" role="link" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; animation-name: none; background-color: transparent; border-color: initial; border-style: initial; border-width: 0px; box-sizing: border-box; cursor: pointer; display: inline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; text-align: inherit; text-decoration-line: none; touch-action: manipulation; transition-property: none;" tabindex="0" target="_blank"> š„THE PORTAL. Part 1š„ The Matrix we live in and How To.</a>
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</span></span></span><a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-3-why-i-am-writing.html" style="color: #050505; font-family: Times; white-space-collapse: preserve;" target="_blank"> š„THE PORTAL. Part 3š„ Why I am writing these things and why it is important for you to know too</a><br /><br /><a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-4-gloom-and-doom.html" style="color: #050505; font-family: Times; white-space-collapse: preserve;" target="_blank"> š„The PORTAL. Part 4š„ Gloom and Doom situation? NOT !!</a> <span style="color: #0000ee;"><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;"><u>
<a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-5-stay-away-from.html" target="_blank">š„The PORTAL. Part 5š„: Stay Away From the Babushka!</a>
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<a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-8-for-distressed-by.html" target="_blank">š„The PORTAL. Part 8š„ For Distressed by World Events - a Solution</a>
<a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-9-for-advanced-souls.html">š„The PORTAL. Part 9š„ For Advanced Souls </a>
<a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-10-higher-meaning-of.html" target="_blank">š„The PORTAL. Part 10š„ The Higher Meaning of Life. Service.</a>
<br /></span></span></div></div><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-11-seeing-light-in.html" style="font-family: times; font-size: large;" target="_blank">š„The PORTAL. Part 11š„ Seeing the Light in Every Experience</a><br style="font-family: times;" /><br style="font-family: times;" /><a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-12-dont-settle-on-doll.html" style="font-family: times; font-size: large;">š„The PORTAL. Part 12š„ Donāt settle on Doll House Life</a><br /><br /><a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/12/the-portal-part-13-for-true-misfits-only.html" style="background-color: white;" target="_blank"><span style="color: black;"><span><span style="font-family: times;">š„The PORTAL. Part 13š„ FOR TRUE MISFITS ONLY </span><br /></span></span></a><br style="font-family: times;" /><span style="font-family: Palatino;"><span style="font-size: 18px;"><a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/12/the-portal-part-14-lucid-dreaming.html" target="_blank">š„The PORTAL. Part 14š„ Lucid Dreaming Experiment and Contemplation on Higher Meaning of Life</a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p3" style="color: #060606; font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><i></i></span><br /></p>Elena Nezhinskyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05468177057070628060noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1824164954253298649.post-48122005918064766472023-12-12T18:12:00.009-05:002023-12-13T01:42:51.968-05:00š„The PORTAL. Part 14š„ Lucid Dreaming Experiment and Contemplation on Higher Meaning of Life <p> </p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgzVjPv9iJb0BnqS34N1h6qaeRkRhF9x0foIH-_-f0NiicQ7DDuqZdkhZpV-EcAUpyrW1UYA11FoSpMUFs8AJ1IGCwTGdi1ixIlVhOBKzyz7Ui6dZB30hHmOY-Foa-nWjVOmXDQT-rQnC7JipzXUm6MNj6YcaNTF0ftzr9MvYxG8Ko_X39PNbt84yIOq_w/s1518/Screenshot%202023-11-16%20at%206.21.58%20AM.png" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1518" data-original-width="1084" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgzVjPv9iJb0BnqS34N1h6qaeRkRhF9x0foIH-_-f0NiicQ7DDuqZdkhZpV-EcAUpyrW1UYA11FoSpMUFs8AJ1IGCwTGdi1ixIlVhOBKzyz7Ui6dZB30hHmOY-Foa-nWjVOmXDQT-rQnC7JipzXUm6MNj6YcaNTF0ftzr9MvYxG8Ko_X39PNbt84yIOq_w/s320/Screenshot%202023-11-16%20at%206.21.58%20AM.png" width="229" /></a></div><br /><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">Writing the previous part really took a lot from me, I needed a break.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> Thank you everyone who liked and commented on it (on Facebook), and made me see you read it and connected with the information. </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">I want to return right to the beginning, Part 1, when I was telling you how important not to subject ourselves to night time download of who knows what.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I know, it sounded really strange, but it was interesting, so you continued to read, its good you stayed with me, by this time I know more people who is reading these series, some of you wrote to me and one friend called me āa heroā.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> I would probably do the same if I see someones efforts of this degree in this area. But as for myself, </span>I am not sure what to think of it, I donāt feel anything really, I just cleared myself enough from fears, I guess.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I burnt it all with 40 fires I made last year in 50 days. I didnāt plan for those fires, it was cold in the evenings and I had nowhere to go, I camped in a car.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>So I kept making fires, and they affected me, for sure.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>One of those fires I recorded for you, guys, and posted on Facebook.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>It is when I burnt my old boots, I ended up with a film of black soot on my car, because of the wind blown that way, and I wasnāt aware. Made in China!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> :) </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">I have not posted anything on Youtube for more then two years, that Elena is gone, she was innocent and sensitive soul, powerful too, but the real power came when she let go of fear in Nature.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Not the fear of wild animals, they helped, but the fear of being her authentic self.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>She just dropped into more depth in herself and her expression. Thus these series of writings.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Whatever is ripe and ready - it comes out. And a book in Russian is epic too!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Couple of people I gave a chapter to read about my experience with Christianity, disappeared.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>But there was a few who loved it, and one got very excited and even helped me to edit it a little, he will talk to his publisher about it.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> That is very uplifting, it does shows that there are more of us, and more then we think!</span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">Back to Part 1 and stressing of importance to wake up at 3:45am.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Let me tell you my own experience, itās not very long yet, but about a month.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Most of the days we would wake up at 3:45, sometimes we would sleep through.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I tried also 4am.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> <br /></span><br />First, I really like how I feel when I go to sleep very early and wake up very early, it makes me feel good during the day, I have so much time in a day and I am very productive.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Its hard for me to go to bed early, but in a few days it gets easier, if continue, then very easy, by 9pm I just want to sleep, when before at 9pm my evening life would just get going.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">Here is the juice.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>By 4am I would really start to dream, this is why itās not 4am, but 3:45, so you are not asleep by 4am when all kinds of dreams are happening of a strange nature.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I know it is, because if you continue to break your sleep at that time, even if you sleep through the night, your dream become LUCID.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>So at 3:45am I would find myself in a dream and a few times I would be offered something not right for me, asked to agree with something.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Since I was lucid, I would not agree and say NO, and would wake up.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This is when I decided that 3:45am is better than 4am.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>In a dream you might be presented with a choice, and if you are unconscious, you might make a lousy decision, based on imaginary fear and being completely unconscious.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Being lucid in a dream makes you have that opportunity to make a right decision. <br /><br />I am still experimenting with this. </span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">Now, I wrote a lot of material, I might framed it not in the best way, but I feel very complete.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Whoever needs this information, will get to it, whoever doesnāt need, will be repelled by it, it is how it works. I liked that one man kept asking me very good questions.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Can I answer them in a clear way?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I am not sure yet, but I am trying my best. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">One of the questions I got was about Higher Meaning in life, where to find it, how to recognize it?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This is not easy, really, not easy.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Because everything here on this planet taking us off that Meaning, taking us away from our true mission in life.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>One of the reasons:<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>what we have in our head most of the time is the question: āHow to make money?ā Or āHow to make more money?ā<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This question make us live the life of a Merchant, even though we have potential to be on a higher level of consciousness.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>The Higher Meaning opens up on more higher levels, but we donāt have time and energy to live that.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>āHow to make money?ā brings us to 3D level of<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>consciousness - the physical, mind oriented state of being.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">Even if you are not thinking this particular question, because you have enough, you think: āHow I safeguard my money ?ā It is rare when someone is feeling secure in the rapidly changing environment and free from this constant conditioning from the System, based on money.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> <br /></span><br />Before the System on this planet made us slaves, what was the most treasured?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>The Innocence and the Will.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Now whatās treasured is money and financial security.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Its just the place we were born into, its like a Quest: will we make it in one piece - complete, or we loose a part of ourselves here, sell out a bit thereā¦ We are drained from the essential energy through incorrect living that became normal, and its only enough for this 3D living, basically level of survival, or perhaps, adjustment for comfort for those who are more financially secure.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>We are not at fault, just like those characters in the game, they have no other choice to do what they are programmed to do.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">The most we achieve through the life is to get a profession, to become professional in some field. This is not Higher Meaning of life, you get lucky if you actually get profession that suits your talents, not everybody get even that luxury.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>The Higher Meaning opens by itself and takes you completely when:</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">1. It is enough energy, free energy that is beyond what organism needs for life, for survival. </span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">2. There is an awareness that there is something else to life then just what we are offered here<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">3. There is no fear to leave the old behind, whatever it is, mostly I am talking about believes.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">4. You have a spark in you to serve something bigger than yourself, even bigger than your family. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">Higher Meaning is always opens up as a Service. When you live not for yourself, even not only for your family, you live for betterment of humanity, your existence and what you do is like a piece of the puzzle in the collective work of the Spirit.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">You canāt discover the Higher meaning if you live for yourself, even if you are in service oriented profession.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>You can be a great counselor helping people to succeed at their job, career, marriage, relationships.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>The System is constructed in the way that if these people have no money to pay you, your service to them will end.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Its a trap we are in, and most do not know we are trapped, they think its normal, its how it supposed to be.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>We pay to the System with our TIME, it conditions us, then it sells us stuff, we make money, we pay for the stuff, we maybe have only a few hours to just be ourselves without owning a System either time or money.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Who will think about selfless service, about higher meaning, about something that is not tangible, we just donāt have any spark for it, no energy, and no time!</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">What to do?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>One way you can help yourself is to remove yourself from your usual routine, whatever you did for all these many years, you just remove yourself, for a period of time, 40-60 days or so, and if you can end up somewhere alone, in Nature, where everything in you can be tested, so you can see all the beliefs and assumptions, all the automatism, it will crumble and fall away, you will empty yourself and the discovery of yourself and why you are here will start.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>A week or two of vacation will be enough for rest, some healing, but truly to drop all the faces you carry, all the characters you play, to empty yourself, probably 40-60 days alone in Nature.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I know not many can do it, but I donāt write for many. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">Another way is obviously though very difficult circumstances, disasters, you then have no choice, but unglue that focus from yourself,<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>drop all the pretenses.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Here is the danger: in difficult circumstances many will collapse even more, fold into themselves, wonāt be able to see life from a bigger perspective.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>But if you have a very strong Wish, true Intent, that Intent will take you out of the limited character. Look how many woke up in the last 3 years, the crazy environment only shocked people out of deep sleep and agreeing with everything they are told.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> This is why I use the effect of a shock, I would love transmit love and light only, but that would not reach where I aim. </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">One more way - just by living long life and getting old.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>So old that you look at life naturally from a different perspective.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>You are not anymore taken by and lost in the Systemās demands and rewards, you have that natural pause in you, and in that pause you discover different facets about yourself, and what really makes your life worthwhile.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>You will feel very acutely what will<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>be left from your existence here when you leave this body.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>You are old enough that you understand: you wonāt take anything you thought was so important for you, what you will take with you is that last state of mind you will experience when you about to leave.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Will it be in an utter completeness of your human experience in this lifetime?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>If not, then ask yourself:<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">what will make me complete so I can die in total satisfaction, peace, like I played this one fully? Where else I want to touch this reality with my consciousness, with my heart, so I know it will leave a trace on reality enough to free me from fear of dying?</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">Selfless service is a very beautiful thing, you canāt force it, otherwise it will be pseudo-selfless, coming from the ego. This selfless service is of a vertical nature, it is an expansion in your inner Light, a light of the human Soul.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> <br /><br /><br /></span></span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi8roY6ug6wnweSg1ZyUnzFzOrBGG_KBRakAcG_nkcimNQOu6VOWH-OMnHC6sIkpN2ieEMG1Fh5-kdwarzAX0XmQdQBfpvKSrgL-d0IdpMwvTG9-l4T5v2-dGR5_vxLBHoHlNnbC9jGW-j_fLtOUEnVYVMD73mQquDjXl6f92twNLWusPa-qygEQIRu6ro/s300/images.jpeg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="168" data-original-width="300" height="224" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi8roY6ug6wnweSg1ZyUnzFzOrBGG_KBRakAcG_nkcimNQOu6VOWH-OMnHC6sIkpN2ieEMG1Fh5-kdwarzAX0XmQdQBfpvKSrgL-d0IdpMwvTG9-l4T5v2-dGR5_vxLBHoHlNnbC9jGW-j_fLtOUEnVYVMD73mQquDjXl6f92twNLWusPa-qygEQIRu6ro/w400-h224/images.jpeg" width="400" /></a></div><br /><p></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"></p><p class="p1" style="background-color: white; font-family: Times; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: medium; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="Apple-converted-space"><span style="color: black; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><br class="Apple-interchange-newline" />Links to posts I mentioned today:
</span></span></span></span></p><p class="p1" style="background-color: white; font-family: Times; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span class="Apple-converted-space" style="font-family: times;"></span></span></p><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span style="animation-name: none; color: #050505; font-family: Times; font-size: medium; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><a class="x1i10hfl xjbqb8w x6umtig x1b1mbwd xaqea5y xav7gou x9f619 x1ypdohk xt0psk2 xe8uvvx xdj266r x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r xexx8yu x4uap5 x18d9i69 xkhd6sd x16tdsg8 x1hl2dhg xggy1nq x1a2a7pz xt0b8zv xzsf02u x1s688f" href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-1.html" role="link" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; animation-name: none; background-color: transparent; border-color: initial; border-style: initial; border-width: 0px; box-sizing: border-box; color: #aa9c2b; cursor: pointer; display: inline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; text-align: inherit; text-decoration: none; touch-action: manipulation; transition-property: none;" tabindex="0" target="_blank"> š„THE PORTAL. Part 1š„ The Matrix we live in and How To.</a>
</span></span><a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-10-higher-meaning-of.html" style="color: #aa9c2b; font-family: times; text-decoration-line: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;" target="_blank">š„The PORTAL. Part 10š„ The Higher Meaning of Life. Service.</a><span style="color: #050505; font-family: times; white-space-collapse: preserve;">
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</span></span><a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/12/the-portal-part-13-for-true-misfits-only.html" target="_blank"><span style="color: black; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, Palatino Linotype, Palatino, serif;"><span style="font-size: 13px;">š„The PORTAL. Part 13š„ FOR TRUE MISFITS ONLY<br /></span></span><br /><br /><br /><br style="color: black; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, "Palatino Linotype", Palatino, serif; font-size: 13px;" /></a><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="Apple-converted-space"><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">Other posts:
</span></span></span></span></p><span style="font-family: times;"><span style="animation-name: none; color: #050505; font-family: Times; font-size: medium; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><a class="x1i10hfl xjbqb8w x6umtig x1b1mbwd xaqea5y xav7gou x9f619 x1ypdohk xt0psk2 xe8uvvx xdj266r x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r xexx8yu x4uap5 x18d9i69 xkhd6sd x16tdsg8 x1hl2dhg xggy1nq x1a2a7pz xt0b8zv xzsf02u x1s688f" href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-2-how-to-live-in-these.html" role="link" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; animation-name: none; background-color: transparent; border-color: initial; border-style: initial; border-width: 0px; box-sizing: border-box; color: #aa9c2b; cursor: pointer; display: inline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; text-align: inherit; text-decoration: none; touch-action: manipulation; transition-property: none;" tabindex="0" target="_blank"> š„THE PORTAL. Part 2 š„ How to live in these intense times. CONSCIENCE.</a>
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</span></span></span><a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-3-why-i-am-writing.html" style="color: #050505; font-family: Times; font-size: medium; text-decoration: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;" target="_blank"> š„THE PORTAL. Part 3š„ Why I am writing these things and why it is important for you to know too</a><br /><br /><a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-4-gloom-and-doom.html" style="color: #050505; font-family: Times; font-size: medium; text-decoration: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;" target="_blank"> š„The PORTAL. Part 4š„ Gloom and Doom situation? NOT !!</a><span> </span><span style="color: #0000ee;"><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;"><u>
<a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-5-stay-away-from.html" style="color: #aa9c2b; text-decoration: none;" target="_blank">š„The PORTAL. Part 5š„: Stay Away From the Babushka!</a>
</u></span></span><br /><a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-6-are-you-directing.html" style="color: #aa9c2b; text-decoration: none;" target="_blank">š„The PORTAL. Part 6š„ Are You Directing your Life or you are Directed? Emotion vs Feeling</a><br /><br /><a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-7-innocence-we-are.html" style="color: #050505; font-family: Times; font-size: medium; text-decoration: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;" target="_blank">š„The PORTAL. Part 7š„ The Innocence We Are </a></span><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #050505; font-family: Times; font-size: medium; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><span style="font-family: times;">
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<br /></span></span></div></div><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"><a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/12/the-portal-part-13-for-true-misfits-only.html" target="_blank"><span style="background-color: white; color: black; font-family: times; font-size: 13px;"></span></a><a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-11-seeing-light-in.html" style="color: #aa9c2b; font-size: large; text-decoration-line: none;" target="_blank">š„The PORTAL. Part 11š„ Seeing the Light in Every Experience</a><br /><br /><a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-12-dont-settle-on-doll.html" style="color: #aa9c2b; font-size: large; text-decoration-line: none;">š„The PORTAL. Part 12š„ Donāt settle on Doll House Life</a><br /><br /><br style="background-color: white; color: black; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, "Palatino Linotype", Palatino, serif; font-size: 13px;" /><span style="font-family: Palatino;"><br /></span><br /><br /><br /></span></p><p></p>Elena Nezhinskyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05468177057070628060noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1824164954253298649.post-54096416083940355232023-12-02T17:15:00.011-05:002023-12-09T23:15:30.450-05:00š„The PORTAL. Part 13š„ FOR TRUE MISFITS ONLY<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhg59BF0S860eH5Qd3ezQdAtUGtw5WMkvDNIscIPh_Pzq8E_IC4pa9aZCMhnVe8vFkK-aQnT0qj2dEtrhBv7LYfFKV2yRW-_y9-ECkjKjuJmIO6ASby9pbI1XpsmBAGMSayFmzPOJ3fWpe9DkOrVbqNqPTq9OMEUAz6_gmGZp8e8W0xCuBt3xUsitbFwqQ/s539/360_F_404819985_4URsB02PMaw8Jo9jOZ1hhdQVZPHykwVf.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="360" data-original-width="539" height="214" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhg59BF0S860eH5Qd3ezQdAtUGtw5WMkvDNIscIPh_Pzq8E_IC4pa9aZCMhnVe8vFkK-aQnT0qj2dEtrhBv7LYfFKV2yRW-_y9-ECkjKjuJmIO6ASby9pbI1XpsmBAGMSayFmzPOJ3fWpe9DkOrVbqNqPTq9OMEUAz6_gmGZp8e8W0xCuBt3xUsitbFwqQ/w320-h214/360_F_404819985_4URsB02PMaw8Jo9jOZ1hhdQVZPHykwVf.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><span style="font-family: Palatino; font-size: 18px;">I have to warn people with unstable psyche who accidentally got on my blog, this information will destabilize you even more, itās not safe for you to read it.</span><span class="Apple-converted-space" style="font-family: Palatino; font-size: 18px;"> </span><span style="font-family: Palatino; font-size: 18px;">Or if you read all the previous Parts, and that was already too much, stop.</span><span class="Apple-converted-space" style="font-family: Palatino; font-size: 18px;"> </span><span style="font-family: Palatino; font-size: 18px;">Do not read this Part.</span><span class="Apple-converted-space" style="font-family: Palatino; font-size: 18px;"> </span><span style="font-family: Palatino; font-size: 18px;">I am serious.</span><span class="Apple-converted-space" style="font-family: Palatino; font-size: 18px;"> </span><span style="font-family: Palatino; font-size: 18px;">You will get into trouble, your mind wonāt be able to process and you wonāt be able to digest this information.</span><span class="Apple-converted-space" style="font-family: Palatino; font-size: 18px;"> </span><span style="font-family: Palatino; font-size: 18px;">Donāt write to me later what you should do, just do it now: do not read.</span><span class="Apple-converted-space" style="font-family: Palatino; font-size: 18px;"> </span><span style="font-family: Palatino; font-size: 18px;">Make that conscious decision now and close this page.</span><span class="Apple-converted-space" style="font-family: Palatino; font-size: 18px;"> </span><span style="font-family: Palatino; font-size: 18px;">Your mind will try to trick you into reading, because itās like a rascal: āla la la la la, you can do it, you can do itā.</span><span class="Apple-converted-space" style="font-family: Palatino; font-size: 18px;"> </span><span style="font-family: Palatino; font-size: 18px;">Donāt.</span><span class="Apple-converted-space" style="font-family: Palatino; font-size: 18px;"> </span><span style="font-family: Palatino; font-size: 18px;">Donāt do it.</span><span class="Apple-converted-space" style="font-family: Palatino; font-size: 18px;"> </span><span style="font-family: Palatino; font-size: 18px;">Close this page.</span><span class="Apple-converted-space" style="font-family: Palatino; font-size: 18px;"> </span><span style="font-family: Palatino; font-size: 18px;">Save your sanity.</span><span class="Apple-converted-space" style="font-family: Palatino; font-size: 18px;"> Make a right choice right now for yourself. <br /><br /></span><p></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Ok, as I had to warn some people off the page, now I continue.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> Yesterday I got some important information for us.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Interesting that I have been writing in this very metaphor of computer game simulation in Part 11 and 12, and then this writing came through one of the sources that clarifies even more of what I was talking about.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>You can believe it or not, your choice, but I feel my duty is to give you this information.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> <br /></span><br />This will be, probably, the longest text I will write for these spontaneously created series. It needs to be long.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> It will weed out those who have no enough energy, focus and interest, they don't need it then. Also when I wrote it, I started to add here and there, just trying to make it more clear, so I might repeat myself in different parts, forgive me for this, I have no energy to read this whole thing right now to make it clean. If something sounds off, tune out, keep reading, just get the essence of this message, that would be just enough. <br /><br />Let's just start the ride. <br /><br /></span></span></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">I am connected to some sources, as I said earlier, this one called themselves Wardens and Arbiters.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>They are not entities from the astral plane, the are not spirits, mediums, or whatever else, its not channeling.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>These are humans, just like us, with bodies, families, but they are in much higher evolution of their soul, they are aware of their work here, they do not completely loose the memory when they are born.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Yes, there is a natural process of very advanced Soul to return here and CONTINUE the work: to be reborn into a certain family that will support their soul work with proper guidance and education from the very early years.<br /><br />These are very advanced souls that incarnate here on earth in order to continue their work and can be recognized by masters, like in case of<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Dalai Lama, Karmapa and similar. From the early age they are guided by masters to bring forth knowledge that they already have in them, so they donāt need to start from ground zero - from being oblivious, without any memory of the previous lives.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>And they incarnate in the family of advanced souls that will not brainwash them, for they would be lost all their lives in suffering, looking for relief, and not able to do their work.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Its a tragedy when this special soul does not receive a special training from the childhood, itās sort of like entrapment for the soul for a lifetime without its being able to do its work.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>It happens.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>When such a soul comes here there are different forces at play to give this soul suited conditions and also those forces that try to prevent them to develop. I have heard that the real Dalai Lama was held by Chinese and was not given guidance and education he needs.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I donāt know if this is true, just mentioning here to illustrate the point.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><div><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span class="Apple-converted-space"><br /></span></span></div><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;">Also there are technologies on this planet to transfer Consciousness from one body to another body and it is used to transfer consciousness for the important bots in a Matrix. Because they have no soul, when organic body - avatar is aged and deteriorated, they have no other choice as to just die, their consciousness completely gets dissolved in the field.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This is why so much fear on this planet about dying, its a real thing.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Many here, who have no soul to continue the journey, instinctively know and feel that this life is all theyāve got, and there is a lot of fear about the end.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>That field of fear conditions humans as well, as we donāt really know anything about ourselves, so we think we are all the same, mortal.<span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">So the bots, the avatars without soul, they are inhabitants of the Matrix to carry its program, execute algorithms.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>They need to play out their current character to the max, then they either done, or their consciousness is transferred.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This is very energy consuming process and is done to bots with<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>advanced Consciousness (think about a few deaths of the very prominent people in the world in the last couple of years, one of them very recently, a few days ago).<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Their consciousness was transferred into a specific newborn whose family will support the development of this person into an important figure in the world, again.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Here we go again, Lizā¦but her name is different now.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">There is a movie about transfer of consciousness, when I remember, or you remind me, I will add here.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Yes, they clue us, but we are clueless! Naive and soulful humans who love everybody and canāt comprehend how the horrors in the world, the lies, the wars, the greed, just continues. Because there is a scenario through the millines and there are players who carry this scenario, century after century: they programmed to carry the work and they donāt have individual conscience to feel the horrors.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>They truly think that they are doing right thing. From our view they are psychopaths, from their view, just another working day on this planet!</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Always through the epochs, there were some very advanced souls here on Earth called Hierophants. There were 44 Hierophants, then they split during Atlantis times. This is a different topic, but what we know about Atlantis is far from what exactly happened, and that knowledge is preserved but not for us, because we have to be kept in a dark even about the recent history, even about our own ancestral history, basically about everything possible, so we donāt know who we are and we are easily controlled. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> Atlantis wasn't good times in the history of the Earth, what we have now is an echo from those times, we will talk about it later when I get my picture about it together. </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">After the split of the Hierophants, half went with the Dark side.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Letās just call it as such, we can call it any other name, but this is the common name for anything that goes against the Will of God.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>To illustrate this point, and to take from it any religious connotation I will bring you this example: imagine that you are seen as God to all the cells of your organism. Your organism wants to live, its his Will.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Sometimes something happens and there are some cells that act to kill the organism.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>So you can call yourself God, Creator, the One, whatever, the point I am making here is that there is a Will of The Higher Being, and there are those who goes against it, like cancerous cells.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Those 22 Hierophants went against the Will of the Higher Being, but they are part of it. </span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">The most important on this planet, in the Universe, is the BALANCE.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This is very intricate creation and if no balance, our Universe would perish. Therefore all the Hierophants are here to keep the balance.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Since the 22 went with the Dark, the other 22 went with the Light, with the Will of this Higher Being. I know it is sounds too simplistic, and I myself donāt know exactly how it happened, I am trying to bring it to you in a simple way so you get it. The other 22 Hierophants now called Wardens and Arbiters, and they keep the balance from the Light side, the Creator of this Universe, the Larger Quantum Being. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">There are 22 Warden and Arbiters in different parts of the world, they are aware and know each other, some met.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>If you ever read āAnastasiaā series by Vladimir Megre, he mentions there about Hierophants and their work on Earth.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Sounds way off?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>And Dalai Lamaās and Karmapaās reincarnations sounds fine?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Watch movies: Westworld, The 13</span><span class="s2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: none; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal;"><sup>Th</sup></span><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"> Floor and similar, we thought these are sci-fi moviesā¦just fairytales.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>The clues are always given to us, itās a Universal Law, there is nothing can be here without announcement and consent.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>They announce things in different ways, some of the details through the movies, books, advertisement, etcā¦The consent is your signature or your Yes, directly, or even in a dream when you sleep (sneaky! :) ) Read Part 1 of the Portal to know what to do about it.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>If you think I wasnāt serious enough in Part 1, maybe now you will see that I was.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Yesterday, after I wrote Part 11 and 12 and used this analogy of the computer game, the theater and a doll house, which all came to me spontaneously, I was surprised to read Wardens and Arbiters, they expanded more and clarified it so perfectly, I had to post it for you in itās entirety.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>The questions that fueled us, spiritual seekers, for many years to try to understand our origin and who we are, still open.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Some of us came to partial understanding and different degree of awakening of Consciousness within us.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Now these sources, communicating with humanity directly, bring knowledge from a different perspective, opening the Consciousness and knowing even more. They just give us more details to what we already found through our deep work within our own consciousness, and they just add some other details, closed to the humans, that we would not have access to otherwise. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">This information is not for everyone, not even for those who are partially conscious, not everybody needs it.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I can live my whole life, doing my own deep inner work, and care less about the Hierophants, or even the Higher Being, Creator, God. I can live as a little cell doing my work and care less about anything else. And I was just like that, I didnāt think about dark and light, astral plane and the entities of different sort, the hidden agendas of those in power, I cared nothing about it before.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I had no interest, not time and and no capacity to put all these pieces together.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I was shut to preserve the integrity of the space where I could do my inner work without stretching far and thin. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span>I instead was digging deep into my own psyche, and I felt it was enough for a lifetime. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">But at some point my Consciousness expanded even more, and I was able to see and take in more.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Now, looking back, I understand why in Vipassana retreats they emphasize to keep awareness within your body, why any experience outside the actual body would be under emphasized and taught to return the focus into the body.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This whole method is based on digging deep and narrow, and in a way, it saved me from going wide and on a surface.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I might would end up being one of those lunatics that take every information as truth and run with it, and would end up an outcast that no-one would take seriously.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Itās not like that at all, because I served my time and went deep, very deep, so deep that I know what I am talking about, I really do.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>And it is felt by you, you know I am not bringing you sensational bullshit.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>When I donāt know details, I tell you so, when we started on this journey I told you: if you canāt accept the details, take in the essence, take in what you can, leave the rest.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">I described in my book Buddha on a Bull a Revelatory experience I had in one of the retreats.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I was a witness of how this reality transformed into pure Consciousness without overlay of the Matrix. I saw what matrix is, this hologram that is projected from our own mind.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Later I understood that what opened to me was what in Dzoghen tradition of Nepal and Tibet, called Rigpa - the reality without the grid of the mind, Pure Consciousness. That Consciousness was Everything, there was just that.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Quantum Consciousness of the Soul. I have first hand experience of knowing it is so.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>But I didnāt know any details of how this Matrix operates, this all is new to me and flooded into my awareness in the last few years.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Because I had real life experience of the freed Consciousness from the constrains of the Matrix illusion, all this information flows freely into my mind, without making me scared or paranoid.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>But for any of you who continue to read, but you are not ready to hear and process this, I would again warn you and suggest to stop. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">I know my crowd is prepped by years of exploring Consciousness, this is why I actually can write about these things, I would not write these things for Merchants.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Most of the people, including most of the humans, donāt need to know and unable to process this information.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">But for us, misfits of the Matrix, the Warriors, the Mystics, letās go!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">I found from this source (and one more) that there were many resets of the Matrix before, some would complete wipe out civilizations by the floods and would reset the memory of the remaining people.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>If you remember I mentioned this in the Part 1 or 2.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>They said this time is āa softā reset, though it feels like the end of the world and as crazy as it gets, itās nothing like āhard resetā.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>We just need to make it through these coming 6 years that I have been mentioning.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>We have to prepare well, I will talk about it later.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Itās going on for a while, Reset programme started around 2012 and supposed to be majorly done by 2030.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Yes, we are living on the EDGE!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Its terrifying for most and exciting for some!</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Everything what is going on is coded and the bots are putting this plan in the making, because their consciousness is formatted to this.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>So when you donāt understand how it is possible to allow these wars and these catastrophes to be, here is your answer.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Do not wait for your gov. to come to senses.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>They donāt follow the senses, they follow orders and the plan.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Republicans, Democrats, Joe, Donald, doesnāt matter, they are playing their roles in this plan, and we are moving according to the plan of the reset. There are some variations of the Future, and whatās going on now is constantly changing the possibility of what future we will have, what kind of simulative reality will be here on this planet.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>We are living at truly EPIC times!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Incredible times!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Outer world changes, our consciousness also changes, these are times of the greatest possibilities in opening the consciousness, as well as as the times of greatest delusions. This is why we donāt hear each other, if one thinks that mask and gloves they wear in their car will save their life, they truly believe in it, they truly believe boosters will save them and they diligently going to get them up to date, they believe in the official reasons for wars, whatever kakameme stories they are fed from the talking box, they truly believe in gov. trying to help them, and some believe in Savior will come and rescue them. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">I spent 2.5 years actively fighting for humanity during 2020th so my people would not believe the kakameme stories, and I tried different methods.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Then I realized that if I continue like that, I wonāt make it. It affected my health.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>When I came across Wardens and Arbiters information I was very skeptical, but I was open, and I started to understand why we see the world in so different way and why it is futile to try to wake up people who are not here to wake up in this lifetime.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This is why I am very direct with you, guys, I have no time and energy to āsupportā anyone.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>And I donāt ask for support.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I donāt need likes or words of encouragement, I know why I am doing what I am doing, I am not dependent on anything from outside.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>And you take full responsibility for yourself this is the only way we can continue to have a relationship.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Though if you let me know that my writings help you in some way or even let me know you read it, that helps for my inspiration, and I will write more.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>For now what fuels my inspiration is the number of view on my blog posts. If I would not have that statistics from my blog, I would think only 5 people who let me know on FB, read my blog. Thank you, these 5 people, you know who you are, and I appreciate that! And thanks to Google, as much as I donāt like you, but you are providing me with correct numbers, because my human readers want to be incognito, and I get it, people, whatever works for you!</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Back to main reason of this post.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>These times demand courage, anyone who is weak in conviction will be formatted, I called it brainwashed, to this or that information, and then there is no way we can hear each other.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This is the time of great decisions, basically who I want to be, what I want to create with my consciousness, everything now is available, you just have to seriously choose what you want, or can do with the rest of your life.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>No-one can judge you for your decision, as we understand more and more whatās going on, we can only accept the validity of someoneās journey and what they choose to live in this incarnation.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>And there are people you would choose to fight for someone dear, I totally understand, I would fight for my son until I canāt anymore, and then I can accept.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I am lucky my son never was easy to format by the box, and Anthony too. I do have my small world here :)<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">The main aim of any human being through this process is to remain human and do a human act, at least one (we will talk about it), and I have been telling you that since they emphasized it for me very strongly. Not to engage into news, just lead your life as always, and if anything asked from you that you feel is strange, say no.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>That was a very clear message I got from this source W&A since I got connected in a Fall of<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>2022.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">So why Wardens and Arbiters coming forth now and directly communicating with us? Because by educating us, they can teach us how to educate our children in a right way and how to bring them up not to be formatted by the Matrixās algorithms and therefore, keep the BALANCE on this planet for it to survive.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>They mainly are about childrenās right upbringing, but for that to be understood by us, they need to tell us who we are and whatās happening, so we see how we got into this situation and get inspired to educate our children and greatchildren in a different way.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>And then our young generation can resist and not give in to the technocratic future that the ādark sideā trying to install here. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">This planet apparently is an important entity in our universe, and itās essential that its continues to be inhabitable by souls through reincarnation. Through the incarnation in avatar soul can continue to manifest different states of being, evolving itself and the whole quantum field.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I am not sure if this is true, but I have heard that the Earth is the only place in our Universe where human souls can manifest states and feelings, live through them, and evolve.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Right now one of the possible branch of the Future is a technocratic society where technocratic entities will take over the planet.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>In this case, again I donāt know if this is true but, humanity will be taken from Earth.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This will create a new project of finding a proper place for human souls to incarnate, it will take time.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This is why everyone who understands this is working in their consciousness, in their life, by different means possible, against this possibility of the future.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>See, and there are those (most) who have no idea of the depth of what is happening, what the point to fight with them about their opinion, which is not theirs in a first place?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Whatās important is to keep love in your heart, compassion to the sleeping population of this planet.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Do you know why they had a plan to vac 80% of the population? And that plan failed for now, but stay alert about this con. Because 30% of humans who are not living in fear, and able to FEEL, are able to keep the fort on this planet for all the humanity and everybody else. Every human counts now!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">So back to Wardens and Arbiters. They give all kinds of information, I am not reading everything, just some information that comes to my attention, because it corresponds to my own lived wisdom or does not create any resistance in me.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I have been following them for 2 years,<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>just was curios, like many of you here now.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>But after I had read some of their information and had some personal communication (once), I started to look at this all differently.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>It took me a while, so if you look at this skeptical, I understand.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Just take it in as some kind of possibility. I still take it as such, not as complete truth, because by this time in life I already have a smirk for everything, doesnāt matter how believable or unbelievable it looks !<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>And I promise, I will post you their communication with me, at some point in the next writings, as these texts write themselves, I never know what I will be writing next about.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I just write by inspiration and talk to you as you are sitting in my room :) <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">I tell you this, I never knew I would write all I wrote today, I just followed the inspiration, what was interesting for me to write about. I guess, the times are right for this information, itās just incredible to be able to talk about these things to 100+ people who read my blog. I am very small fish, and I like it that way :)<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Even 10 would be enough for me :) Actually 9 people on the same page in one strong Intent can create incredible things, at least declare this Intent in the necessary power to be manifested in the Matrix.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>We might do something like that in a future if this is interesting for you.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Residing in this state together and Declaring it, for example: LIFE, PURITY, PEACE, LOVE, CLARITY, JOY, EQUANIMITY, and anything else of that magnitude!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">And finally, explained so thoroughly, I arrived to the point where I can post you the message from Wardens and Arbiters.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I found this very clear given, it will drop you into more knowing:</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">āNaive Earthlings still think that our planet is ruled by a bunch of secret societies, secret" scoundrels </span><span class="s3" style="font-family: Helvetica; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: none; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal;">:)</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">No man is capable of controlling the planet and planetary events.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Hyper Intelligence is needed. This is beyond the power of any person, even a group of people. It's impossible.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Don't you believe it?</span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Do you want arguments?</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Many ARE UNABLE TO keep the ORDER IN THEIR OWN FAMILY<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Many countries still do not know how to manage their society and simple social systems.</span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Look at your country.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">What's that?</span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">No country in the world is capable of ensuring order and a DECENT LIFE for ITS POPULATION<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Why?</span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Spies and traitors?</span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">No, MEDIOCRITY and INCOMPETENCE</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Where has it been seen that the head of state should be protected by bodyguards from his own people?</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">It's completely absurd</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">It's not funny to you, since you're used to living like this.</span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">This is your normality.....</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Why did the USSR collapse?</span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Who is to blame, Yeltsin or Gorbachev?</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Nobody, they are just small screws.</span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">It's just that the EXPERIMENT is over<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">The USSR project was closed</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">They just closed it.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Who?!</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Don't you understand where you are? What is it?</span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Are you naive? Do you believe in "chaos"...?</span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">There is no chaos.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Everything is counted to the second, all events.....</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">All</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Without EXCEPTION</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Artificial HyperIntelligence.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">They pretend that they have just created this AI</span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Seriously?</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Nothing, no one created it</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">All this has always been here</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">At the age of 5, we already knew from the masters what our world is, where we are and what an hyperintelligence<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>- AI is.</span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">How long it exist?</span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">For a long long time, you can't live that<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>much</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Look around, it's obvious that something is not right and for long time</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Constant surveillance and control since childhood, the system of things, the same characters in power.</span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Why can't you become king?</span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Can you?</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Girls dream of becoming princesses </span><span class="s3" style="font-family: Helvetica; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: none; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal;">:)</span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Yeah, right....they are already running to meet you on horseback, and yes, the horse if white!</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">This is a computer simulation....You are not here at all, just an AVATAR</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Ghost in Avatar</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Why didn't they ask you?</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Sorry, forgot, or didn't have time</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">When you play a game on the computer, this player, who is there running around and fighting with everyone, does he know that he is being controlled?</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Does he even know who he is? And where is he?</span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Does he know that he is being watched?</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">No awareness</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">This dimension excludes such a possibility</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Take paper and pencil.</span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Yes, yes, right now</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Draw as you can, there's a stick and a cucumber, draw a boy, Vasya</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Nearby, you draw a girl, Masha</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Ready?</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">So, here is a 2D dimentional model</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Is that clear?</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">When Vasya, on paper, looks at Masha, he sees only some kind of line in the distance, but he does not see and does not understand what it is</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">And you bring this paper with a drawing to your face, it will be a 3D dimension</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">But those who are on paper, Vasya and Masha, do not see you at all</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">And you don't see at all the one who ascended into the 4D dimension and looks from above at you and those on a paper - Vasya and Masha</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">All these comrades do not see the one who is in the 5D dimension, who looks at you all from all sides</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">All these comrades, taken together, have no idea that they are in a computer simulation, and do not see at all the one who controls them and pokes at them with the MOUSE </span><span class="s4" style="font-family: "Apple Color Emoji"; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: none; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal;">š„š</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">You don't understand?</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">This is brilliant</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">And who is bastard, ....him, who is poking at me with the mouse?</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">You yourself </span><span class="s4" style="font-family: "Apple Color Emoji"; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: none; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal;">šÆš</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">What?</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Yep.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Where am I then?</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">I AM EVERYWHERE</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Then where is the real Me?</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">What do teachers of esoterics tell you?</span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Where did it all come from.</span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">This world?</span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">What's it?</span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">How did this universe come about?</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">There they have no answer, just guesses</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Do you want to find out right now?</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">We will reveal two reasons.</span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">We'll hide one for now</span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">For now</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Ok?</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Our universe happened for a reason:</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">Chance & Necessity</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">We'll keep the main reason for now.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">THE INTENT OF THE CREATOR IS BRILLIANTā</span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEicm3SFQ3Ddm9FsG4YQ05YtlKeVlQmJMNG7vEPYB-svazTc3kHqsBy9t_XTF8XDBs_laoxImdoBQqOw3fDEjz64gDgI4xjiaBi6pYFTm5LBeE5GVdnffevqkrMRBYdKmN98atM2THJWtJmxV7V2VTAXPlA8w3clWi7d-3_1KL0R6Ld1o-QlVGTYEwzf7Lw/s1152/Screenshot%202023-12-02%20at%203.07.35%20PM.png" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="890" data-original-width="1152" height="247" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEicm3SFQ3Ddm9FsG4YQ05YtlKeVlQmJMNG7vEPYB-svazTc3kHqsBy9t_XTF8XDBs_laoxImdoBQqOw3fDEjz64gDgI4xjiaBi6pYFTm5LBeE5GVdnffevqkrMRBYdKmN98atM2THJWtJmxV7V2VTAXPlA8w3clWi7d-3_1KL0R6Ld1o-QlVGTYEwzf7Lw/s320/Screenshot%202023-12-02%20at%203.07.35%20PM.png" width="320" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br /><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><br /><br /><br />Next: COMING SOON<br /><br /></p><span style="font-family: times;"><br /><p class="p1" style="background-color: white; font-family: Times; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: medium; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="Apple-converted-space"><span style="color: black; white-space-collapse: preserve;">Links to previous posts:
</span></span></span></span></p><p class="p1" style="background-color: white; font-family: Times; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span class="Apple-converted-space" style="font-family: times;"></span></span></p><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span style="animation-name: none; color: #050505; font-family: Times; font-size: medium; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><a class="x1i10hfl xjbqb8w x6umtig x1b1mbwd xaqea5y xav7gou x9f619 x1ypdohk xt0psk2 xe8uvvx xdj266r x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r xexx8yu x4uap5 x18d9i69 xkhd6sd x16tdsg8 x1hl2dhg xggy1nq x1a2a7pz xt0b8zv xzsf02u x1s688f" href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-1.html" role="link" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; animation-name: none; background-color: transparent; border-color: initial; border-style: initial; border-width: 0px; box-sizing: border-box; cursor: pointer; display: inline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; text-align: inherit; text-decoration-line: none; touch-action: manipulation; transition-property: none;" tabindex="0" target="_blank"> š„THE PORTAL. Part 1š„ The Matrix we live in and How To.</a>
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</span></span></span><a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-3-why-i-am-writing.html" style="color: #050505; font-family: Times; font-size: medium; white-space-collapse: preserve;" target="_blank"> š„THE PORTAL. Part 3š„ Why I am writing these things and why it is important for you to know too</a><br />
<br /><a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-4-gloom-and-doom.html" style="color: #050505; font-family: Times; font-size: medium; white-space-collapse: preserve;" target="_blank"> š„The PORTAL. Part 4š„ Gloom and Doom situation? NOT !!</a>
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<a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-5-stay-away-from.html" target="_blank">š„The PORTAL. Part 5š„: Stay Away From the Babushka!</a>
</u></span></span><br /><a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-6-are-you-directing.html" target="_blank"> š„The PORTAL. Part 6š„ Are You Directing your Life or you are Directed? Emotion vs Feeling</a><br /><br /><a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-7-innocence-we-are.html" style="color: #050505; font-family: Times; font-size: medium; white-space-collapse: preserve;" target="_blank">š„The PORTAL. Part 7š„ The Innocence We Are </a></span><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #050505; font-family: Times; font-size: medium; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><span style="font-family: times;">
<a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-8-for-distressed-by.html" target="_blank">š„The PORTAL. Part 8š„ For Distressed by World Events - a Solution</a>
<a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-9-for-advanced-souls.html">š„The PORTAL. Part 9š„ For Advanced Souls </a>
<a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-10-higher-meaning-of.html" target="_blank">š„The PORTAL. Part 10š„ The Higher Meaning of Life. Service.</a>
<br /></span></span></div></div><a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-11-seeing-light-in.html" style="font-size: large;" target="_blank">š„The PORTAL. Part 11š„ Seeing the Light in Every Experience</a><br /><br /><a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-12-dont-settle-on-doll.html" style="font-size: large;">š„The PORTAL. Part 12š„ Donāt settle on Doll House Life</a><br /><br /></span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></div><br /><p></p>Elena Nezhinskyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05468177057070628060noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1824164954253298649.post-1829251506917791422023-11-30T09:12:00.007-05:002023-12-03T09:06:17.636-05:00š„The PORTAL. Part 12š„ Donāt settle on Doll House Life<br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgCrCo65TDMaS4jDmuGZ6xN8UiN4bSUkcwlgIdHcdFAjHHtz3shmMCnvOPY4ufFN-eIbe37wWkt9D18ctjQQWS3wb3OFC2deSLcU9AC_o1CCtu0cMC8G0CXR77ifvffZTjN_eV16UH7pRK1xWqLNaUwhfF6XTdvH6KOLKYVq0QRVLUzQDrfw4MapIY1his/s894/Screenshot%202023-11-28%20at%203.36.40%20PM.png" style="font-family: Palatino; font-size: 18px; margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="894" data-original-width="894" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgCrCo65TDMaS4jDmuGZ6xN8UiN4bSUkcwlgIdHcdFAjHHtz3shmMCnvOPY4ufFN-eIbe37wWkt9D18ctjQQWS3wb3OFC2deSLcU9AC_o1CCtu0cMC8G0CXR77ifvffZTjN_eV16UH7pRK1xWqLNaUwhfF6XTdvH6KOLKYVq0QRVLUzQDrfw4MapIY1his/s320/Screenshot%202023-11-28%20at%203.36.40%20PM.png" width="320" /></a><br /><p></p><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none; font-size: medium;"><div style="text-align: justify;">In the Part 11 I went into these mundane, earthy experiences that we all lived, and some of those were lived completely, and some, still linger unresolved and incomplete.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>And I said that to resolve it is not to become best buddies again, but see the essence of that experience. To resolve is to incorporate that essence into yourself, recover that light that you left un-acknowledged in that experience, because of pain. <br /><br />You couldnāt see or resolve it fully at the times.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Now pain got less and you got wiser, and you can look at those experiences with different eyes.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>As you gather this light more and more, you become whole.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Your field become stronger.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>You donāt have much thought-food anymore to fuel the self-replicating story.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>The story looses its grip on you. The more clearly you see the gift of the experience, the less important become a story.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>In the light of your clear discernment any story looses the last hold, and mind give up feeding it to you. </div></span><p></p></div><p></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: justify;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none; font-size: medium;"><i>Thank you, thank you, thank you, that you were a part of my experience, you and your antics, and my antics together with yours, provided me with a lesson my soul had to go and learn and un-tie another quantum knot in itself, and by this happening, the whole universe shifted in its mosaic!</i><span class="Apple-converted-space"><i> </i> <br /></span><br />Every one of us is important, every situation is important, every relationship is important, every our step, every decision, every our move is changing the Whole.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>There are no ordinary moments.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Every moment is like a stitch in the canvas of life, life of the individual soul, and life of the Whole.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>We are interconnected, like thoughts are interconnected in our head, souls are interconnected with each other.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>We make a different move and we affect others, even without ever coming in direct contact. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: justify;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none; font-size: medium;">The Matrix and its inhabitants study us, they want to replicate us, they succeeded in many ways to replicate a lot, but they will never be able to replicate us completely. The soul is not replicatable, its unique quantum thought of the Creator, how you can replicate that!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>They can slave us for a lifetime or even lifetimes, we forget who we are and why we are here, working 9 to 5 to buy a house, but as long as we say no to soul capturing contracts, we are fine.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I donāt think there are any here reading my texts who signed his soul into captivity, we are too small fish, we have no ambitions to raise to the top of the world, we have conscience, so no-one came to us with proposition of this degree.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>But you never know.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I left Russia 36+ years ago, and after that some of the people I knew there raised to the top ranks, to the richest people, one even hit the Forbes list.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>And when you start to break that ceiling in the Matrixās levels, especially in the public administration sector, you get all kinds of attention from all kinds of angles.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: justify;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none; font-size: medium;">And these temptations for the soul doesnāt have to be dramatic like āselling your soulā.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>These temptations are how they study us: what will work, what will have a push back.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I donāt want to go into the recent 2020 details, we all know what happened, oh, how much they studied us through these recent years!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> They just watched and analyzed h</span>ow much we will swallow without ever questioning, without doubting, how much is needed here and there for us to cave in, what phrases activate certain responses in us, what will evoke the most fear, and what is not enough in strength to hypnotize us.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>My favorite was and still is, the most ridiculous thing ever I have heard: āthe mask is a sign of loveā!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Every time I think about it I laugh how good this one was!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>It was brilliant! This was their win, their jackpot!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Naive, scared humans were ready to sell their mom to the concentration camp for that one.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Sounds harsh?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>How about it was actually happening?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>As sad as it is, we were conned.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: justify;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none; font-size: medium;">But we still kicking here, itās not all done yet.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>You will see in the next 6 years all kinds of Broadway theater plays that will be presented as real, as necessity, as saving the world, as the only way.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Do not fall for this, as soon as you believe it, you are that character on a stage, playing in their scenario.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Do not engage, live your life, and observe.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: justify;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none; font-size: medium;">Remember this is just a school, the immersive experience show, 3D world creating itself in the mind.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Come out from that narrow experience, expand into the Consciousness, expand through your Heart, get filled with Love, feel the strength of your Spirit, feel the connectedness of us all in the field beyond the constrains of the matrix, expand further then your thoughts, expand farther then your body, expand wider then your family, house, problems, children, expand more.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Then look at life from that expanded perspective.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Where all the people in your life, all the experiences, past, present, future, all are in you.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>And you pour your love into all of it and decide what life you want to live, which situations you want to enter and which not.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>You direct your own life here from that perspective. You graduated into Director of your movie.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: justify;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none; font-size: medium;">Before you were an actor who identified with his character that much that when the set finished, he went home and continued to play that character.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>That would be classified as a psychological d/o, but in life that we live here its presented as ānormalā.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> The actor that came home in the character he played in a theater will get scolded by his wife and one hit by the pan will get him out of the hypnosis (kiddin :) ) <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span><br /></span><br />Those who watch themselves go in and out of their own story in the head, they are partially or fully conscious. They looked at by majority as they are āinsensitiveā, ācoldā, ācrazyā, in Russian we have this saying:āŠ½Šµ Š¾Ń Š¼ŠøŃŠ° ŃŠµŠ³Š¾ā, not from this world. Because they know that life is not that serious as it seems!! They can't cry with you because they are not in pain, they are in wonder how this frikin simulation works! And yes, sometimes they get deeper into the illusion, and then they can cry with you for your troubles. <br /></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: justify;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none; font-size: medium;">When you identified with the character in life itās supported by the other characters, and you together create a set.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This set canāt be violated, you will have push back from all the characters in a set.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>They already have the scenario in their heads: who is who, who plays what and what to expect , how to behave, what to say, and what to feel. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: justify;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none; font-size: medium;">Imagine you woke up at last, even started to suspect, and you start to behave and say things out of the script.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>They want you to feel for them, but you donāt, because you see they just think that they are not, but they are fine, They accuse you of being cold, just because they donāt understand you, for them you are heartless, and because you undermine their story, you are like a thorn in their life, they canāt control you, they want you either to change, or they want you out.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This is the beginning of the conflict and probably, separation. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: justify;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none; font-size: medium;">There are two scenarios for this situation to unfold: you stay because they also start to see more, and you grow in this together, or you leave, because they unable to shift from their identification.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>There are other scenarios too, like you stay and play the role with them that satisfy their view of reality, it allows peace in a relationship. I do that with my old friends, various people I meet briefly, if the situation requires it.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I just get to play in their movie as an extra, consciously. Sometime ago I would start consciously and end up in a set as a character.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This happened because I had an agenda to wake up someone, I cared so much, I would loose the perspective.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Then, when I would not succeed, it would disappoint me considerably, mostly because I saw how naive I was and how much time passed, years!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I donāt do it anymore, I let people live and gather their own experience without me trying to short cut their life.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: justify;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none; font-size: medium;">Most people are in their heads, lead by their thoughts and see themselves as the character in their set.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Remember the doll house?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>What are the values of the dolls living in this doll house?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>That they have this house, furniture, clothes, food, and someone actually playing with them, otherwise their life will be dull and just the same- laying on a couch in their doll house in a corner of a room.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>When someone playing with them, they make them alive, they create different scenes for them, different scenarios, they entertain them. This is how most of the people live.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>They donāt take any responsibility, they have no will, they just wait when someone decide for them what to live, what to think and how to behave.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>What meaning of life these dolls have?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>To be needed and loved.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>People live their whole life for these: to be seen, acknowledged, needed, loved.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>They will keep playing their roles in line with the scenario, because they lost a sight who they are and settled on doll house life.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> <br /><br />Scrolling through Facebook posts, or any media, is that activity - activity that does not require any effort, any responsibility, any decision to make, you only need to be in the head, thatās all it requires.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This is why I decided to write very long texts, only those who can make active decisions, apply considerable effort, can go through these texts, or those who train their mind by reading more then a few sentences before they loose interest.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Both of these categories of people have a chance to make it in one piece, because making it through the next 6 years will require serious discernment, automatic living and listening to the authorities wonāt do it.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>But listening to your own conscience will.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>You gotta be very sensitive, alert and aware.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Then you can make right decisions and this will create your life.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>It will be a good life, even while the world going through the mega changes, cataclysms, and full on Reset.</span></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: left;"></p><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: large;">You will be fine.</span><span class="Apple-converted-space" style="font-family: times; font-size: large;"> </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh7fejVjq8wjWEBS8fOUYQfrqzgNn2xejPFqCwPOVEQCFBMVfJOUjL3Vvr1Qal9i7Dfp3EIECsb6R4zUR-IIzDXuTJGcl21AMp_tuJDOJVuUhrIN-h7ZM6rJPfsNbkvIMddHkq8FZKgnwD-ak8qUivS1urkAnW562zgOvtKlLs8wWTtfr_dq6rLLm301e4/s900/Screenshot%202023-11-28%20at%203.49.49%20PM.png" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="900" data-original-width="808" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh7fejVjq8wjWEBS8fOUYQfrqzgNn2xejPFqCwPOVEQCFBMVfJOUjL3Vvr1Qal9i7Dfp3EIECsb6R4zUR-IIzDXuTJGcl21AMp_tuJDOJVuUhrIN-h7ZM6rJPfsNbkvIMddHkq8FZKgnwD-ak8qUivS1urkAnW562zgOvtKlLs8wWTtfr_dq6rLLm301e4/s320/Screenshot%202023-11-28%20at%203.49.49%20PM.png" width="287" /></a></div></span><p></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><p></p><br /><br />Elena Nezhinskyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05468177057070628060noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1824164954253298649.post-87869193389280672082023-11-29T02:36:00.002-05:002023-11-30T10:23:36.986-05:00š„The PORTAL. Part 11š„ Seeing the Light in Every Experience<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiQRIueaspdJ-9aRNEGt3yMNTPGiIJgFwCzIVKVoVNmk9bOS1cMahQkhJdjsgp8yajWPPJFE3NuZbrbtjY8OagpeqzNZr8rR6EfF0uLJeFxGWp887ZKiXZaq2J8tLlOXjMgwqkgcIAWACETHsQSWR7BCOaq8OQT7lAs_G7POnFYCOKUlDwPhCzQgoeaH8U/s800/Screenshot%202023-11-28%20at%204.06.47%20PM.png" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="618" data-original-width="800" height="247" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiQRIueaspdJ-9aRNEGt3yMNTPGiIJgFwCzIVKVoVNmk9bOS1cMahQkhJdjsgp8yajWPPJFE3NuZbrbtjY8OagpeqzNZr8rR6EfF0uLJeFxGWp887ZKiXZaq2J8tLlOXjMgwqkgcIAWACETHsQSWR7BCOaq8OQT7lAs_G7POnFYCOKUlDwPhCzQgoeaH8U/s320/Screenshot%202023-11-28%20at%204.06.47%20PM.png" width="320" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">When I finished Part 10, I felt I am done, I felt completeness, felt celebration that I finished the series. It lasted about a day!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I started wondering if anything left, if anything else I need to write about?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Is it clear, does it lead to more clarity, more knowing, more insight.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I donāt need to write some complete works on how to, this is very individual journey, sometimes one phrase can ignite some dormant mechanism that will start to lead you in a right direction. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">I am not at all about some standardisized process I need to invent here for humanity, I just need to lay out some information that might activate your own inner wisdom rooted in the depth of our human DNAs. I actually love to go in without any agenda, just explore where the pen (or keyboard) will take me, itās interesting.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I hope you too enjoyed this journey in Consciousness with me.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I promised long time ago to my readers that if you sign up for that journey, you wonāt be disappointed :)<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>It took me a little longer then I thought it will, but here we go, riding again, after riding Buddha on a Bull with me 4 years ago.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">And for those who never rode that one with me,<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>everywhere in the world you can order Buddha on a Bull, just use one of the Matrixās biggest consumer hub - Amazon - and it will deliver to your doorstep :) Or use electronic book, but I like real books in hand, there is an energy there you canāt get from electronic books, but thatās how I like it. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">How I decided to start writing again, beyond Part 10 that perfectly ended the series, like I thought?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">I saw someone dear to me was writing about unexpressed feelings of hurt and anger, how unexpressed hurt turn into anger and how unexpressed anger lingers as hurt, and both become mechanism of self-protection.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>These repressed emotions indeed are leaks in our energy system.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I realized that all my calls to wake up can be futile, because we are walking like we turned the drainage system on, where all the energy is leaking from our avatars, and we only have the reserves necessary for keeping the avatar alive to do some basic life in a System. We just canāt have enough energy for waking up from the illusionary states we dwell in and if we have a substantial leak of energy we canāt sustain higher states of awareness.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>We need to find a way to address these unexpressed emotions, these dormant holes in our energy body.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>We need to find a way to express the emotion, in one way or another, or to transmute it.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">Sometimes it is easy.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Two people with hurt come together, they talk, they cry, they hug each other, they feel as their misunderstanding melts and the love become stronger.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Most of the times this is impossible.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>People have different rhythms and one is ready, one is not, one can be never ready.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">We can write our heart out on a paper, we can express everything we never expressed to another, then again, we have a choice: send it or burn it.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>It depends.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This is for you to decide.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I had to do it in different ways to release all the hurt and anger, and I am still working on a few: through the life I had a lot of not correct for me relationships, because I wasnāt in contact with myself.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I was lost to myself most of my life, just like many of us.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I wasnāt born as a balanced person in a harmonious family, and the more I tried to be it,<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>the more further from myself I went, gathering around myself all kind of people whom I connected to out of necessity to survive.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>And they, from their side, were just like me, connecting with me from the same necessity. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">When those structures started to shift, the relationships started to crumble.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I had no idea how to manage that besides stepping out of the rapidly falling bricks.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>It left me with unresolved feelings, unexpressed emotions, tremendous pain.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>With time I was able to look at the remains, express what needed to be expressed and feel fully what needed to be felt.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This was very slow process, it took, in some cases, years.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This was my process, it is not necessary to carry this for many years, there are many techniques that help, but for me, exactly this process, was necessary.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>It was a multifaceted process - just living what is there, in the way it was, without trying to hurry up anything in me.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I settled on a self-initiated alchemy in my body, like simmering something to evaporate slowly instead of boiling it.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">Everyone of you had or will have its own.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>And sometimes it would take a moment, sometimes - a few years.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Depending what you are here for,<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>you will have your own process of repairing the holes. You are different, your setup in this life is different, your aim in life is different, you donāt have to do and be a certain way, you follow your own rhythm of healing.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Healing is not just resolving the emotional hurt, closing the leaks of energy, it is also expanding in Consciousness, growing in Awareness, deepening in Love, and therefore, maturing as a whole, complete human being - it is rather multidimensional process, and one part can be emphasized more then the other in a point in time, and they all go in parallel, because if they donāt, then we end up unbalanced, which is ok for sometime. Its important not to be stuck in one area for too long, otherwise there is a chance actually to become somewhat a lunatic, fairly dysfunctional and self absorbed.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;"><span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>For a while, especially if your mind was detonated by the descend of Consciousness all at once, if you have had a Revelatory experiences, this is inevitable.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>We do become dysfunctional, especially if we wake up in the middle of the conformed character, we canāt control these kind of circumstances, but if we get stuck in this to the rest of the life, then it is unfortunate.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>It can take long time, sometimes the full cycle of seven years or so, to sort out the fallen pieces.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">I have being around and I observed many people going through awakening, and maybe I am unaware or those whose process of maturation went quick and painless, most of those I observed - hundreds - had quite a journey.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Some are still in it, some still confused what happened to them and how to make it in one piece through these even more confusing times.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Some fell back into the illusion, it was safer and easier than waking up in the middle of the ruins of your own mind and start life from scratch.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I observed so many different people through this scrambling around their own mind debris, that I feel I have a right to speak not only from myself, but from others as well.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">Why I talk in my posts and here, about myself?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>You donāt want to read another post or book written generally from the third person, as they are detached from what they write, itās like it doesnāt pertain to them, they are beyond it.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This is the fad in spirituality that confusing and misleading.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>People who write like that are not completely honest, but all the neo-advaita built on this foundation: there are many teachers who have a public face of serenity and a private face of a normal human being, but they canāt reconcile them, because people pay to see them, their livelihood depends on their face.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;">When I wrote my book Buddha on a Bull, I had a publisher - nonduality press, who told me my book is too personal and I rather write from the perspective of Consciousness - in a cliche non dual lingo mambŠ¾-jumbo.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I decided to write my book from the perspective of a human being, just like my readers.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>The publisher were in some kind of transition, they sold out to a bigger publishing house, and they suddenly stopped communicating.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I was waiting for long time to hear from them, when they came back they said that it will take them a lifetime to edit Buddha on a Bull to be right. I just took the book out, a few people helped me to edit it, it didnāt take a lifetime, only 3 months, and I released it. Its imperfect?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Sure, but it is already on a 4</span><span class="s3" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: none; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal;"><sup>th</sup></span><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"> year helping seekers who need this information, and its already translated and published in Russia and on the 2</span><span class="s3" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: none; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal;"><sup>nd</sup></span><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"> year there.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Whatās more important?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">These blogposts, they also imperfect, they are not even edited, they posted as soon as I am done writing.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Otherwise I will keep it in my desk drawer or in the folder in the computer, and what the chances that I will have energy and money to hire someone to edit and release?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>There are many people who wrote a book that is somewhere in their notebook or computer, and they never gave it a chance.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>These people take their writings too seriously, and themselves too.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Sometimes it is appropriate, but sometimes its stays on a way of sharing with others.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">Ok, back to the important.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Now, this will be very important what I will write here, please pay attention.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>What happened with you before, in what point of a journey you are in, how much aware you are, how conscious you are, how deep you went with your inner journey, or not, this does not matter - you can start where you are. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">There is something that needs to be understood here.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>In every situation, every past unresolved relationship, how bad it seemed to be, how unjust, there is always something that we can recognize as this essence of light, luminosity. You only can close these leaks of energy, if you see that light and recover it by affirming this light in yourself, in the other, in what happened.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>The quantum knot that was created (karma) can be loosen and completely un-does itself, if you will see the light in it, and let it free.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">My stepfather was an alcoholic, it affected my life tremendously, and still, I can see light shining brightly through me, from his presence in my life.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>He had conscience.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Alcohol took over his mind, but it didnāt take his soul.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>He is as confused human being as it gets, still, when he<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>had to make important decisions in life, he did not sell out.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I saw that, and it very much affected me, it gave me perspective needed to walk this life with a certain values.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>They were tested, and in small ways I cave in a few times, which teach me even more of what is important, what matters.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>What matters is to remain human with the pure heart, and we will see how much this really going to matter in these next 6-7 years ahead.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>So look at all your situations, all your relationships, now and in a past, and recover this light quality for yourself, free that light by seeing it and acknowledging it, it will make you more whole. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">You tell me, Elena, but I had some horrific things happen to me, where is that light of what you are talking about?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Yes, unfortunately, we are living not in a perfect environment, some things happened to us are really horrific, many of us didnāt make by this time in one piece, but many did, and what happened to them built their will to live. This planet is to provide humanity with all kind of levels of testing the strength of the Spirit.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This environment is a labyrinth, a quest, a school, and like everybody went to different schools, took different classes, had different teachers in their childhood, same - we all have different lives here, depending on what we need to learn. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">This planet is a testing ground, like in a computer game, within the same game there are different levels, still, in the most horrific battle in a computer game, there is <b>this light</b>: you didnāt really die, you just played that out in your mind and on a screen, but in reality - you are a Player of the game, not a character in the game.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Can you see that, thinking about your unresolved hurt? <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">You were not able before, you were too identified.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>But now you can. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">Can you see that in those circumstances was the most important to remain human? <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">Can you see that you always can pass the test in humanity, always say no?</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">In the extreme situation, Human being just change the dimensions, just leave the avatar. But we will not talk about extremes here, most of us are not on a battlefield right now and not asked for the decision that might lead to change the dimension.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I am only mentioning it here for you to get more ok with this, because the biggest tool is used on Humanity is fear of death.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Which does not exist for us. Itās a hoax what they are trying to pull it here.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>But they are succeeding in it, look how many were in lines to get the vac in fear of death!</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">If you can look at your unresolved relationships from the perspective of a school, we came together to help each other to learn, to evolve,<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>you saw your lesson, gathered insight from that story in your life, absorbed that light in yourself, you became more whole, you started to solve the Mystery of your existence, and contributed to the evolvement of the Humanity as a Whole.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">It doesnāt mean you agreed with what happen was right, or correct, it doesnāt mean you have to talk to those people, be friendly, or do anything to fix the circumstance,<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>it doesnāt mean you need to let go of any obligations, including financial, if they owe you, or you owe them, you simply saw the Mystery, and you, by seeing in a right light, quite in Wonder, recovered that light in yourself. It is an inner process, in a right way done it sort of like, if I can call it, utter forgiveness: forgiveness beyond forgiving, when you know that there is no-one to forgive.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">Sometime ago someone said to me: āI realized itās impossible to forgive, it is easier for me to forgetā.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Even for him, with all the training possible in meditation, was very hard to deal with the hurt.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Now you know how hard it is for a regular person to let go of the hurt.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Sometimes it is impossible, sometimes it takes many years.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Each of us need to live the experience to its completeness, whatever it takes.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>It is possible to live the experience fully without any remaining unresolved ends.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>And these times ask from us not to put it on a back burner, but deal with unresolved experiences now.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Like NOW.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>The times are such that something that took 7 years to be resolved, takes 7 months, or 7 days, or 7 minutes, or a moment.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>It depends, everyone will discover that for yourself, but get to work, friends, we need to clear these unresolved ends, we need as much energy as possible: physical, psychic, all the chi, life-force possible! Being Conscious requires energy, extra energy.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">What we discussed today is possible to do on your own. You donāt need, but you can utilize help: friend, therapist, coach, they can help to start you on this inner journey.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Tell them: āI have this unresolved relationship.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>It bothers me, it keeps me thinking about it, it takes my time and energy.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Please help me to look at it from a different perspectiveā.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This will be a beginning,<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>a catalyst.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Real transformation happens when you are by yourself, there is no one there, and you take responsibility for your life completely, then you make a decision to grow up fully and love unconditionally. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s2" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times;">You may end up disliking that person anyways, thatās fine, you donāt need to like them.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Besides, there are wonky characters in this world, they are here to help us to grow up,<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>they donāt know what role they unconsciously playing, and you werenāt conscious too, what else you expect now, its a mess.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Just leave that be as it is. But YOU feel LOVE in your heart, at least at this moment, because you know this hide and seek game now, you feel love because you canāt feel anything else anymore.</span><span class="Apple-converted-space"><span style="font-family: times;"> <br /><br /></span><br /></span></span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><p></p></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /><br /><br /></div><br />Elena Nezhinskyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05468177057070628060noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1824164954253298649.post-83767108311093223902023-11-23T09:26:00.004-05:002023-11-25T00:23:59.924-05:00š„The PORTAL. Part 10š„ The Higher Meaning of Life. Service.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: times;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgWV_hXpCcFDsOI_UZNcyACK-9llvCMmG6tHGNkkGaAZQ0W3Ay9JlI-gHrKcG_dKVx5kkzXw_ynRQ18LArob9hdYddaLfNGIkFjRyLfxhcfcxo-lBWimGWRO7nKBlhQtNCN6uufD8dspYlLQScQAUkQqXV6eqMDQ9Pt_lCTQ9kNjdFQ3rLBWZ0RQKAHXcX_/s1526/Screenshot%202023-11-16%20at%206.23.22%20AM.png" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1440" data-original-width="1526" height="302" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgWV_hXpCcFDsOI_UZNcyACK-9llvCMmG6tHGNkkGaAZQ0W3Ay9JlI-gHrKcG_dKVx5kkzXw_ynRQ18LArob9hdYddaLfNGIkFjRyLfxhcfcxo-lBWimGWRO7nKBlhQtNCN6uufD8dspYlLQScQAUkQqXV6eqMDQ9Pt_lCTQ9kNjdFQ3rLBWZ0RQKAHXcX_/s320/Screenshot%202023-11-16%20at%206.23.22%20AM.png" width="320" /></a><br /></span></div><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: times;"><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">I never saw this series of writings coming, especially given that I was in the middle of writing a book, and I was so involved in the process of it, I almost disappeared to everything else. Creation gave birth to another creation, and suddenly I felt the urge to share with my friends around the world, my fellow travelers in this life, and probably, not one life, the necessary information, maybe even more - higher meanings we can live with, the states of Consciousness we can dwell in, instead of following those offered for us by the Matrix. </span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">By writing these posts, I felt as something was creating itself, some sort of brotherhood, though I didn't even communicate with people, a few comments from the readers and short replies from my side, still I feel those who needed these texts, they read and some more will find them in a future. I wanted to tell you something very important.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">Someone said this phrase that describes perfectly what I have been pondering about for long time, on a off, trying to understand the mechanism of something I observed for many years: "The light ones do not fly in a flock". They are usually alone. You will see big movements formed and huge crowds following with all kinds of missions, meanings, and aims, people like belonging and trust big names. And there are those who are informed, awake, and alone, and maybe are able to talk to a few in their life, if even that.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">It is very difficult to do the work alone, even our own inner work is not easy to do alone, but to do the work in the world, for the whole of Humanity, alone - is even more difficult, I would say, almost impossible.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Itās easy to be squished by the mechanisms of the System not to allow any light to come through.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>There are all kinds of ways to keep those who can bring that spark, the Light of their Soul, invisible.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I donāt want to even go into these mechanisms, but some of them I felt and lived through myself, not knowing it at the times, but now I understand.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>It is what it is, it only made me connect to the Spirit even stronger, clarify my aim, the values, and how I can navigate in the System without being stopped, or even destroyed. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">We have to be clever and use the mechanisms of the System, for that we need to know how it is all works here, and have a plan.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Usually people, even with the best intentions to carry in life, do not want to know outside of their beliefs, itās ok if they live the life of a Merchant, and playing within matrixās algorithms.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>They didnāt come here to bust through the veil of the illusion, or, they forgot why they are here and took this game as real - in a full immersion mode.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>The conditioning mechanisms of the matrix gave them the values and aims to live for, fear for the wellbeing of the body, solidified them as they are their own values.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">Usually I sit and I write one piece to the end, be that a short post or 3K of words like Part 9.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This part was brewing in me in different phrases, I kept coming here and added a sentence or two at a time.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This Part is why I even went on this ride with you guys, writing like a madman, 10 Parts of The Portal!</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">I didnāt want you to freak out from the information I was laying out in these series, I didnāt want you to run for the hills and not care about people dying on the other part of the world, I didnāt want you to become heartless, careless lunatic. I didnāt want you to quit your job in the system and end up on the streets of the same system. I didnāt want you not take care of the body as this just a temporary costume. I didnāt want you to wonder if you have Soul or not. I didnāt want to send you into depression about the state of affairs in the world, nothing like that. But I wanted you to evolve and transform yourself, and then help here on this planet, because those who read through these long texts and comprehend them, are true humans, and are here to participate in Life-affirming processes, not just being another bot, a slave in a System. You might forgot who you are and why you are here, I wanted to remind you about it , remind you how powerful you are, and how you can do your work, ignite your heart and exercise your Intent with which you came here.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">While you are here, you had to know whatās going on here, what we are dealing with, and that it is important to change your views and find the Higher Values, your own, not those in you that are installed by the System.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>And then you alone, or we together, can find a way we actually can live this Higher Meaning.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">Would you like to die in regret and confusion why your life went this way, why you hid most of the time from what called you to live life in a fullness? Or you want to die, to drop this avatar, this body, when the time comes, in the satisfaction of your journey here, knowing you did all you could, you completed why you came here? <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">The values that matrix gave us, look how temporary they are: a family, a house with a white picket fence, a car, a stable job and a retirement fund.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>These values make any man with a Spirit to become a Merchant who cares only about procreating and making money for the family.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>And now Matrix changed even the values of a family.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Its not a value anymore because the system doesnāt need more humans to work for a few elites, the system will introduce robots that are much more cheeper to upkeep, so it gave us the Rainbow value and confused everybody into that one.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>It screwed up youngās people identities, it prepared us through many generations, so it is seems now like a natural thing.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This is how the conditioning work, it sets in after a few generations that went through the process of brainwash.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">A house with white picket fence and couple of kids or a freedom to "have nothing, and be happyā (a new value given to us from Klaus, one of the spokesmen of the System), and whatever else Matrix want us to accept as a meaning of our life, this is not a meaning of life for most of you who read my writings, who followed me for years, seeing something in me that held you close.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Yes, these might be values for many, but for us they are not enough to end our journey here in completeness. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">This is why we do inner work, this deep excavation of any remaining density so the Spirit runs freely through us, and we are able to add to the light frequency on this planet.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>And most of us does this work without any fanfares, we feel its our duty, we know its not even for us, this is something we need to do to be able to be of service here.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Sometimes we dive into the service prematurely and we get burnt by the ego that is still strong, we get lost in the Matrixās labyrinths, but we keep the inner work alive, and like that redwood tree that survives the fire, we start to grow new branches that reach for the sun, one more time.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">Matrixās algorithm presented as a universal value for the man: ābirth a child, plant the treeā is moving into: āIts too many people, lets drop some, and the toilet paper is a valuable commodityā. This is why if you donāt have your own meaning, you will be given one in no time, and might only on deathbed you realize that what you lived for was a mistake. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">āThere are no mistakesā, spiritual crowd will say.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Yes, itās true, its lessons we came here to learn.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>So learn yours quickly, because the gates are open to wake up now, and I donāt know for how long this opportunity to raise in Spirit and evolve your Soul will be here, I simply donāt know this, but I know that nothing stays permanently, it is in waves, the cycles.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I only know that right now the doors are wide open, you just need to make that serious decision and make a declaration. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">Very few can escape the conditioning machine, or be born in the family that supports the purity and light in a child without muddling it.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>For everyone else - this journey is a descend to the deepest and darkest parts of ourselves and then ascend in the strength of our Spirit and the purity of our Soul, and helping others on the way.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">Bellow is an example of the declaration made by a man, a true human.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Everyone will make their own, but itās important that you come to that decision and you say your word.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This one was said by the character in a book āHow Steel was Temperedā written by Nikolai Ostrovskij.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>We studied this in school, it made a very strong impression on me, and even though I lived unconscious almost all my life, I recalled it, every word:</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">āThe most precious thing for a man is Life.</span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">It is given to him once</span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">and it should be lived in a way</span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">that it would not be excruciatingly painful</span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">for a deceitful and petty past.</span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">Then, when you are dying, you can say:</span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">All my strength and all my life were given to the most beautiful thing in the world:</span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">the fight for the liberation of Humanityā</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">If you are the one who is awake and alone, please understand that there are many like you around the world, and we don't need to congregate together in a big open movement. We just need to know there is a higher meaning of a human life and make our declaration to remain innocent, pure, and serve the light in this world. You will be heard through the Universe and connected.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">I want to add a few words about the declaration.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Declaration of a human being is as powerful as it can be.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>It is not saying a sentence, saying what you think you need to say.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>It is not a wish expressed, it is an inner necessity you came to understand in yourself.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This necessity needs to be expressed, you canāt hold it in you anymore.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This necessity has a fire energy that burn itself out of you.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>It is something you canāt hold in yourself, itās not your mind creation, it is Consciousness talking. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">People pray and do affirmations, and have no idea how to make a statement, a declaration, so their prayers are answered and their affirmations work.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>If you asking something or someone to help you, you can wait for the whole life.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>If you make a statement from the depth of your being, you birth your word with purity of your intent, it will change the Universe. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">Here is a few words of warning.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>The human being creates with his thought and manifest with his word, just like the Creator, the Universal Consciousness.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>We are a fractal image of the Higher Being.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>To create - is to take a responsibility for every word you are projecting out.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>We are in an artificial grid of mental energy, the Matrix, if your word is true and powerful, if it saturated with all your might, your word will reverberate through this grid, and the grid might not like how it has to adjust, it will try to change your mind.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>It can test your strength, your conviction, it can test your sincerity, the strength of your Spirit.</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">If you are not honest in your declaration, or your Spirit is not strong enough, you wonāt be able to raise yourself to the necessary frequency, you will know it because your life circumstances will stay the same.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Itās like launching a rocket into the space, and if something in it fails, it will never reach the orbit.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>But if your Spirit is Strong, the System, if your declaration about to change something in it, will try to interfere.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>So before you affirm anything, be honest with yourself, if you have a necessary purity to affirm, itās like a rocket fuel: not enough and your rocket will fail.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>And surely be honest with yourself if you are ready to change the Universe, including the Matrix, because the responsibility for every word is on you.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;">Ask for others, not for yourself.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Ask selflessly.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Make a statement about yourself, seriously, you are talking to the Universal Consciousness, you want to be heard, say it with all your being, not just words.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Let that Thought of the Creator - You - light up bright, Creator will hear his child. It will be a powerful creation that will change you forever, it will add to Universal Consciousness and evolve All.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>You have that power in you, you came with it, even if itās dormant.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Now, learn to use it for the benefit of our Earth and the whole Human race.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> <br /><br /></span></span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span class="s1" style="font-family: times; font-kerning: none;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi1072aSuku-pUPlwQHvWBaOXLGiCb2CYW-S1YcUlgJrScC-yNMKp6J7ZiTX_UsZN16gCHlCVEptLgFVI8Jgbh-kIHE6vk5GzmZ0AT6WW_5fm1KIL4-NmyW-JT5JwS156NzifN4Om_HzJD9eiK0qJeosoEljwdVrP6dd06z1-AOW8QEbK_XSu21bw2mjqUr/s1544/Screenshot%202023-11-16%20at%206.19.35%20AM.png" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1504" data-original-width="1544" height="312" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi1072aSuku-pUPlwQHvWBaOXLGiCb2CYW-S1YcUlgJrScC-yNMKp6J7ZiTX_UsZN16gCHlCVEptLgFVI8Jgbh-kIHE6vk5GzmZ0AT6WW_5fm1KIL4-NmyW-JT5JwS156NzifN4Om_HzJD9eiK0qJeosoEljwdVrP6dd06z1-AOW8QEbK_XSu21bw2mjqUr/s320/Screenshot%202023-11-16%20at%206.19.35%20AM.png" width="320" /></a></span></div><p></p><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="background-color: transparent;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span style="font-size: medium;">
You can go ahead and read other parts of the Portal, it is still unedited, keep that in mind and don't be hard on me :) If anyone wants to edit it, that would be very helpful, then I might compile it into <b>a free ebook </b><i>"The Portal: How to Wake up and Live in the Matrix Without Loosing the Marbles"</i>.
<p class="p1" style="color: black; font-family: Times; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: medium; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; white-space-collapse: collapse;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="Apple-converted-space"><span style="color: black; white-space-collapse: preserve;">Links to previous posts:
</span></span></span></span></p><p class="p1" style="color: black; font-family: Times; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; white-space-collapse: collapse;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span class="Apple-converted-space" style="font-family: times;"></span></span></p><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; font-family: Times; font-size: medium; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><a class="x1i10hfl xjbqb8w x6umtig x1b1mbwd xaqea5y xav7gou x9f619 x1ypdohk xt0psk2 xe8uvvx xdj266r x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r xexx8yu x4uap5 x18d9i69 xkhd6sd x16tdsg8 x1hl2dhg xggy1nq x1a2a7pz xt0b8zv xzsf02u x1s688f" href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-1.html" role="link" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; animation-name: none; background-color: transparent; border-color: initial; border-style: initial; border-width: 0px; box-sizing: border-box; cursor: pointer; display: inline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; text-align: inherit; text-decoration-line: none; touch-action: manipulation; transition-property: none;" tabindex="0" target="_blank">The Portal Part 1</a>
</span><span style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><a class="x1i10hfl xjbqb8w x6umtig x1b1mbwd xaqea5y xav7gou x9f619 x1ypdohk xt0psk2 xe8uvvx xdj266r x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r xexx8yu x4uap5 x18d9i69 xkhd6sd x16tdsg8 x1hl2dhg xggy1nq x1a2a7pz xt0b8zv xzsf02u x1s688f" href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-2-how-to-live-in-these.html" role="link" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; animation-name: none; background-color: transparent; border-color: initial; border-style: initial; border-width: 0px; box-sizing: border-box; cursor: pointer; display: inline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; text-align: inherit; text-decoration-line: none; touch-action: manipulation; transition-property: none;" tabindex="0" target="_blank">The Portal. Part 2</a><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, .SFNSText-Regular, sans-serif"><span>
</span></span></span><a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-3-why-i-am-writing.html" target="_blank">The Portal. Part 3</a>
<a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-4-gloom-and-doom.html" target="_blank">The Portal. Part 4</a>
<a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-5-stay-away-from.html" target="_blank">The Portal. <span><span style="white-space-collapse: collapse;">Part </span></span>5</a>
<a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-6-are-you-directing.html" target="_blank">The Portal. Part 6</a>
<a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-7-innocence-we-are.html" target="_blank">The Portal. Part 7</a></span><span style="background-color: transparent;"><span style="font-family: times;">
<a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-8-for-distressed-by.html" target="_blank">The Portal. Part 8</a>
<a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-9-for-advanced-souls.html" target="_blank">The Portal. Part 9</a></span></span></div></div>
Here is more to read:
<b>My Book </b><i>"Buddha on a Bull" </i>is about spiritual awakening, an adventure through different spiritual modalities and disciplines. First part of the book is very entertaining and is for everyone. Second part is for advanced spiritual seekers to release the seeking. Both parts told through personal stories.
In English: <a href="https://www.elenanezhinsky.com/buddha-on-a-bull">https://www.elenanezhinsky.com/buddha-on-a-bull</a>
In Russian: <a href="https://www.elenanezhinsky.com/buddha-on-a-bull-in-russian">https://www.elenanezhinsky.com/buddha-on-a-bull-in-russian</a>
<b>My Next Book</b> "<i>Walking on the Runes: Sincere Stories about My Life Inspired by the Energies of Runes</i>" will come out in 2024. Its super interesting and the name talk for itself :) Before I submit it to the publisher in Russia (I might have the opportunity this time instead of self publishing), I will appreciate any help with editing in Russian (now) and in English for self-publishing (next year). </span></span></span></div></div>Elena Nezhinskyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00636408105930984282noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1824164954253298649.post-4162773594273308152023-11-20T16:25:00.011-05:002023-11-23T10:21:51.063-05:00š„The PORTAL. Part 9š„ For Advanced Souls <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgYABobscXeLFgqhHIdHuR8-4ytGA29FUFd3YvUD5THH5RKbeF9xY5IGWhGbxO0DF9zuvduS7ur32eYI4EBzNgrqmgtDlXR6ik3S8onsuSyHJ56P5oJEzD9jzjNuQcNErBMqeUz-go-DaDryAHMnyRJvV8fkOlRA-koes8N0RDfOwmEznpDiiJC0im9M3VQ/s940/Avatar.png" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="788" data-original-width="940" height="268" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgYABobscXeLFgqhHIdHuR8-4ytGA29FUFd3YvUD5THH5RKbeF9xY5IGWhGbxO0DF9zuvduS7ur32eYI4EBzNgrqmgtDlXR6ik3S8onsuSyHJ56P5oJEzD9jzjNuQcNErBMqeUz-go-DaDryAHMnyRJvV8fkOlRA-koes8N0RDfOwmEznpDiiJC0im9M3VQ/w320-h268/Avatar.png" width="320" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times;">What does it mean to wake up, to become awake? We need to get this clear, otherwise what the difference would be of this text with any other call to wake up! Just please get into your most focused state possible with this text, I will try to unpack it from different angles. If you are not focused enough, donāt even start. If you have unfinished business, finish it first. This will be the longest text so far, the longest Part of āThe Portalā. You will need all the energy to go through this text. And more than that, you will need free energy, awareness, to comprehend this text. If you in that category of people who have access to awareness, focus, and you are bold, start. </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times;">To wake up is to become conscious, to wake up from the dream of the character you are in this movie that you are participating in. Spiritual seekers and all self-help people, psychotherapists and coaches of all sort operate from the level of observation, mindfulness. They have an understanding that to identify completely with the character in the movie makes their movie a drama, sometimes a horror. And when the character hits the rock bottom and realizes he/she needs to change something, they gain the ability to be mindful. At this stage they want to ease their suffering and become more aware of whatās going on. </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times;">Coaches and therapists are especially good in this, they were trained in helping others to observe themselves. Some therapists and coaches are very good in helping others to observe themselves, but in their own life they may be completely identified with the character and often not able to observe themselves. This situation is very tricky for them to become aware, because they are playing the character that is trained in observation, they have an official paper given them by their professional Aggregate, they assumed a role of āthe professionalā in this field, and their mind will justify everything they are playing is being right. In a way, they are hostages of their professional identity, they are completely identify with this new āupgradedā character with a diploma, with the syllables of their expertise after their name. </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times;">But even completely identified coach/therapist can help others to ease suffering, because they act either from the algorithms they have learnt, or their intuition, and if they apply these natural and acquired skills to work with their clients, and teach them how to be aware of their thoughts and feeling, it works for the clients to become more mindful. </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times;">This works to help people to look at themself. Now they are not completely identified with the suffering character, they are watching, observing it, making some adjustments to ease suffering. It is like the actor on the stage sort of divided his attention and is able to watch himself while he is playing the role. The awareness now resides outside the brain and watches. Or in the analogy of the theater we spoke about in Part 6, one become the watcher of the play on stage, or watcher of the movie on a screen. </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times;">Why all these writings and why they came out with the name āThe Portalā? As times intensify, the unconscious become more visible, the conscious become more accessible too. We just ended Kali Yuga (in Hindu), or The Night of Svarog (in Slavic), it is a dawn now, the transition to another epoch. Everything is available now, any kind of frequencies: from dense material, low psyche energies to the frequencies of purity, light and consciousness. These are the times of possibilities to wake up from this movie of your own character, wake up from complete identification , and wake up also from<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>identification with a watcher/the mindful one. </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times;">What else human being is able to wake up to? To their own Consciousness, the Soul. Not a concept of the Soul from the religious books, but the real experience. I must say here that this is only possible for human beings with the Soul, there are many people who look alike, but they have no Soul. See, we either completely deny the Soul, or we assumed that everyone has one. Its neither. There are many different configurations of people on this planet. Their bodies look similar, because this is the organic costume - we can call it avatar since the movie Avatar popularized this word - this very costume is able to carry life on this planet. There are people and there are human beings, its not the same, but we use it interchangeably, assuming we are all made from the rib of Adam, or whatever the story you are carrying about humanity. I will not go into this subject deep right now, it will take another 2K of words. I will just say here that it is fake history of the humanity, fake story from the fake source. This is not our (human) history and not our source of information. Itās for different people. Might be valid for them, not ours. </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times;">Letās talk about the Soul so you get it. The Soul is not inside the body. The Soul does not even reside here, itās multidimensional, quantum thought of the Creator, a Higher Being of this Universe. Everything is fractal in the Creation. And every little thing is a fractal in itself and a part of the bigger fractal. This Universe,<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>a collective Consciousness, is a part of the Higher Being, and that is included in the Consciousness of the Higher, and so on - it is unfathomable reality, so we will only talk about our Universe and I will be calling the Consciousness of this Universe a Creator, Almighty, because for us - it is. </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times;">As a part of the bigger fractal, you are created in the similarity - you are a fractal of Consciousness - we call it Soul, ŠŃŃŠ° in Russian. This fractal of Consciousness - Soul - assumed the body on itself, but not contained in the body. This is why you, the real you, can never be hurt. Itās not resides in the body. The character can be hurt, but you - not. </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times;">In fact, the Soul you is the one who chooses the experiences for the character necessary to un-tie the quantum knots in itself. They are created by lack of Love, assuming yourself being separate from the Creator when you enter the avatars. Through these quantum mind movies we live in the reality where we presented by circumstances where we need to make decisions, and what we decide, or our brain decides based on all the condition, either ties up more knots or un-do them. Your thoughts in this life matter. Thoughts that run through the mind repeatedly become beliefs. Your actions in this life matter even more, because itās manifested thoughts. They either free you or they create more chaos that needs to be cleared, maybe not in this life and not in this character. </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times;">Being awake is realizing who you are besides this body, this avatar. Being awake is to be aware that you are a Free Observer of this reality, not a character in this reality. Being awake is seeing the mechanism of āthe cinematographyā how Consciousness take on the character, become an actor, and the mind assumes different roles. From that knowing you can direct your own movie. And the first wish on this planet at this time is money, because this System is based on greed and power, and money is a mechanism to enslave people into the System. </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times;">When you become conscious and might start to exercise that creative quality of you, it will start to exercise in you naturally, and you become a director of your own movie. You will be tempted with creating experiences for yourself where you have money. If you are truly awake, you are not wishing for more money, but you are wishing for the experiences that you need to un-tie the quantum tangles in you. They might include money, might not, and to tell you the truth, the latter is more common, because the prior lead to the laziness of the Soul and all kinds of mind trips, solidifying the identification. Though the advanced awaken Soul might choose the experience of money to be a vehicle of un-tying the attachments and identifications. </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times;">If the money trip is walked fully consciously, without conditioning you, without enslaving your mind, it is possible to have a scenario of a character with money. You train yourself, you dive in the money scenario, as soon as you are given, you exit the money Aggregate, you use the money in a wise way, this way you to continue to evolve. </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times;">The aim of life of someone who is conscious is to fulfill their mission. When you evolve your mission become obvious to you. It is an aim with which the Soul entered this life. The scenario becomes visible to you, all the experiences in the past - valid and even logical. The future become also clear and therefore you are aware whatās needed from the present for that future. In this Time/Space reality here on Earth, the Future is making choices in the Present to be manifested. You are the one to choose the future and the present, to manifest Free Will. Only conscious man can have Free Will, and his will is steeped in his aim: to evolve as a Soul, as Quantum Consciousness, to assist evolvement of the Whole. All other common ideas to have a will, to make decisions, without being conscious is just automatic, unconscious execution of karma and its consequences. </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times;">You choose to work your way through one part of the System or another, though total involvement or partial, through this Aggregate or that, this is a School.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Everything here on Earth is aimed to train your awareness by taking you out of yourself, to hypnotize you into the matrix illusions, to disempower you from your creative nature, to brainwash you into the values that not yours, to destroy your will, and the most strongest weapons of the matrix are money, sex and power. If you are an advanced Soul here, you probably working through one or a combination of these algorithms. You thought those who sit in nirvana in the Himalayas are advanced Souls? They might be, but the once that are working consciously though the veils of the matrix, right on a battlefield, through the mines of money and power, keeping their Souls clean, might very well be very advanced Souls. Their scenario is to be right in the mix of it all, but their aim is not money Š¾r power, their aim is to use these dense experiences to remain conscious and evolve. </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times;">See how different the aim can be? All the self-help and coaching aim to fix the character, most of the spiritual disciplines aim to achieve some states, like nirvana. Real spirituality of a human being is to find their aim, the seed with which they entered into this life, and complete it, if possible. There is a lot of obstacles here to complete it, the reality on this planet is virtual reality, and everything in it coded so you can get lost completely to who you are and why you are here. The mind conditioning (aka brainwash) from the times you entered here is of unprecedented degree and the levels of awareness are very tough to pass. But possible. And now possibilities are at their max, thus, the name of these series is āThe Portalā. Look at these texts. Would these texts be possible before? Well, unless I would love to join people in the psychic ward, then no. But now is these times of the open hand. Everyone opened their cards. If you want to know something, you will find it. And if you are sincere, you will be helped. </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times;">Let me tell you this. You donāt have to wake up. Itās not necessary. You just need to be sincere and kind-hearted. You already participating in the awakening of the humanity and helping to restore the balance on this planet. The only problem here is when one is very kind and loving, but identified, he might not withstand the pressure, he might cave in. Anyone can be pressurized to the point of submission, just different amount of pressure needed to be applied. Even the most sincere will cave in because of the fear of death, or a fear for wellbeing of their children. They will be presented by the System with a choice to conform to this or that, and they will choose to conform, because of fear. What awakening does is eliminating the fear of this avatar to die. The costume will be left here, it belongs to the Earth. The Soul just changing dimension. Death in Russian is Ń-Š¼ŠµŃŃŃ - ŃŠ¼ŠµŠ½Š° Š¼ŠµŃŠ½Š¾ŃŃŠø - changing dimension. <br /><br />Awakening is also helps with taking of yourself the responsibility for the wellbeing of the children, because you know they entered this place just like you, and they are your children only that they came out through your avatar. By Consciousness they might be completely different beings, they have chosen you and your partner only because that setup you provided allowed them to come here and be presented by the circumstances and conditioning needed for them to be able to un-tie their own quantum tangle. The scenario where they are your child matched what they need, matched their aim for this lifetime.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>And your own aim matched the conditioning filed your parents provided.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times;">Understanding this takes of the weight of the guilt that we could be better parents and we could give more to our children. It ease the anger many of us feel toward our parents that they could be better parents for us. The Soul entering the fetus aware of the setup of the scenario, it actually needs exactly this scenario for its evolvement. If you would be able to provide a different scenario, a different Soul would enter. There are no mistakes. Understanding this can give you a serious relief, and the freed energy from the constant underlying guilt will be immediately utilized in the life-affirming way. One more tangle will be resolved. </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times;">These quantum tangles are connected with each other in the quantum interlacement of all the Souls, and every knot in every individual Soul freed, changes the Whole. This is how Creator - G O D - Universal Consciousness - evolves, and directly connected to every human being, everywhere at any time, in all the dimensions at once. Like you are aware of your thoughts, the Creator aware of you. You are a quantum thought of the Creator. Your whole being in this life is one thought of the Almighty. Imagine that. If the thought enters your mind is beautiful, insightful, life affirming, you notice and admire this thought. If you live your life in a life affirming, creative way, you help others to untangle, the awareness of the Creator is right there, admiring his thought - you! You feel beautiful, divine connection, you feel the Presence, you feel you are held, supported, you feel you are not alone. </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times;">No one human being is alone, it is impossible. We all interconnected. The āwokeā crowd took this very truth and applied it to something that is not true. I believe they have good intentions, but they are brainwashed, just like everybody else, but by different wash. There are many different shampoos to wash the mind so it can run this or that idea. āBeLaMeā, āStand with This or Thatā, āGlobal Shmormingā, āRainbow Washā- these are current new shampoos. When one doesnāt work, the System introduce a different one, the newest one, instead of āGlobal Shmormingā is āClimax Changeā, for example. And you all know many others like āSchool Brainwash Campsā, āUnited States Co.ā and āOur Lord, The Shepardā - for super holdā¦. And they are countless to name, basically every concept of life on this planet is a brainwash. </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times;">In my writings I interchangeably use words, most of the labels I interchangeably use, just like Matrix, Systemā¦juggling with them freely so we do not form any static label, because we want our mind to be open to the meaning beyond the labeling, and everybody has their own intimate experience with that I am describing. We can call it Pressure cooker, a Washing machine, a Flying saucer, whatever the name, the meaning will be the same - there is an artificial gridlock of algorithms put in place on this planet, and perhaps, this Universe, where we, as we enter, loose the ability to remember ourselves, and through life not given any chance to recall. In this gridlock we use mostly our mind, not our Consciousness. Unless something strongly shakes us, we are asleep to the reality of Consciousness and take artificial reality of a thinking mind as real. </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: start;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times;">The previous Part came out mostly for people very much identified with their mind, who are watching the Tell-a-vision box and suffering because they canāt process fully all the chaos in the world through their mind,<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>it is impossible. I tried to give them a solution, hopefully a few of those took their TV to the dumpster. This Part is not for everyone, not for identified, you know, if you were able to read and understand what was written, you are a very advance being. This planet is a school for the Soul, a very tough and dense environment where we can work hard to wake ourselves from the identification with the earthy character, and help un-tie the quantum tangles in ourselves. If you had enough inner work and more light comes in through you to this plane, you might be at the end of your earthy journey. <br />This Part was for you. </span></span></p><p class="p3" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px 0px 12px; min-height: 24px; text-align: start;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span></p></div><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="Apple-converted-space"><span style="background-color: white; color: black; white-space-collapse: preserve;">Links to previous posts:
</span></span></span></span></p><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><a class="x1i10hfl xjbqb8w x6umtig x1b1mbwd xaqea5y xav7gou x9f619 x1ypdohk xt0psk2 xe8uvvx xdj266r x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r xexx8yu x4uap5 x18d9i69 xkhd6sd x16tdsg8 x1hl2dhg xggy1nq x1a2a7pz xt0b8zv xzsf02u x1s688f" href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-1.html" role="link" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; animation-name: none; background-color: transparent; border-color: initial; border-style: initial; border-width: 0px; box-sizing: border-box; cursor: pointer; display: inline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; text-align: inherit; text-decoration-line: none; touch-action: manipulation; transition-property: none;" tabindex="0" target="_blank">The Portal Part 1</a>
</span><span style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><a class="x1i10hfl xjbqb8w x6umtig x1b1mbwd xaqea5y xav7gou x9f619 x1ypdohk xt0psk2 xe8uvvx xdj266r x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r xexx8yu x4uap5 x18d9i69 xkhd6sd x16tdsg8 x1hl2dhg xggy1nq x1a2a7pz xt0b8zv xzsf02u x1s688f" href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-2-how-to-live-in-these.html" role="link" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; animation-name: none; background-color: transparent; border-color: initial; border-style: initial; border-width: 0px; box-sizing: border-box; cursor: pointer; display: inline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; text-align: inherit; text-decoration-line: none; touch-action: manipulation; transition-property: none;" tabindex="0" target="_blank">The Portal. Part 2</a><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, .SFNSText-Regular, sans-serif"><span>
</span></span></span><a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-3-why-i-am-writing.html" target="_blank">The Portal. Part 3</a>
<a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-4-gloom-and-doom.html" target="_blank">The Portal. Part 4</a>
<a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-5-stay-away-from.html" target="_blank">The Portal. <span><span style="white-space-collapse: collapse;">Part </span></span>5</a>
<a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-6-are-you-directing.html" target="_blank">The Portal. Part 6</a>
<a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-7-innocence-we-are.html" target="_blank">The Portal. Part 7</a></span><span style="background-color: transparent;"><span style="font-family: times;">
<a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-8-for-distressed-by.html" target="_blank">The Portal. Part 8</a>
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I have to mention here my book <i>"Buddha on a Bull"</i>, because I kept approached by people who have no idea I wrote a book, please read, you will find it entertaining. More about it here:
In English: <a href="https://www.elenanezhinsky.com/buddha-on-a-bull">https://www.elenanezhinsky.com/buddha-on-a-bull</a>
In Russian: <a href="https://www.elenanezhinsky.com/buddha-on-a-bull-in-russian">https://www.elenanezhinsky.com/buddha-on-a-bull-in-russian</a>
<br /></span></span></span></div></div>Elena Nezhinskyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00636408105930984282noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1824164954253298649.post-39736671783989605042023-11-15T12:05:00.013-05:002023-12-10T14:59:31.852-05:00š„The PORTAL. Part 8š„ For Distressed by World Events , a Real Solution<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiUORas1LS11guYyC7LRT2B8fMajbthhEEQbhRalCkvtm5PjZxFgT-cgW_1wj__p7hyMp4mL15N-BVbxb9pZGqwNxq_EyfxDss5Zzhf8j013rB0q1_KxrPXrDHtXRAcPFBvTmbHROJYEPROC_aPiI6KSuQCxpPPaH6YenqdSavpvq9pP5FZ-Yfet4YI0NTC/s804/Screenshot%202023-11-09%20at%209.09.20%20AM.png" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="628" data-original-width="804" height="250" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiUORas1LS11guYyC7LRT2B8fMajbthhEEQbhRalCkvtm5PjZxFgT-cgW_1wj__p7hyMp4mL15N-BVbxb9pZGqwNxq_EyfxDss5Zzhf8j013rB0q1_KxrPXrDHtXRAcPFBvTmbHROJYEPROC_aPiI6KSuQCxpPPaH6YenqdSavpvq9pP5FZ-Yfet4YI0NTC/w320-h250/Screenshot%202023-11-09%20at%209.09.20%20AM.png" width="320" /></a></div><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><br />Yesterday I came across a post of someone who asked about a bomb shelters in the houses, I donāt remember exactly how she phrased it, but from the message and some dialogue with people that was already there, I sensed she was very distressed.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I said that in Russia we had bomb shelters and I asked her whatās happening, why she is so distressed.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>She became even more distressed because I asked her whatās going on: āYou donāt know whatās going on?!!ā<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I realized she is one of these people who are loosing their marbles right now because world got really crazy and there is no explanation to this to people who really donāt know whatās going on.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I invited her to come to read The Portal, but she said she is busy for that.</span><p></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>So I decided to write her this very part, maybe she can re-frame her involvement with news, because if she wonāt be able, this will not finish well, you know, the world events will intensify and get even more crazy, what she going to do then?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>And so many other innocent people who just purely have no clue what is going on really, and they probably will never know, their mind will do anything possible not to know. Too far off.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>So for her and many others I am going to say some things that they might or might not be able to take, thatās would be completely up to their mind.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>If the thinking mind is stronger than Consciousness, then I canāt shake that with my writings. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 19px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">The dominance in the use of the mind happens in most of the population just because this algorithm of using the mind installed in us since very early in childhood by parents and then in school, and in our parents that algorithm was installed too by their parents and schooling, this has been going for sometimes, for long times.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>For the last 2000 years we are not here to be born to question why this or that, we are here to accept things as we are told. Especially the last 300 something.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>We lost the connection with the real: we do not see and know with quantum properties of the Consciousness, we are not moved by Spirit, and we roll eyes if anyone mentions the Soul.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>The only what we know well is our mind.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Hmm, we think we know our mind, but how many people when they start to meditate, surprised that thoughts are really not theirs, that you can observe them and not follow them, just for the starters.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>So we basically know nothing much about ourselves besides reacting to the stimulus. </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 19px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Imagine that, most of the people in the world are reacting.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>How easy is to direct these people to spend their lives on whatever you want them to think about.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Create a war and you know: most of the population who has access to the news would think about the war and produce certain reactions: mostly fear and anger, disempowerment and depression.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Lots of milking for Babushka to do!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Day and night, because after reacting during the day, people wonāt sleep at night, tossing and turning, and feeling the same emotions.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>And even if they fall asleep, they drop into dreams where these emotions are also present as they are very strong and mind carries it through the night.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Milking is going on around the clock.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 19px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">I ask you please go read Part 5 of The Portal:<br /><a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-5-stay-away-from.html" target="_blank">https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-5-stay-away-from.html</a>, <br /><br />I gave there the analogy I keep using - Babushka with the bucket and a stool that comes to the barn to milk the cow.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This analogy, though not perfect, describes how our strong emotions gets used as a feed to all kind of entities.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I donāt go into details, sometimes I skip details because I myself donāt know them, or I feel its not that important to know them, the process itself is important to know: there is this process of harvesting energy, psi-energy, chi, your life force, that gets discharged with experiencing strong emotions.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 19px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Imagine the whole world distressed and emanates these emotions, creating almost an atmospheric conditions where we are trying to lead our daily lives.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Itās not easy now not to be affected, but it is possible.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>For this very reason, as I said in my previous writing, you just ignore what you donāt see, you literary choose what to see. Donāt listen to the news, lead your life as you know nothing.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>For many people, believe it or not, it will be boring, they will not be able.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Why every family now has huge TV in every room?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Because they donāt want to think and feel.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>They want to be fed news and react.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This is a big part of their life.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>If you tell them to shut the TV off, they would be confused how to live, they donāt know how to live without news, from TV or computer.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>People degraded to a state of a bot.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Especially in the cities. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 19px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Cities were specifically developed to cut the human being from Nature, from natural resources, from its own resources, from intuition, from connection, from Spirt.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>You donāt need any of these much if you work 9-5 in survival mode to pay for rent or mortgage and you watch zombi box at night.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>If people understand that the modern conveniences are not convenient, but robbing them from real life, they would not agree for such a life, but people donāt think about these things, like I didnāt when I lived in NYC and worked in a corporation as System Analyst. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 19px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;">The only difference in me, probably, that I never watched the news.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>When there was a StockMarket crash in 1998, I had no idea, and I just lived my life: working at Time Inc, learning to ski, study yoga, reading Castaneda, taking care of my son.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>When another one was in 2000</span><span class="s2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: none; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal;"><sup>th</sup></span><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"> (not sure when), I had no idea and was living even better times with my family: skiing, learning to play tennis, hiking, was inspired by teaching yoga, then meditation.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I know it is totally possible not to know whatās going on in the world, just like I had no idea whatās going on in the world when I was a child.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I am sure there were some wars and people were dying, and still, I was running around in the fields, living my own life to the fullest!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> <br /></span><br />Of cause, if the war is next to you, this is a different story, then you need to play a different ball game, you have no choice, but to fight with all your conviction, with all the fire, for your Homeland. And if you are not on a battlefield, it is possible to lead your daily life and not regurgitate the hate stories that make you only disempowered.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>How do I know? <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 19px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">I have a relative in Ukraine.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>She lives not right in a war zone, but she is right there, where everyone around is completely engrossed in playing the hate game with Russians, but she does not engage.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>She does not talk about the war, she is focused on her garden, her flower beds, cats, her grandson, and her work with students.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>She actually not only teaches them English, but teaches them to take responsibility for their thinking and their choices and decisions.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>When there bombing was happening on the other side of the river where they live, she quickly closed the windows, her husband comforted the dogs and did whatever else needed, and they continued to live their life.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>When the military plane was flying too low over their house, she ran outside and showed him with the feast to get out.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Imagine the sight of the woman on a ground shaking her hand with a feast on you.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Like a Universal Mother, without a trace of fear.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>You will comply. And the pilot did. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 19px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">You live what you want to live. But if you run fear through your system you live what youāve got the script for - that role you are assigned.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>The Quantum Consciousness you are for the fear of safety of this avatar - the body, voluntarily squishing itself into the role of the afraid and angry character. This is the problem right now on this Earth.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Not the environment, though it is very tough, but that we do not have right emanations - from our Consciousness, its dormant and kept in a captivity by the mind.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Mind is directed by the Matrixās algorithms.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>We became bots even though we are not. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 19px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">What to do?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Unplug yourself before the avatar will be unplugged.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Start with taking your TV to the dumpster.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Donāt give it to your friend, itās like giving the drugs to them, just bring it to the dumpster.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Clean up your phone and computer from all the news apps and channels.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Clean up your social media - your Feed - from all the messages that evoke strong emotions in you.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Your Feed in social media is algorithmic: the more you watch certain topics, the more you will get just that.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>There is no news in my Feed, there is no people posting about war or any kind of stuff like that.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> <br /><br /></span></span></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Take very seriously what you are given to read and take in, clean up your FB, Instagram and whatever you are using daily.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>With time the algorithm adjust your Feed, which is literary what it means - a feed!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Be a connoisseur, donāt consume all you are given, leave on your plate only that which makes you feel inspired to go live life in the fullest capacity.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> Then you can be helpful to others around you, otherwise they are in distress, you are in distress, and it creates a whirlpool that hard to get out from, because you stuck in that momentum of exchanging these emotions. Choose to participate in life-giving and life-affirming exchanges, if every one of us would do just that, it would change the frequency on the planet and Matrix won't have a chance, but adjust it's algorithms. <br /><br />What if we directly, at least partially, responsible for whatever is going on on our planet by blindly following the FEED? Think about it, we have lots of humans living on this planet to make a difference, we can do it, one by one. <br /><br /><br /><br /></span></span></span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></div><p></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="Apple-converted-space"><span style="background-color: white; color: black; font-family: helvetica; white-space-collapse: preserve;">
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<a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-4-gloom-and-doom.html" target="_blank">The Portal. Part 4</a>
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<a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-6-are-you-directing.html" target="_blank">The Portal. Part 6</a><br /></div></div><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-converted-space"></span></span></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-7-innocence-we-are.html" style="background-color: white; font-family: helvetica; white-space-collapse: preserve;" target="_blank">The Portal. Part 7</a> </span></span></p>Elena Nezhinskyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00636408105930984282noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1824164954253298649.post-47261328128767556612023-11-12T22:44:00.003-05:002023-11-16T02:02:34.136-05:00š„The PORTAL. Part 7š„ The Innocence We Are <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgDoVMeyX0DikPVHv25c0MbI3UL-U3mPfBFKScLy4o95lgm20RRrHp3N0DJJtyOgoa8dPFOEWaHzQR66g31WOA1JxKyXYClTOH9LcylYrQ_x84-tUas6aG1fZbxfVyjhdETNbiuUUL7Vnx74fjR6Sj2mjumc0UMMi7EHjnQPMC4vjL5S5rbRgV5_StPtjWW/s1276/Screenshot%202023-11-12%20at%208.39.30%20PM.png" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1276" data-original-width="1244" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgDoVMeyX0DikPVHv25c0MbI3UL-U3mPfBFKScLy4o95lgm20RRrHp3N0DJJtyOgoa8dPFOEWaHzQR66g31WOA1JxKyXYClTOH9LcylYrQ_x84-tUas6aG1fZbxfVyjhdETNbiuUUL7Vnx74fjR6Sj2mjumc0UMMi7EHjnQPMC4vjL5S5rbRgV5_StPtjWW/s320/Screenshot%202023-11-12%20at%208.39.30%20PM.png" width="312" /></a><br /><br /></div><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Someone we know knocked on a door yesterday.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>He was in a dirty baggy work clothes.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>He is in the middle of his teeth gets done, so some of front teeth were pulled out.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>He had a cigaret in his mouth.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I tell you, he didnāt look good.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>He is re-inventing himself after coming back from prison for selling drugs.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 19px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">He lost his father early and that trauma has been driving his life.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>We all, who has been on a path of self-discovery for sometime, know how this works.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Even we, knowing the importance of it,<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>avoid this work as long as possible.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>We try to compensate for this inner work with everything we can: being busy, professions, spirituality, religion, becoming important, rich, making more babies, or etc. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 19px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">There are even more people around who have no idea that what they live now is directly created by what happened to them long ago.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>They have no insight, and they will never be healed from what happened in early years, it is what it is.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Many, though look adults, still 5 years olds.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>The world is full of hurt children that look like an adult.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Remember that next time you are dealing with people.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>You might be 5 y.o talking to another 5 y.o, trying them to understand something, how you want it to be, and they are unable to hear.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>And you too.</span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 19px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">The best book to heal yourself from anything that clicked in you into a pattern that drives your life is this book called <i>āHealing Developmental Trauma: How Early Trauma Affects Self-Regulation, Self-Image, and the capacity for Relationshipā.</i></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 19px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><i></i></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">This book is a self-healing medium that will save you years of psychotherapy and tons of money IF you take it seriously, study it honestly, not lie to yourself that you donāt have this or that pattern.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I suggest even to assume you have all the patterns that is described in the book and work to understand what could be a cause of it.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>When you see in this book all the patterns and all the possible causes and how they relate, you can look at them in yourself from the bigger perspective, from the one that watches the story - with a reasoning mind and compassion to yourself, and then later - from joy of being alive and having all these incredible experinces that gave you a possibility to evolve, to un-tie another quantum knot in yourself and the Whole.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Use pen and paper and really go deep in yourself, knowing that this is your main and most important work here. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 19px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Back to the guy who knocked on the door.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I remembered that I just bought very good apples from the local farm, very fragrant and juicy.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I took an apple, went outside.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I looked, smiled to him, held out the apple and said: āIts better then a cigaret, take itā<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>He smiled back and took the apple.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>At that moment I saw his 5 y.o boy, with a beautiful smile, without any traces of hardships of life.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>There it was, still there: that innocence of a child, not squished by life yet.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Our exchange was so pure that I kept seeing the spark in his eyes long after he left.</span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 19px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">What will carry us through these hard times of the reset of all the systems on<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Earth is our Innocence.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>That purity, light, childlike joy when someone handed you a red juicy apple.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 19px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">You have to do everything possible to safeguard it in you.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>When you sign contracts with the System, check with yourself, what will be your payment.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Make sure that you are not paying by making your heart hardened and loosing your Innocence. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 19px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">I donāt know what circumstances you will be in, what choices you will have, and what decisions you will have to make, but be very careful in signing any contracts with anyone or anything not to sell out your Innocence.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Without that alive pure spark in you, you are done.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 19px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">The current System has elaborate methods how to squish the spark, it prays on human greed, fear, envy, guilt and shame, addictions and desires.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Your own Conscience will be that feeble voice you need to hear.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Your Awareness will allow it to hear that voice.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Know you always have a choice, even when you think you donāt.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>There is always a choice, a few choices.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>And you can always say NO.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Why?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 19px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Because we donāt need to fear anything here, even death.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>There are all kind of people dwelling on this planet, I canāt say on everybody's regard, but we, as human beings, are immortal.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Thatās exactly the elixir that so many alchemists were trying to develop, because some creatures wants to be immortal.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Well, we already are, no need to fuss about the elixirs, just wake up to who you are to know.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Even if you wonāt wake up this lifetime, no worries.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>The Consciousness we are is not bound to this body, it inhabits it until itās time to go.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>If it didnāt work out this time in some way or another, thatās not a big deal.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Leaving this plane with your Light and Innocence intact - is. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 19px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">One time you just donāt allow yourself to go into something not really clean, you just stop yourself from doing it, against the greed or envy pushing you into it, or you do this very simple pure human deed, from the depth of the heart, in spite of fear or anger holding you from it, it is a big deal. And maybe all your life was lived for this very moment of exercising your free will to do this, and it frees your Soul to fly.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>It doesnāt have to be something heroic, it can be a small deed, through which we rase above our usual responses.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Little things like that are actually heroic moments at these times. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 19px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Keep your Innocence, the spark from the depth of your Being,</span><span class="Apple-converted-space" style="font-size: large;"> </span><span style="font-size: medium;">guard yourself from the media brainwash, donāt spend your energy on emotions and feed the Babushka (see Part 5), create a circle of people on the same page so you can be free in your expression and actions with them, take good care of your body, spend time in Nature, donāt rely on the System in the areas where you can take responsibility yourself.</span><span class="Apple-converted-space" style="font-size: large;"> </span><span style="font-size: medium;">Just keep living your life in the most inspired state of mind you have an access to, each day. If you do, you would hardly notice this Reset, life as usual, with its ups and downs, but overall - magnificent experience!</span><span class="Apple-converted-space"><span style="font-size: medium;"> </span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: white; color: black; font-family: helvetica; white-space-collapse: preserve;">
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</span></span></span><a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-3-why-i-am-writing.html" target="_blank">The Portal. Part 3</a>
<a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-4-gloom-and-doom.html" target="_blank">The Portal. Part 4</a>
<a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-5-stay-away-from.html" target="_blank">The Portal. <span style="font-family: times;"><span style="white-space-collapse: collapse;">Part </span></span>5</a>
<a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-6-are-you-directing.html" target="_blank">The Portal. Part 6</a><br /></div></div><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-converted-space"><a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-7-innocence-we-are.html" style="background-color: white; font-family: helvetica; white-space-collapse: preserve;" target="_blank">The Portal. Part 7</a> </span></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 14px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 19px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p>Elena Nezhinskyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00636408105930984282noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1824164954253298649.post-21671476286044835862023-11-10T12:07:00.002-05:002023-11-18T14:56:13.288-05:00 š„The PORTAL. Part 6š„ Are You Directing your Life or you are Directed? Emotion vs Feeling<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhLoY_0-7XLi1xhmRldFBeUEWc8Hg_rTXPIRCTASAKlbJFbwlqV8oQEISP4Maz4l5rrmf_HsE76-jQGMgA7BrmTBYlDXoN1pr0wwl-hy-sa-AVeuYng-lvDvyA8ahx3Ei6iP3ulb4q99-afghEQ2PRxuAC8_Kqw8Ee8KVXL6GQdHsTP47CGm_czgCgr5p_9/s600/Arc-de-Triomphe-Paris-France.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="417" data-original-width="600" height="278" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhLoY_0-7XLi1xhmRldFBeUEWc8Hg_rTXPIRCTASAKlbJFbwlqV8oQEISP4Maz4l5rrmf_HsE76-jQGMgA7BrmTBYlDXoN1pr0wwl-hy-sa-AVeuYng-lvDvyA8ahx3Ei6iP3ulb4q99-afghEQ2PRxuAC8_Kqw8Ee8KVXL6GQdHsTP47CGm_czgCgr5p_9/w400-h278/Arc-de-Triomphe-Paris-France.jpg" width="400" /></a></div><span style="font-family: times;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span><p></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">I hope by this time- by Part 6 - of The Portal, some of you are really inspired that there is a different way to approach life, even in the world full of intense events, wars, disasters and uncontrollable circumstances. At the same time there are those who still donāt understand how it is possible not to feel sad and angry when there are deaths of innocent people happening all over this planet, but somehow you stick with me, and keep reading, and for you I am keep writing.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>So stay with me, ok.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I am really trying my best for you here, trying from different angles, and if one of you, with the heart full of pain, will be able to understand and release the pain, then I am successful.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> <br /><br />And if any of you read this one to the end,<br />and something clicks in you, <br />and you aline with who you are, <br />and transformation kicks in, <br />then I have done well what I live for. <br /><br />Let's go! </span></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Most of you, my friends on Facebook, you are people who arŠµ living the spiritual life, who think and ponder, analyze, some of you follow some kind of practice or discipline. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">By this time on Earth there is no established spiritual movement that would not be altered, even a slightly, so following blindly, you will never evolve and wake up fully.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>It would be childish to think that if the planet is controlled, and human beings are following certain algorithms as soon as they are entering this plane by embedding the physical body, that spirituality is pure, potent and unalteredā¦ And yes, we were trusting it to be such, and still, when the covedian times came, we were not able even to think clearly, some of us completely fallen into the fear, some into anger, most of us did something that we regret later, if we even a little came back to our senses.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>So how that all spiritual life worked for you? <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">I will try to explain what real spiritual is meant to develop in a human so you evaluate your path and decide if you want to continue it or you will make some adjustments.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">The goal of any spiritual path whatever road you choose to walk, discipline you engaged with, should be three components that you are learning and perfecting to different degrees: awareness, concentration, determination.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>The most important is an awareness, but you canāt perfect it without the other two. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">You donāt have to do any kind of special disciplines to train concentration and determination, you can do it through living your everyday life, your commitments, profession, sports, and etcā¦but without the third component - Awareness - you will not evolve.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Here is I recommend a book āThe Way of the Peaceful Warriorā by Dan Millman, itās still one of the best stories about what I just wrote here. He had determination and concentration perfected, like any good athlete, but no awareness. There is also a movie made. </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">To evolve you need all three so you can with time to be able to distinguish between different states of Consciousness human being can live in and actively choose in which state you want to live at the moment.</span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">What are these states I am talking about?</span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">First, the state of consciousness of the one that is very much engaged in life, like the character in the movie, with all his aspirations, the sensing, thinking, emotions. This is the sensual/emotional engagement in the body, your avatar</span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">The second state of consciousness is to be the one who watches this movie, the one who sits in the theater and watches the story unfolding in front of their eyes.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>The Watcher. Sometimes he/she is very much into the movie, emotionally involved in it, almost becoming that character in that movie.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Most of the times you are aware that you are watching the movie, that that character you are identifying sometimes with is not the real you, the one that sitting in the theater is you.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>You are aware who you are most of the times, you are not blindly follow the script of the movie, you think and ponder, you analize. </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">The third state of consciousness - you are not in the character in the movie of your life, you are not the more aware guy who is watching the movie as it goes, you are the Observer of the two, the Consciousness itself that is aware.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>It aware of you engaged in life, it aware of you being aware, and itās just rests in the state equanimity with what is going on in the movie, in the theater, it just observes.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">What this gives us in terms of possibilities of a human being?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>It gives us the possibilities of being a director of our own movie in this life, if only we can raise in awareness to the level of the Observer.</span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">This is the level I am aiming to raise your awareness to with my writings.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This is the lever of awareness necessary to live in life at these times and not be emotionally taken by the momentum of emotions of billions of people, and be happily milked by Babushka <br />(read: <a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-5-stay-away-from.html" target="_blank">Part 5</a> on this).<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">If you are not in that state of consciousness, then know that whatās is going on with you, is directed by someone else.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Only in the expanded state of consciousness, the bird-view on yourself and life, you are your own director.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Even a second of awareness from that state of consciousness and some decisions born in that state, changes the course of your life.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Any prayer, intention, wish from the level of the avatar is an illusion that keeps you wishing, keeps you identified without much real changes.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>One second of understanding what you as a charachter need from the perspective of the Observer, will change your life in the direction of that need.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> From inner knowing of whats needed, l</span>ife will arrange around you a different environment where that need will be fulfilled. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Now, think about it.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>When you wish for a car, or anything of this sort, in what position you are dwelling?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Probably in the first. You just experience emotion to want a car: for example, jealousy, or pity, or greed. If you are in the second position, you might reason that you need a car, because it will ease your life, make it more efficient. In the third position, from the Observer, you will wish for yourself to have an experience that you didnāt live yet, to learn something new while you are here, something that will help you to fulfill the purpose of this life.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Itās the state of consciousness that has no preferences for the character, only an aim to walk this earth journey in a way you can evolve the most. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">At the same time, here, right here, is very sensitive point.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>If you as Observer dwelling in equanimity has no definite aim for your character<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>(example would be Buddhism), then you are living your character aimless.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>You live the life of a Buddhist that concerns only with neutrality, middle way, doesnāt want to have preferences, no attachments.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This is very much supported by this path.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Almost as a balancing body of humanity to the other part of humanity that is completely engrossed into material aims.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>And I have a feeling that Buddhism and similar are holding the balance of this sort on the planet.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>As a Buddhist you participate in holding the balance on the planet, you do not carry your individual mission, you are a member, a part of the the egregor (in Russian) - the specific aggregate.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>That Aggregate is the director of your life as a Buddhist character.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>You are not a director of your movie.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>You are living mostly in the second state of consciousness: aware human, the Watcher in the theater of your life.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Any Buddhist that raised their awareness to the level of Observer, quit being a Buddhist. They might continue to play this character outerly, but they know they are not it.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>They can direct their life without all the dogmas, they can choose to stay in Buddhism, modify their engagements with fellow Buddhists so they can wake up too, or they can choose to exit. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Buddhist aggregate is actually not that bad, it only wants your Time, lots of time.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> And this aggregate asks to follow the middle way, concur your worldy desires, to keep that balance to the financial aggregate where the desires are extremely supported. Financial aggregate is the main aggregate on this planet at these times, and all other aggregates position themselves either to prepare humans to enter it without questioning it and give all their energy and time or to balance it so the world will not collapse. <br /></span><br />All the religion aggregates are assisting the Financial aggregate, and more powerful then balancing aggregate like Buddhism, though recently Buddhism changed his status, if you remember Dalai Lama asking a boy to suck his tong - the ritual that shown us, those who can see and read the matrix, who is who and whats really going on. <br /><br />So if Buddhism slovely but surely take your precious time on Earth, Religion aggregates wants to capture your Soul, yes, its that literary graphic. They want to milk you in this life, and when you die, to direct your soul to certain realms where you continue to be under their jurisdiction. They reason it that they will keep you safe from falling into the hell realms. And so some people choose this aggregate, mostly unconsciously. Some exit on their own Will, but, depends on their engagements in this agregate, it can be difficult.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Orthodox Christianity make it very difficult. I wonāt describe the hardships and misfortunes that happen with people who decide to exit, but believe me, its can be like the horror movie, completely crazy.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This is a very big conversation, and I tell you this, I wrote about it the whole chapter in my new book, in Russian, but it will be translated next year when I am done and start publishing.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">So by these few examples I have shown you that if you are not a director of your life, you are directed,<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>your script is written by and directed by Egregors. And I am telling you that human being that you are and who is able to read this text to this point has a real possibility to write, direct and execute his own life, the life of his avatar, to grow in Spirit and evolving as a Soul<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>- the quantum consciousness we are.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> It is possible, but not easy. The more of us know this, who we are, how to evolve, and we connect on that level, just knowing there are others doing this deep inner work, the more we will be able to free our consciousness from limitations, evolve and help the Whole to evolve. <br /><br /></span></span></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">I have to come back to the world events, the necessity and possibility not to engage in them emotionally not to loose yourself in the chaos of this Reset.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> <br /><br />As one of the guys said when he read Part 1 that I, probably, paranoid, and the reset is not what I present, but of financial system. I did address this one just now. If you know how the System on this planet operate, at least in general, you will understand that reset of financial system means reset of all the systems that are under the main one, and how you make reset in something that is so multidimensional? As I mentioned before, either you flood the planet and start again from scratch, or you start to implement processes that will deeply affect different areas of life. One of the main aims of these writings is to paint a picture for you so you get more clear whats going on and have no desire to engage in processes of reset, if you can avoid it. And the best way to do that is to evolve, to wake up to who you are, understand the conditions present where you are, discover in your individual process what you are here for and live it. By living it you will help others, directly, or indirectly, to evolve too. </span></span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Remember when the Ukraine war started?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> How everyone got involved in that particular Reset's process? It was such a big hit from the wave of emotions of most of the world population, that not many escaped it. I was taken, surely. </span>But what I felt at that time was very big, not just a hysteria of sympathetic nervous system, not fight or flight reaction.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I was distant from my birth place Ukraine and its culture for long time, and suddenly it was all activated, all at once. My blood awoke, the specific pattern of my blood woke up, and all that I need to know and remember, and what was possible for me to access,<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>flooded into my consciousness.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I wrote this poem:</span></span></p><p class="p2" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></p><p class="p4" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); color: #060606; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><i><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">My homeland is Russia and Ukraine,</span></i></span></p><p class="p4" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); color: #060606; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><i><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">I canāt separate them in me.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></i></span></p><p class="p4" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); color: #060606; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><i><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Yesterday in my bed falling asleep, I felt all the Pain. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></i></span></p><p class="p4" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); color: #060606; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><i><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">I saw if you are not on one side or the other,<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></i></span></p><p class="p4" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); color: #060606; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><i><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">you have to be able to hold ALL the pain<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></i></span></p><p class="p4" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); color: #060606; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><i><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">arising out of this conflict.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></i></span></p><p class="p4" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); color: #060606; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><i><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">This pain is not painful, it's detonates you.</span></i></span></p><p class="p4" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); color: #060606; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><i><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">It's a deepest Love and Compassion that ascends,</span></i></span></p><p class="p4" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); color: #060606; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><i><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">and you weep without tears.</span></i></span></p><p class="p4" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); color: #060606; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><i><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Then you stare at the ceiling,<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></i></span></p><p class="p4" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); color: #060606; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><i><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">unable to change a thing.</span></i></span></p><p class="p4" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); color: #060606; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><i><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">We grew up on a land that remembers WW2,<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></i></span></p><p class="p4" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); color: #060606; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><i><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">we ate food grown on this blood rich soil. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></i></span></p><p class="p4" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); color: #060606; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><i><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">We have this cellular memory of war,<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></i></span></p><p class="p4" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); color: #060606; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><i><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">when its activated, it is already a real experience,</span></i></span></p><p class="p4" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); color: #060606; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><i><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">wherever you are on this planet right now.</span></i></span></p><p class="p4" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); color: #060606; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><i><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">I am talking to you, Katzapi and Hohli.</span></i></span></p><p class="p4" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); color: #060606; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><i><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Yes, all the rage and terror is real,<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></i></span></p><p class="p4" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); color: #060606; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><i><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">but those who can transmute it in themselves -<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></i></span></p><p class="p4" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); color: #060606; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><i><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">this is the culmination of all your spiritual practices -<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></i></span></p><p class="p4" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); color: #060606; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><i><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">to be able to hold the deepest feeling<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></i></span></p><p class="p4" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); color: #060606; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><i><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">in the transparency of awareness,<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></i></span></p><p class="p4" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); color: #060606; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><i><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">and therefore experience compassion and love<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></i></span></p><p class="p4" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); color: #060606; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><i><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">to the degree when even this deep conflict<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></i></span></p><p class="p4" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); color: #060606; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><i><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">disappears.</span></i></span></p><p class="p4" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); color: #060606; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><i><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Love remains.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></i></span></p><p class="p4" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); color: #060606; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><i><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">At least for a moment.</span></i></span></p><p class="p4" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); color: #060606; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><i><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">And you share that moment, that love, with the world<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></i></span></p><p class="p4" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); color: #060606; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><i><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">in a silence of your own being.</span></i></span></p><p class="p4" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); color: #060606; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><i><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">You dissolve in Love.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></i></span></p><p class="p4" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); color: #060606; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><i><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">World needs this. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></i></span></p><p class="p4" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); color: #060606; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><i><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Every human heart experiencing Love counts<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></i></span></p><p class="p5" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p6" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">I experienced a lot of pressure from people who wanted me to be against Russians, wish that "Russians will become a compost for Ukrainian soil".<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>For a moment I was feeling my orientation, leaning to this side and that side, and couldnāt hold either.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>To hold the view of either side, I had to be in the state of consciousness that is very much engaged in whatās going on, be in the middle of that war, trying to save myself from the bombs, or be in the army.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>When you are in the middle of the physical danger, you are engaged in the body, your sympathetic nerves system takes the lead to save this avatar from being destroyed.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>This is why I wrote before in one of the Parts of this series of writings: āYou gotta do what you gotta doā, and when the time comes, you just do it.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>But for everybody else, who is not in the middle of the event, we gotta do here what we gotta do:<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>and we continue our lives, our own existence in these avatars, and do what we came here to do : to evolve.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>In what way, only you can discover it for yourself.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>It might be from the place of the expanded consciousness you will direct the life of your character to live a life of someone who helps people in Ukraine and organizes the monetary help, or even go and join the army, or you direct your life to disengage from these events completely.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>You are the one who can decide to do this or that, engage or donāt.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>If you donāt decide, then it will be decided for you by the Aggregates, for example - Media.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>You will be watching these events and feeling confused, discouraged, scary or angry, and, you know what happens next - </span><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"> (r</span></span><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-family: times;">ead: </span><a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-5-stay-away-from.html" style="font-family: times;" target="_blank">Part 5</a> on this<span style="font-family: times;">) </span><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times;">Babushka is coming with her stool to sit by your side! </span></span><span style="font-family: times;">Whom you are helping?</span><span class="Apple-converted-space" style="font-family: times;"> </span></span></p><p class="p5" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p6" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6);">If you are in the state of consciousness of living life as an avatar, a character in the movie, then you are full of emotions, because you are so in, you got in so deep into the character, like a very good actor, you loose the perspective where is you and where is who you think you are.</span><span class="Apple-converted-space" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6);"> </span><span style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6);">But this is reserved for the people in the middle of the war zone, where their sympathetic nervous system is fully engaged. Or it's reserved for the people who are not able to raise their consciousness now, there is a lot of young souls who just working through lifetimes to this very possibility we, reading these writings, have already.</span><span class="Apple-converted-space" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6);"> </span><span style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6);">If you have the awareness of the possibilities of the human being and are actively aiming to evolve through this lifetime, and in times of crisis you are identifying with all the suffering around the world, you are not serving or helping anyone, no one, but Babushka.</span><span class="Apple-converted-space" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6);"> </span></span></span></p><p class="p5" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p6" style="font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6);">You need to stop it.</span><span class="Apple-converted-space" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6);"> </span><span style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6);">Do what you came here to do.</span><span class="Apple-converted-space" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6);"> </span><span style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6);">Discover what you came here for.</span><span class="Apple-converted-space" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6);"> </span><span style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6);">As soon as you step out of the power of the aggregates, even for a little while, you will start to see your real aim here, or your mission, your purpose. Those glimpses will call in the necessary events and circumstances to aline you in that direction, you will start to notice your focus in life change, your values change.</span><span class="Apple-converted-space" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6);"> </span><span style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6);">If before you would engage in fear and anger emotions, sickening yourself and your body, in the expanded state of consciousness you will see all from the birds view, and will be able not to subject your avatar to the dangerous levels of stress, cortisol, havoc in the hormones and deterioration of your vehicle.</span><span class="Apple-converted-space" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6);"> </span><span style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6);">You will not experience emotions, but you start to be open to experience feelings. </span><span class="Apple-converted-space" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6);"> </span></span></span></p><p class="p5" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p6" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Emotions and feelings are different algorithms.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Emotion - energy in motion, it is very much in the physical realm, in the story you are character of.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Emotions are momentum in the world of the senses, they are evoked by sympathetic nervous system, a part of the avatar. Feelings are states of consciousness, they appear all at once, not dependent on the senses.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>One either truly loves or not, experience compassion or not.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>It canāt be more compassion or less, its just being aware of the state, these states does not belong to a human, to avatar, to thinking mind. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></span></p><p class="p5" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p6" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">These states exist and we have access to them by resonance. Itās either we are in senses and experience emotion or we are in the higher state of consciousness and experience feeling.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Feeling of Love is different from emotion of love.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Feeling of Love is constant, emotion of love depends on the reaction of the senses and evaluation of the thinking mind. By being in a state of true observation, you will not get heartless, you will become heart full, you will be in the position to actually help people, because everybody in their expanded state of consciousness emanates true feeling and performs right deed.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>How these feelings and deeds actually express in your own life, you will discover for yourself.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>And the world will be enriched by them, and people who will come across you, or those you direct your attention to, will be truly helped.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></span></p><p class="p7" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(6, 6, 6); font-family: Palatino; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 19px;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span class="s1" style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></span></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="background-color: white; color: black; font-family: helvetica; font-size: large; white-space-collapse: preserve;">Links to previous posts:
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</span><span style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><a class="x1i10hfl xjbqb8w x6umtig x1b1mbwd xaqea5y xav7gou x9f619 x1ypdohk xt0psk2 xe8uvvx xdj266r x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r xexx8yu x4uap5 x18d9i69 xkhd6sd x16tdsg8 x1hl2dhg xggy1nq x1a2a7pz xt0b8zv xzsf02u x1s688f" href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-2-how-to-live-in-these.html" role="link" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; animation-name: none; background-color: transparent; border-color: initial; border-style: initial; border-width: 0px; box-sizing: border-box; cursor: pointer; display: inline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; text-align: inherit; text-decoration-line: none; touch-action: manipulation; transition-property: none;" tabindex="0" target="_blank">The Portal. Part 2</a><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, .SFNSText-Regular, sans-serif"><span>
</span></span></span><a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-3-why-i-am-writing.html" target="_blank">The Portal. Part 3</a>
<a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-4-gloom-and-doom.html" target="_blank">The Portal. Part 4</a>
<a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-5-stay-away-from.html" target="_blank">The Portal. <span style="font-family: times;"><span style="white-space-collapse: collapse;">Part </span></span>5</a>
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</div></div></div>Elena Nezhinskyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00636408105930984282noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1824164954253298649.post-61129465336006036422023-11-08T19:16:00.007-05:002023-11-12T23:07:24.613-05:00 š„The PORTAL. Part 5š„: Stay Away From the Babushka!<p><span style="font-family: times;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #050505; font-size: 15px; white-space-collapse: preserve;"></span></span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: times;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #050505; font-size: 15px; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjIT-vtGppbz_HofPT9DI9d_hyphenhyphenuPm5e_zLtJieyXaRQxMdIEWn2durXYfDRXcxXafms0bNTKmMIIWwvhSMtr8OvUdRuD-J0L4UQuFcTKRMoIjdVimg4VHxUF5cirRV40Hc6YJEa1A7qTlOqxeehxGA0d-FFllkZxvMRXo2jNuGnUB8AIFdJRVk-IXvL8X0/s1361/11053559_10155434804570711_2239464156930267668_o.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1361" data-original-width="1361" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjIT-vtGppbz_HofPT9DI9d_hyphenhyphenuPm5e_zLtJieyXaRQxMdIEWn2durXYfDRXcxXafms0bNTKmMIIWwvhSMtr8OvUdRuD-J0L4UQuFcTKRMoIjdVimg4VHxUF5cirRV40Hc6YJEa1A7qTlOqxeehxGA0d-FFllkZxvMRXo2jNuGnUB8AIFdJRVk-IXvL8X0/s320/11053559_10155434804570711_2239464156930267668_o.jpg" width="320" /></a></span></span></div><span style="font-family: times;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #050505; font-size: 15px; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><span style="background-color: transparent;"><br /></span></span></span><p></p><p><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #050505; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><span style="background-color: transparent;">Švery human being is living human experiences they need to go though to evolve</span>. We come here exactly for this - to have this field of all kinds of human experiences, just like in a big Chinese buffet, you ever went to a real big one, I went in NYC, and it was incredible selection! Surely I didnāt like everything, but there were foods I wanted to try. Just like in life, we are gravitating to the experiences where </span><span style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><a style="animation-name: none; color: #385898; cursor: pointer; transition-property: none;" tabindex="-1"></a></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #050505; white-space-collapse: preserve;">something in us can be resolved, transformed. We donāt think about people we meet and experiences that come to us in these terms, but with time, we actually do start to evaluate situations and events, people, from this angle. </span></span></p><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">When this happens, it takes care of the victim mentality, that life is not fair to us, that someone did something to us. We look at life from different perspective. Why I get this situation every time, what is that message I need to hear? The abandonment story, if anyone had that in their life scenario, knows that this is not one time event, if this happened and something inside of us clicked on it, then it will be replicated through the life: different circumstances, different people, same feeling, same pain The story will fragment itself on the similar stories and associated feelings, there will be rejection present, feeling of not good enough, low self worth, and similar. We are deep in a Chinese buffet dinner of all kinds of experiences and all kind of tastes and feelings! </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">From this perspective we can actually start to be more mindful of whatās in front of us, observe and analyze the situation on the plate and make some decisions. And of cause, when we are affected, we canāt observe, analyze and make right decisions, we just act out of the pain. Does it happen to me? Yes. It even happen very recently and created a bigger chaos. But sometimes chaotic movement is better than no movement, this is why I am ok with this one. It had to move, I just had not enough awareness and skill in the moment to initiate this movement in a more harmonious way. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Start approaching every situation as it is an image you are looking at, you are looking at your plate full of food, or a painting in a museum, if that works better, and look at this painting, your life situation, look with your eyes softened, see all the details, as they are painted on the canvas, canvas of life. When you look like that you will see that everybody involved just trying their best to go through this life, and all of them are in pain that they hide from themselves and others, and all of them donāt have skills to deal with life in a more harmonious way. Just like you. Just like me.</span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">We all here in this life bumping into each other, like in a buffet when itās full, we carry our trays full of pain and bumping our butts, trying to maneuver through. This is the state of humanity at these times. There is not much light, but there is so much pain. We donāt have to add to the pain on the trays that people carry, but sometimes it happens, and sometimes it is inevitable, most of the times it is unconscious. Me writing this is just an aim to make it more understandable so we all soften to each other. Doesnāt mean we allow others to cut the line or get all the lobster tails, but when they do, understand that they do it because they carry a tray full of pain and they just trying to compensate for this by doing some things they wouldnāt do if they would be free. Free from pain.</span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">So we have to live these experiences and be as much aware as we can in the moment. And if we canāt in the moment, then retrospectively. The awareness is transformative catalyst, and until we are not using this property extensively, we walk through life as a victim of the circumstances, and for the victim no matter how much money we make or how much possessions we have, we will never be no satisfied with life, no happy to be alive. Itās not possible. Always will be something or someone who did something wrong to us. And most people live in this very state. Now you understand that if one is in the victim state then one always will be blaming something external. This does apply to the world scale as well. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Its gets tricky on this bigger scale, because it is much easier to see yourself as a victim, because on the other side is something bigger, the system, machine, the algorithm, that put me, us in this situation where we have wars and disasters and poverty and deaths of children. Itās actually really screwed up not to see it like this, itās almost cruel not to see it exactly like this. How in the world one can be neutral to the world events right now! Only heartless psychopath can. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">How about this illustration. You are working in the hospital, I have a friend who works in the emergency room here in our local hospital, he would get this one. You have suffering people with all kinds of conditions, wounds and pain come to the emergency room, and you have to work. Not express your emotions and become one of them, disabled, weak and suffering, but the one who enters the room, look at the patient in any condition, and smile. If he wouldnāt have compassion, he would not be working crazy shifts helping all kinds of people: clean and dirty, he is driven by this feeling, but he canāt go into the emotions, he would loose himself, loose his clarity, and be ineffective. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">And in the other rooms there are many other suffering people, and they are either waiting or attended by other physicians, and he is unconcerned with them he is here, in this room, taking care of what is in front of him. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Why this example? Because there is a lot of suffering people āin different roomsā of this planet, and still we are talking about doing and feeling whatās in front of us. It doesnāt make us heartless psychopaths, it centers our energy and makes us live life fully, instead of living life in the head, in the emotions, in the virtual world with all the news. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">There is another side. What many would call a conspiracy, but it is as real as telepathy. Telepathy is real, can some people transmit thoughts to another part of the world? If you say yes, then you will understand what I will say. If you think telepathy is not real, its a conspiracy, then you will never accept that such things exist in our world and you, probably should not read my texts not to get cognitive dissonance that can cause some troubles for you in your constructed reality. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">You know how we get the milk? The cow goes to the field, eat some grass, comes back home. The babushka comes with the bucket and a stool. She sits on the stool and start to milk the cow. āTswirk, tswirkā, I even now remember this sound of the milk hitting the aluminum bucket. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">If you noticed that 90% of events we are hit by through the media, main or alternative, it is all about disasters in the world. Itās like you are sitting in a Coliseum in Ancient Rome, the show is never ending fight, and everybody just want the blood. Believe it or not, but people use news for adrenaline rush, because their life suck so much, they need a boost. It does happen unconsciously, of cause. Those in Coliseum also unconsciously cheered for blood.</span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">All the news in the world aim to evoke emotion, and 90% of it - emotions of anger, greed, fear, jealousy, envy, guilt, shame, disappointment, revenge and etcā¦- all these emotions are that very milk that is squeezed and, like in telepathy, transferred. How exactly this mechanism works, I donāt know. But I have heard the descriptions of different methods of miking and of different babushkas. Letās leave it at that, because I can go on another 1K of words here, easy. And I feel this image will be enough for you to think before you fall into the next hysteria āMasks sign of loveā or āStanding with Chinaāā¦ ops, that probably will never happen, but man, this whole Reset is so graphic, who knows what else.</span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">I mentioned in some other place that this Reset is called āsoftā. Yey! <span class="x3nfvp2 x1j61x8r x1fcty0u xdj266r xhhsvwb xat24cr xgzva0m xxymvpz xlup9mm x1kky2od" style="animation-name: none; display: inline-flex; height: 16px; margin: 0px 1px; transition-property: none; vertical-align: middle; width: 16px;"><img alt="š" class="xz74otr" height="16" referrerpolicy="origin-when-cross-origin" src="https://static.xx.fbcdn.net/images/emoji.php/v9/teb/2/16/1f642.png" style="animation-name: none; border: 0px; object-fit: fill; transition-property: none;" width="16" /></span> I guess, we supposed to be happy about killing us softly and not in one big swoop by gigantic monstrous flood event! There were hard resets before when most of the planet would be flooded, and remaining people would wake up from sudden loss of all the memory, look around the ruins and start to scrape for food and live from that point on. Think about it! This time is not like that, so we can be grateful at least for this <span class="x3nfvp2 x1j61x8r x1fcty0u xdj266r xhhsvwb xat24cr xgzva0m xxymvpz xlup9mm x1kky2od" style="animation-name: none; display: inline-flex; height: 16px; margin: 0px 1px; transition-property: none; vertical-align: middle; width: 16px;"><img alt="š" class="xz74otr" height="16" referrerpolicy="origin-when-cross-origin" src="https://static.xx.fbcdn.net/images/emoji.php/v9/teb/2/16/1f642.png" style="animation-name: none; border: 0px; object-fit: fill; transition-property: none;" width="16" /></span>. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">I know, what I write is far off, but humor helps, right? The scale of Resets are humongous, no wonder humanity donāt know its own history, we only know the last 2 thousands years of Christianity, and what was for millions and billions of years before that?! When you understand this part, it will be easier for you to live your life quietly, and do your work, instead of joining the milking line. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">So you will ask me why I am not living my life quietly. I actually do. But I write these kind of texts, in English, and another kind of texts, but also transformative, in Russian, because I canāt not do it. You come to this point in life when you are ready. I have been doing this for many years, but my own fears made me not ready to see things clearly. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">As you evolve in Spirit, things change, you open up yourself and become a channel. Not the channel that channels some entities from astral plane through receiving the voices or images, no. I will write about it the next time, because everybody is allured by astral plane, strive for connection with angels, helpers and entities of any sort, but donāt know how they actually pay for this. What I am talking is no entities of any kind, just me, human. Here is my take on it, its personal, it can be different for you:</span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">At some point you are acutely feel and moved by something bigger then you. </span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Your time of living for yourself is done, even living for your family, or your social circles - done. </span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">You gathered enough human experiences in different areas, </span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">enough to move from the horizontal plane of living to the depth of your origins . </span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">You shed enough of conditioning, your karma has no iron grip on you anymore, </span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">you left most of people behind, </span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">because you had to clear the space for aloneness and </span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">go through some of the events in life </span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">and inner metamorphosis </span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">without onlookers. </span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">You start to feel connection to the bigger forces, </span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">bigger then even the planet itself.</span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">You understand your ancient roots through the whole history, </span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">not limited to the Earth. </span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">You look at world events with neutrality, </span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">it doesn't mean you support the violence, </span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">you know that your place in not on the barricades, </span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">in the crowds, online or offline, </span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">your place becomes visible with time </span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">when you are not limited longer by fears, family relations, responsibilities to anyone, </span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">but your Conscience. </span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Your own Conscience guides your involvements, engagements, decisions</span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">and forms your meaning.</span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">You can't close the eyes to what most close, </span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">and you can't be silent when you know you can open a view for others to evolve, </span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">you just simply live who you are and why you are here. </span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">At least for this very time, </span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">because nothing is static in you, not planned and not made up, </span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">you are fluid in your thoughts and actions, and open to life </span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">exactly as it is appearing at the moment. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; 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</span></div></div>Elena Nezhinskyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00636408105930984282noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1824164954253298649.post-27279553248662926342023-11-07T11:16:00.009-05:002023-11-19T10:02:52.235-05:00 š„The PORTAL. Part 4š„ Gloom and Doom situation? NOT !!<p><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;"></span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgcbRHfqnYFnReff8ppX36n51cZOcQ8mccsYx5q2p89aaFF1QcWWZxyvGdNB1kHPSD4dtaVPmMp9Sb4ocRRYCP-intZ2iR748Hlxh5_4jKsZ5x47hbnwE4v84qj4PGwzntYG_eR043Tkt6E8dNlMh9UczQPj3BYJlWR9tqRQy6sp5ymNUJVJKxZolKya9sc/s1200/quantum_mechanicswk394y.webp" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="800" data-original-width="1200" height="266" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgcbRHfqnYFnReff8ppX36n51cZOcQ8mccsYx5q2p89aaFF1QcWWZxyvGdNB1kHPSD4dtaVPmMp9Sb4ocRRYCP-intZ2iR748Hlxh5_4jKsZ5x47hbnwE4v84qj4PGwzntYG_eR043Tkt6E8dNlMh9UczQPj3BYJlWR9tqRQy6sp5ymNUJVJKxZolKya9sc/w400-h266/quantum_mechanicswk394y.webp" width="400" /></a>
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</span></span></div><span style="font-family: helvetica; white-space-collapse: preserve;">I got a bit tired to write these long messages every day. It does take a lot of effort. But I feel it's my duty to do this write up, and then people who needs this information, will find it.</span><p></p><span style="font-family: helvetica;"><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">I continue, and to illustrate my point of not involving emotionally into world events I will use the words of Viktor Frankl, Austrian psychotherapist, survivor of a Nazi concentration camp:</span><br /><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">"<i>Those who believed that everything would end soon were the first to break down. Then there are those who did not believe that it would ever end. The survivors were those who focused on their own affairs, without expectations of what else might happen.</i>"</span><br /><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">Guys, we live in the grand simulated reality that aim to feed our minds with events that are planned and executed by the clock as a mean to evoke thoughts and emotions and keep up this artificial matrix. We get filled so full that we forget about other human properties. We forget about our Conscience, Will, ability to Feel, Create with our thought-image, not just follow artificial ideas. </span><br /><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">Linear mind vs Consciousness, emotion vs Feeling - is where all the difference lies. Sounds easy, but most of the human beings have no idea what Consciousness is. We are using the mind from the early age, not consciousness, we get rewarded by using the mind. By certain age we know how to get the information: open up the newspaper, turn on TV, ask a teacher, read a book, search on the Internet. Is it right? </span><br /><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">If I walk down the street and ask people what they do to know, most would mentioned mass media method and asking experts and teachers method. I really saw this and felt this on my own skin in 2020 when populations needed "scientific proof" for every common sense sentence against the mass brainwash. </span><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">Every confused mind, hidden by ego needed a scientific proof and if the ego had a power, you were done.
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I saw one of the ugliest conflicts in the Western spirituality, a witch hunt on Phil Escott during those times. P.S. I don't want to use the name of the opponent, mostly because its not the point of my writing, but if you want to know more, its all documented in Phil's podcasts.
</span><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">That time I didnt know how to explain, how to communicate with people who operate only through the mind. I tried different methods. I would talk about myself and tried people get some information by example. I posted pictures of the supplements I was taking, told the stories what I do and how to boost the immunity. Then I tried to shock people from their usual state of mind by acting out, so they might hear. I ended up blocking those who were relentless in providing "scientific information on the benefit of v. and m.". I felt I was fighting with a multi-headed dragon, you slay one head, the other ten will come up. </span><br /><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">Very seldom someone would take a pause, become quite, then say silently: "I will listen to whats comes up", and they would go away. Then later I would see them fighting with brainwash on their platfoms. I don't know how exactly that worked, but tuning in with their own wisdom and reasoning would do the trick. Relying on others's information, "scientific information" would just sink the one even more deeply into brainwash. </span><br /><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">"I will Listen" is the key to navigate in this artificial world we participate in. This is why many times I wrote the same, starting from 2010 I would say, in different ways: </span><br /><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">Sit quietly. </span><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">Post a question. </span><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">To yourself. </span><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">To your own Consciousness.</span><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">ASK. </span><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">Become very quite. </span><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">Very still. </span><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">Listen. </span><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">Without tension, </span><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">without expectations, </span><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">without making anything up. </span><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">Listen to the feeble voice within. </span><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">Of your own Conscience. </span><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">It will show you the way.</span><br /><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">Most people would brush right through these words. Too simple to even consider. Better will go to the next guru and ask him what to do. Its going on the 14th year of the same message from me. Nothing new, and still every time I write it and it sounds like a code, a key. Anyone who took this key and turned it in yourself, know that the key open up the door to yourself. It may take a while, but if one wants to make a relationship with yourself, if one wants to communicate with their own Conscience, this needs to be nurtured. Like that mind we all train: in kindergarten, school, university, memorizing toons of information. Consciousness doesn't need to be trained, but you need to establish that connection with it which is lost by wrong upbringing, wrong education, matrix conditioning that aim to separate us from ourselves.</span><br /><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">After the dust settled I learnt to be ok with people who listened to their own wisdom and who listened to "scientific information". I realized, we are all different, so different that even in this very open write up, I can't be yet open with how different we are, this part I would have to leave for the future. </span><br /><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">See, I listen to my own Conscience, and it told me its necessary to put this information, its the right time. Most will just scroll through, some will connect. But it is safe now to open cans of warms, not all the cans yet. Imagine even 5 years ago, no one would listen, and 10 years ago I would end up somewhere I didn't belong. Times are changing now rapidly. As I said in the previous parts of The Portal, its an opportunity to wake up as never before. </span><br /><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">Everything wide open: White, Black, Light, Dark, Left, Right, Up, Down - any kind of information is IN. Its available. Its so much information, it creates a HUM, and in this sea of frequencies of information we connect with what we resonate with. Right now the frequency is more or less set, who is who is established, so to speak, innerly, by our own choices before, conscious or unconscious, by what we relied on, by the strength of our Conscience, our consciously or unconsciously installed values.</span><br /><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">People don't understand how important to know what information is. How important to guard yourself from certain information. So you will not be affected by it. Yes, information is not just a word meaning knowledge. </span><br /><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">IN - inside</span><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">FORM - a body of knowlege that has a specific form</span><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">ATION - action - it forms, mould YOU to it's FORM</span><br /><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">Think about it. Do you want something that is harmful for you to take in? Would you eat poison? But you readily open yourself to poisoning your mind. If you can digest it - no problem, but if you can't, it creates specific formations in your mind that become your own thoughts and ideas, and then you are closed up to the beneficial information, you are too full. But uncomfortably confused. And a glass of wine actually makes you feel better. Makes you not think about your condition. Everything will be better tomorrow, next month, next year....</span><br /><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">I just added this text to my writer's app called Scrivener. I started to use it when I started a new book, I really like it organizes my files much better then just using Word. This app also make it easy to see the statistics. By the calculations of words, I am only halfway to what I need in this Part 4, so stay with me for another 800 words :). </span><br /><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">This is from academic Fursov:</span><br /><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">"<i>Their plan is to create lower classes by fragmenting society, encouraging extreme forms of individualism on the one hand, and on the other hand, working on the primitivization of human behavior and psychology through the destruction of culture and education.</i></span><i><br /><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">One presentation at the World Economic Forum contained an important observation: those who can do two things in the future will have a chance - to read long texts and analyze their content. On this occasion, I remembered a Chinese proverb that says: "Those who cannot read a long text will work with their hands." The only problem is that in a post-capitalist society, hands will not be needed, because there will be no industry.</span><br /><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">A person of post-capitalism will live in virtual reality. For example: you will watch pornography, you will watch action movies, you will play games, and all together you will live in a world of so-called augmented reality. You live in a bad house on a dirty street, but if you wear special glasses, you are in the Maldives.</span><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">We are talking about creating a society whose peaks and bases differ as two biological species. The upper classes live 120-140 years in ecologically clean zones, closed cities and completely control the lower classes and resources. The lower classes live for 40-60 years, are physically weak, uneducated, live in polluted areas, but are focused on virtual reality." </span></i><br /><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">What he is writing is not a fantasy, it is actually a reality we are living and we will see this unfolding further. Now you know where we are going, you can make a choice how you want to live your life, there is a choice still available. Later on there will be no choice. Understand that every choice right now you make is very important. Where you live, how, on what you rely. Make sure you think about independent water source, energy, you think about your dependance on the system. If you have a job in the system and without that job you are stuck with the mortgage or rent in the apartment in a big city, on an island...hmmm I would really think about it (son, I am talking to you)</span><br /><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">Gloom and Doom situation? Not. Why not, you ask? Because this is exactly situation we agreed to enter this plane, through our mother. Mother - star gates we came through, we embody this very costume of a human body and here we are! We are not these bodies. We are Quantum Consciousness and we remain as such in any conditions. And Quantum Consciousness can play any kind of roles here, it depends what it came to learn. Maybe it came to learn a lesson for which such conditions are required. This about it what kind of lesson it can be that it can't be learnt in any other way then some really intense and chaotic conditions? You tell me what you've got. What you feel you came here for to learn, to discover, to express to the world. It might be several lessons, or one, I don't know how it is for you. I am discovering myself everyday. </span><br /><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">Sometime ago I saw how in spite of of almost debilitating fear, I went out of my ways, I let my voice free, I stopped hiding behind masks. I knew at that time: I am learning Courage. How would I learnt if I would not be presented by life with the situation that almost crashed me? At the time it was so painful I almost lost it, but kept going, and un-tied this knot in myself - this quantum entanglement of the soul, got free from this contraction in me, then went forward and wrote a lot about it so others can get free too. </span><br /><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">Do you see how significant this process is and how we are all tie together, and the inner work of one soul benefits all!? Would you trade in the conditions for the "better", those that will make you sleep in your own karmic tendencies without any possibility to be resolved? Just for temporary "comfort" in this life in this body, and then what when you drop it , leave behind, and get naked in a quantum field? What would you realize? What a fkn waste of opportunity it was! So, do not fear ANY conditions, fear that you won't use the opportunity to evolve and contribute to the Whole to evolve. Because anything less than that is a waste of precious human life. Whatever achievements and possessions you gathering here without deep inner work, will be discounted as soon as you strip this avatar. </span><br /><br /><span style="white-space-collapse: preserve;">Ok, let me get more precise here. I don't know what is the aim of your being here and I don't want to lessen it. Even in a case of unconscious life there are lessons we all go through, and little by little the awareness sips in, maybe not in this life, but the next, or the next. Every human experience is valid and what is happening is exactly whats right. Sometimes I dramatize things just to paint an image to make a certain impact. Don't look at words, take a notice of what you've got from them.
Again, I am writing, and don't have energy to edit, yet. Its like I am giving you to read very raw text of a draft that even I didn't go over yet.
Links to previous posts:
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</span><span style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><a class="x1i10hfl xjbqb8w x6umtig x1b1mbwd xaqea5y xav7gou x9f619 x1ypdohk xt0psk2 xe8uvvx xdj266r x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r xexx8yu x4uap5 x18d9i69 xkhd6sd x16tdsg8 x1hl2dhg xggy1nq x1a2a7pz xt0b8zv xzsf02u x1s688f" href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-2-how-to-live-in-these.html" role="link" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; animation-name: none; background-color: transparent; border-color: initial; border-style: initial; border-width: 0px; box-sizing: border-box; cursor: pointer; display: inline; font-size: 15px; font-weight: 600; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; text-align: inherit; text-decoration-line: none; touch-action: manipulation; transition-property: none;" tabindex="0">The Portal. Part 2</a><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, .SFNSText-Regular, sans-serif"><span style="font-size: 15px;">
</span></span></span><a href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-3-why-i-am-writing.html" style="font-size: medium;"><b>The Portal. Part 3</b></a></div></div></span><br /><br /></span><br />Elena Nezhinskyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00636408105930984282noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1824164954253298649.post-1270452361229856232023-11-05T14:11:00.006-05:002023-11-12T23:05:50.487-05:00 š„THE PORTAL. Part 3š„ Why I am writing these things and why it is important for you to know too<div class="xdj266r x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span><div class="separator" style="clear: both; font-family: inherit; font-size: 15px; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiG3gZ-dKQPZX_bL93C1it35CLlK890iMDWKGetCrFgpJG5VbNtUTtjiJUG2qOju-uPAtFKBlnwMDWgZQClJuOoeGk9kqkdceWVQa5RTaGN2gupBDWAVyIKIrcBG6886lUXyxcfvEKqQZwd738a71_YemP4TwF29hcjvWwsJttln7PDMDTDLtepJCo4Ak5d/s604/i%20(8).jpeg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="604" data-original-width="483" height="400" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiG3gZ-dKQPZX_bL93C1it35CLlK890iMDWKGetCrFgpJG5VbNtUTtjiJUG2qOju-uPAtFKBlnwMDWgZQClJuOoeGk9kqkdceWVQa5RTaGN2gupBDWAVyIKIrcBG6886lUXyxcfvEKqQZwd738a71_YemP4TwF29hcjvWwsJttln7PDMDTDLtepJCo4Ak5d/w320-h400/i%20(8).jpeg" width="320" /></a></div><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Today I received a message from a long time friend on Facebook, he said that he just was about to contact me, and then I posted these writings on how to be a human and remain human in the times of a chaos, he found them very helpful and just wanted me to know this. I very much appreciate this kind of feedback. Think about it. I have no idea what you guys need, I just feel the urge </span></span><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;"><span style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><a style="animation-name: none; color: #385898; cursor: pointer; transition-property: none;" tabindex="-1"></a></span><span>to write, and if you tell me that it's helpful, this really helpful to me too! Let me know in comments if this benefited you in some way, it would be great to hear!</span></span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">I know I am writing some stuff that people usually don't do openly on social media, especially we saw during plandemic what was happening with accounts of people trying to tell the truth about vac and masks, they were restricted, deleted and etc...</span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">So why I went forward and unloading here this information in these posts? As I wrote about before, and I believe it is the case on this planet, and in our Universe, Balance has the highest precedence. This world contains all possibilities, from our human perspective they can feel just and unjust, bad and good, light and dark, incredible and horrible - all possibilities exist, what matters is the BALANCE.</span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Anyone who missed here is the beginning of these notes about portal of our times, how to deal with whats going on:<br /></span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Part 1: <span style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><a class="x1i10hfl xjbqb8w x6umtig x1b1mbwd xaqea5y xav7gou x9f619 x1ypdohk xt0psk2 xe8uvvx xdj266r x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r xexx8yu x4uap5 x18d9i69 xkhd6sd x16tdsg8 x1hl2dhg xggy1nq x1a2a7pz xt0b8zv xzsf02u x1s688f" href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-1.html" role="link" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; animation-name: none; background-color: transparent; border-color: initial; border-style: initial; border-width: 0px; box-sizing: border-box; cursor: pointer; display: inline; font-weight: 600; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; text-align: inherit; text-decoration-line: none; touch-action: manipulation; transition-property: none;" tabindex="0">https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-1.html</a></span></span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Part 2: <span style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><a class="x1i10hfl xjbqb8w x6umtig x1b1mbwd xaqea5y xav7gou x9f619 x1ypdohk xt0psk2 xe8uvvx xdj266r x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r xexx8yu x4uap5 x18d9i69 xkhd6sd x16tdsg8 x1hl2dhg xggy1nq x1a2a7pz xt0b8zv xzsf02u x1s688f" href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-2-how-to-live-in-these.html" role="link" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; animation-name: none; background-color: transparent; border-color: initial; border-style: initial; border-width: 0px; box-sizing: border-box; cursor: pointer; display: inline; font-weight: 600; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; text-align: inherit; text-decoration-line: none; touch-action: manipulation; transition-property: none;" tabindex="0">https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-2-how-to-live-in-these.html</a>
I write on Facebook, then post here. On Facebook you can comment. I don't have comments on my blog, I don't want to deal with spam.</span></span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Obviously I got the information from some sources, and I have been observing these sources for a long while. I will share with you my correspondence with one source, so you will see why I trust the information that comes from them. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">I also will translate you an article and you will understand where the information is stored, all the history of this planet, of humanity, that very history that we don't know, because we only know what we are told, which is a lie. Or maybe I just will tell you the basics. That there are certain human beings on this planet (not spirits, not entities of other planes, HUMANS just like us, with a very evolved consciousness) that keep the knowledge, when they go and come back, they don't loose the memory, they have an ability to remember themselves and their responsibility from life to life. They are the Wardens. They can't interfere with humanity, they just keep the knowledge, protect and preserve. To the times when this knowledge is needed. And the times are now. This is why it is coming out to us. It is all about the Balance. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">To protect the balance on this planet, more people need to wake up. I am sure you have heard the phrase: "At this time every soul counts". It is probably true, as what I have heard is to completely take over the planet 80% of the humanity needs to be completely under illusion, subdued, not able to think, or exercise their will. Right now, as if I trust this sources, 65% of humanity is in that kind of state. Some looking or waiting for the Savior, some already not looking for anything other then watching TV and glad to be entertained by it: humanity needs "Ń Š»ŠµŠ±Š° Šø Š·ŃŠµŠ»ŠøŃŃ" - "bread and entertainment", as one of the famous guys said. This is why I keep saying: Observe, do not engage. We will have this kind of entertainment on a regular basis, while those who control this planet doing whatever is needed to roll this Reset. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Of cause, if you are in the place of the conflict or disaster, you gotta do what you gotta do. But if you are not there, then you gotta do your life, people, do not add to the 65%, start to look inside yourself and deal with your own issues, clear your own places inside. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Each of us came here with specific aim, start to notice that homogenization that I was talking about in Part 2, start to aim, intend to become real. Most of the times its just like a war, but inside: you and you - the one that wants to be real, and the one that afraid to loose everything if he/she start to be real. Afraid to loose people who used to you to be as you are right now, and they won't like you to change. Afraid to loose maybe certain status, position, its understandable. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Start slow, don't rush, try to open yourself to yourself first. When you see yourself real and like it then it will be easier to show yourself to the world. Its like coming out from the closet, as we say. Its easier these times, because before these crazy times most what people were afraid of is to appear inadequate, a little off, inappropriate. Remember this? This points so much to homogenization. Everybody have to be similar, no one can cross that line. Maybe artists, they had more freedom, but the regular Joe had to constantly wear the persona, a mask. Now this craziness of life gave permission to many people to act out of usual persona, and its not uncommon now to see people radically change, not like like before.</span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">What I ask you to do is to start noticing when you are real and when you acting like persona, just noticing. Noticing shouldn't be difficult unless you don't want the truth. if you don't, then yo will be afraid to see that. But I am doubting my long posts attracts those people. They are ok in their ignorance, we all have different journeys in life. I was too impatient with people, too assertive, too arrogant before, I am more mature now and I don't push on people, I let them be as they are and have their experience as it is. Maybe I am still pushy with Anthony, but even with him, I am mellowed out <span class="x3nfvp2 x1j61x8r x1fcty0u xdj266r xhhsvwb xat24cr xgzva0m xxymvpz xlup9mm x1kky2od" style="animation-name: none; display: inline-flex; height: 16px; margin: 0px 1px; transition-property: none; vertical-align: middle; width: 16px;"><img alt="š" class="xz74otr" height="16" referrerpolicy="origin-when-cross-origin" src="https://static.xx.fbcdn.net/images/emoji.php/v9/teb/2/16/1f642.png" style="animation-name: none; border: 0px; object-fit: fill; transition-property: none;" width="16" /></span></span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Coming back to Balance. I just felt that the times now of open doors. I see it everywhere I look -information is flooding the space, open, nothing is a secret anymore, you just need to connect with a right information, have a certain frequency of consciousness. The Balance requires this information to be here. And if before people would be afraid to post openly, because they would call troubles to themselves, now it is an open door. I feel it such, because I don't feel any tension in myself, and no fear. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">And of cause, I trained myself for the last many years not to care what individual people think of me and what I write. I don't depend on people in any way. I don't have clients or students, even friends I depend on, I tried many things, but never was interested to build some kind of following where I would have to watch what I say, I told myself long ago that I have to become completely independent so I can say and write without altering my words. I didn't know this kind of craze in the world will be happening, but I was guided by my Conscience and, because I followed, though it was against what's common and seemingly right, now I am free with my expression. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Not everybody needs this information. So how I sort it out those who actually don't need it, or maybe it will be not beneficial for them, maybe they will start to worry even more whats going to happen to them? I sort it out by writing very long posts. The attention span of a modern man is probably a paragraph, maybe a few. The only people who will read the whole text would be those who read and it resonates in them, they have insights, they feel wow, I am not alone, they get energized, they are eager to know more. These are you, people, you know who you are, you are exactly those I am talking to. Some of you I know and some of you read anonymously, thats ok, whatever works for you. You always can write to me privately, just say that you read my posts, that would be great to know, but if you want to be invisible, thats good too. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">And if you somehow got to read to this line, but you don't really need this information, let me tell you this: this is just a conspiracy and I am a lunatic, all is well, mate. Just keep doing what you do, don't pay attention to this crap. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Since I need to make these post long, here is what else I want to tell you. This very friend that I mentioned in the beginning of this post said he was running away from being real with all kinds of tricks, just like most of us: spiritual seeking, head-based neo advaita, alcohol and etc...</span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">I want to talk a little about alcohol. I know many people who fooled themselves with "social drinking" trick where they would drink a glass of wine or a bottle, depends on a stamina, as an un-wind thing or as a pleasure thing, but if they would look into it closely and very honestly, this is really an escape thing. How to become real if you escape every day or every other day to face something you don't want to face. You just keep the lie going, but you feel its just a little lie, no big deal: honestly, my life suck, but I make believe that its actually a good life, I built this life and it must be good, and I smooth it out with the wine, take that edge off, and I am oki dock to go forward without really changing myself and my life. Cheers! </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">This worked before, when we all were brainwashed by the System machine, comforted, given rewards, just to keep sleeping. Now matrix won't give anymore rewards, these are different times, and we have to be clear, alert, know whats going on, because what will be your advantage in a future is the ABILITY TO TAKE the RESPONSIBILITY for yourself and MAKE RIGHT DECISIONS.. And 2020th shown us that many just put that responsibility of your own health and decisions on the gov. Many made bad choices, listened to bad advisers. One choice like that and your life is taking a different course. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Be the most clear version of you so you can make right decisions. Alcohol is the substance that has its own entities. Those entities in Russian called "lyarvas", not sure what it is called in English. These entities either gently, if you drink a glass, or not so gently, if you gobble a bottle, suck your energy, your clarity, your reasoning. They also affect the psyche and want to you have that glass of wine. I know how it is, I had periods in my life when I had a glass of wine here and there, and sometimes streaks of time when I would drink a glass of wine every day with dinner or with cheese. I love it, but I can't do it. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">The frequency of alcohol is so low, it brings you right to the lower chakras, this is why we all know that alcohol has dumbing effect. Of cause, if you never dwelled in the higher levels of consciousness, you won't agree with me here, but I know that those people do not read my posts. For anyone who reads my posts and keep drinking alcohol, please stop it. If you need some substance temporary to stop drinking, use a little marihuana, at least it doesn't drop you down in frequency. And later on you will have to stop that as well, I will explain you why in details in the future post. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">And if you want to have glass of wine with dinner once in a while (not every day), then its fine, of cause, just understand that you voluntarily allow your frequencies to be dropped. I would ask myself why I want my consciousness level to be dropped right now, what is that I can't face in life so I have to have a glass of wine. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">This whole write up on alcohol does not include a family or friends gathering, an event, a go out once in a while. I was only talking about frequent home drinking. And I am sorry this came out so long, and preachy, but I just know how important this is for a Warrior. Warrior lives with and for an Idea, an Intent, service to humanity. Alcohol is for Merchants, they concern mostly about comfort in life, and wine is one of their pleasures. They can have their pleasure, you can't. They can keep lies to themselves, you can't. Their aim is comfort, pleasure and fulfillment, your aim is completeness, wholeness, and Service. Think about it. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">I feel this is enough long and boring that if only a few of you finished it, thats still enough for me to feel complete <span class="x3nfvp2 x1j61x8r x1fcty0u xdj266r xhhsvwb xat24cr xgzva0m xxymvpz xlup9mm x1kky2od" style="animation-name: none; display: inline-flex; height: 16px; margin: 0px 1px; transition-property: none; vertical-align: middle; width: 16px;"><img alt="š" class="xz74otr" height="16" referrerpolicy="origin-when-cross-origin" src="https://static.xx.fbcdn.net/images/emoji.php/v9/teb/2/16/1f642.png" style="animation-name: none; border: 0px; object-fit: fill; transition-property: none;" width="16" /></span> </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">P.S. I didn't plan for these posts, It just happened one day, and then next day - another one, and here is the third, I feel I didn't finish with all I needed to say, so I will continue. Unless the book with take me again, I still have 20% material to write to finish the first draft.
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</span></div></div>Elena Nezhinskyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00636408105930984282noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1824164954253298649.post-87873662951569357012023-11-02T16:11:00.007-04:002023-11-12T23:05:09.574-05:00 š„THE PORTAL. Part 2 š„ How to live in these intense times. CONSCIENCE.<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgRkBYLRySCtwzM4zXtlSwl__NV1krfKQlt4WUM3SY-CoV_v3Z_j4JIm5ov2q1BKTFyhZoM6Zh-eSSQx9zbFcTYaJppQMADRumfOoZxP3x1FnmKPu4ACt8omiVyKT4Xh71ctSiKImaw8JcYvcORPtfoKc6SZ0MZRPVWQxJdCw_gg7hTcFAROwsADRAjE1jj/s960/i%20(6).jpeg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="871" data-original-width="960" height="363" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgRkBYLRySCtwzM4zXtlSwl__NV1krfKQlt4WUM3SY-CoV_v3Z_j4JIm5ov2q1BKTFyhZoM6Zh-eSSQx9zbFcTYaJppQMADRumfOoZxP3x1FnmKPu4ACt8omiVyKT4Xh71ctSiKImaw8JcYvcORPtfoKc6SZ0MZRPVWQxJdCw_gg7hTcFAROwsADRAjE1jj/w400-h363/i%20(6).jpeg" width="400" /></a></div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #050505; font-family: times; white-space-collapse: preserve;">So, how to navigate these crazy times on Earth right now and keep sanity, and more then that, to discover your mission here, and serve that, regardless of the circumstances. Post from Facebook.
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Here </span><span style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; font-family: times; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><a style="animation-name: none; color: #385898; cursor: pointer; transition-property: none;" tabindex="-1"></a></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #050505; font-family: times; white-space-collapse: preserve;">is Part 1: </span><span style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; font-family: times; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><a class="x1i10hfl xjbqb8w x6umtig x1b1mbwd xaqea5y xav7gou x9f619 x1ypdohk xt0psk2 xe8uvvx xdj266r x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r xexx8yu x4uap5 x18d9i69 xkhd6sd x16tdsg8 x1hl2dhg xggy1nq x1a2a7pz xt0b8zv xzsf02u x1s688f" href="https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-1.html" role="link" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; animation-name: none; background-color: transparent; border-color: initial; border-style: initial; border-width: 0px; box-sizing: border-box; cursor: pointer; display: inline; font-weight: 600; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; text-align: inherit; text-decoration-line: none; touch-action: manipulation; transition-property: none;" tabindex="0">https://completehumanity.blogspot.com/2023/11/the-portal-part-1.html</a></span></span><p></p><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Know that most of you, probably all of you, who reads this and have patience and wish to know themselves, are human beings with a Soul - the quantum consciousness that incarnates here on this planet to go through different experiences to evolve. We are eternal, there is no reason to be afraid, though matrix makes all so believable, plus around us a lot of people, not humans that are biologically based, and they are mortal, their fear of dying is so prevalent, its a field like a fog over the water covering this planet, we are surely affected, when we are unconscious. And most of the human beings on Earth are unconscious. This is not our fault, this is the environment here to make us dumb and unconscious. And it is happening through massive conditioning of the field of the population living in through the egoic personalities full of fear, greed, vanity, envy, shame, guilt and other poisonous feelings, induced by wrong upbringing, wrong education, wrong values. Today I remembered one modality I studied, and how it referring to this conditioning of the field I described, as Homogenization.</span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Now, what is the process of homogenization? Its putting mild through a process where all the fat molecules breaks and mesh with the water molecules, creating the unified substance where all the molecules are the same. There is no more different molecules, they all are the same. Very similar process happening in the matrix. Its like a homogenizing machine that through the filed human being is conditioned to have the same views, same values, same decisions, same actions. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">In the matrix everybody conditioned to want to have money, look good, be successful, be respected, be admired, be somebody. We are unconscious to who we are and we need to compensate that with artificial persona. And if material greed is not enough to get us completely tied up in the matrix, there are other industries ready and available to make us feel that we are evolving, like an industry of spirituality. Do you really think it's outside of the System? I did, until I opened my eyes and became honest with myself. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Anything big here on Earth is not without the permission, anything real will not have such a help from the matrix and will be hard to find. So if you see big spiritual names, big spiritual resources, especially visible it became in the times of mass conditioning, like it was in 2020, remember this is the industry that is here to condition your brain to homogenize you. Don't be fooled. And of cause, if it would be obvious, who would fall for it, so its really clever. Everything in the matrix is design by the Intellect outside of the Earth, I am not sure what kind of consciousness is that, but it surely very powerful. There is a lot to talk about these things, maybe next time. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">I want to come back to with what I started: how to navigate these times. From what I said, you know now, that waking up to yourself from the artificial persona is utmost important, becoming conscious is a key. When you conscious and know who you are and where you are, and what you are here to do, you will start to withdraw from some processes you were plugged in, so you won't direct your energy to the matrix, but conserve it and use it on your own inner processes and your own mission here. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Then you won't be plugged in with your energy into mask hysteria, Ukraine, Israel and what next hysteria. Were I plugged in? Yes, you know how I was fighting against vac and mask agenda, even big spiritual resource deleted my interview (and a few of colleagues). By now you know what it means to be a "big spiritual resource" and what it serves. Remember, all real is invisible in the matrix, at least to this point. If something is up your face, it has homogenization agenda.</span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Did I learnt though the years of being homogenized, yes! I remember myself being constantly unsatisfied and seeking, searching for that last truth, for that last mind state that will make me whole. I called it enlightenment. I was one of those that never was interested in a material goal, so matrix gave us spiritual goal to search for, that same carrot that makes you put the time and energy in perpetual motion and pump it into the system, that very life force of a human being. And for those inclined with social wellbeing and justice, it provide all kinds of mechanisms to pump out the energy to last drop, and then you drop. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">The only sane and dignified way to navigate these intense times is not to be involved in the world events, not to get into the blades of this giant mixer to be incorporated into homogenized drink for the entities of any sort. All of them, from small to the largest, love the cocktail from fear, anger, greed, shame and guilt. Matrix will organize the giant pumping energy events, including popular TV programs, Madonnas concerts, elections, stock market crashes and pumps, masked world, manmade "natural" disasters, wars and massacres. Do not participate with your energy. If you need to do something in the system, do it without being affected, do what you need, get out. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Focus your energy on your life, your inner life, your service to humanity in any way it is natural to you - that would be your mission here. Do not sell your mission for anything that matrix want to exchange it for. Usually it offers you "belonging", "being accepted", "respected", "admired", offers you "professional" label stamped on your work, rewards with $$ and power. All that you can have naturally for your contribution to humanity, without selling yourself out and become another homogenized human being that is asleep to himself, but pretending to be awake. Honesty with yourself is the only measure here. And not many are able to this simple act, because it will reveal all the ugliness we covered from ourselves, to belong and be rewarded. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">I don't want you to freak out, because there is no need. Everyone of us incarnated here with a mission, and we knew where we are going. Yes, we forgot, but its time to remember. It's not like" "Ops, I got into some shit I didn't mean too!" "Stop this life and give me heavenly realms!" Quantum Consciousness is not that stupid. It wanted to go in because there is something here that it needs. Maybe it is one last knot to untie in the psyche, maybe it is pure love that called you here to express, maybe its an ability here to type from that quantum consciousness to help others to wake up, it maybe all kinds of reasons why you are here, find yours. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Look, if you ever played video game and assumed a player's avatar, you know what I mean. You can loose your head and money, if its paid game, it will suck you dry, you will keep thinking about it all day, give your time and energy to it, and then one day find yourself confused and broke thinking "What the hell was that?!" But all along you had a choice, you just never used it. All along you had a Will, just never executed it. You just got so engrossed into your emotions that you lost your reasoning where is you real and where is the character you play. Don't do it. See the matrix, this illusion of life in a head as it is, not more then it is. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">If everybody "Stand with Ukraine", or stand with the next bamboozled nation, you make a step out of the line. Quietly, no need to attract the attention. I learnt it on my experience. If everybody gets super patriotic and go along with some questionable Z symbols on Russian tanks, step out, you are only driven by the energy of the field around you. When anything draws your attention, stop. Think first if you want to:</span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">spend your time</span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">spend your life force</span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">be conditioned in that field</span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">have less or not at all time and energy for your own mission or finding what is really yours</span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">condition others, close to you, with these emotions.</span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Why I called this write up "The Portal". I already mentioned in the previous part that what is the most important here on Earth is BALANCE. If no balance, then the life here will seise, and this planet is very important in our Universe, we come here to have this embodied experience to continue to evolve, the Higher forces keeping this planet in Balance, and in intense times like this, more LIGHT is penetrating the Consciousness, the atmosphere, to keep this balance. This is why it is actually the times of the greatest possibilities to wake up, to become conscious. Tune in into the right frequency. Not the astral plane with all kind of entities that will channel you questionable information, not all the guides that claim they read and channel, but <b>the frequency of your own CONSCIENCE</b>. That feeble voice that knows your true values and your true mission here, in spite of all the homogenization you undergo. Listen to that feeble voice, it is a portal to return to yourself. You don't need to be any better or different, you just need to return to yourself as you are: unique soul consciousness connected naturally to our Creator, because there is no separation. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">I hope I was enough detailed here, and I probably will continue, if I am allowed. This depends on that balance I mentioned. If my posts participate in restoring the balance, then they will be allowed and attract people to read. If its too much, or not enough, then, even they will be posted, people's attention will be elsewhere. So, we will see. More interest, more energy for me to take the time and write about these things. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">I want to add here a little post I did a few years ago, its important:</span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~</span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">THE IMPORTANCE OF CONSCIENCE IN A LIFE OF A MAN</span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">The most important word for a human being is conscience. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">If no conscience, there is no human being. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">This is a catalytic ingredient that aids transformation into a human being, </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">and because it sounds too simple and confusing at the same </span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">time, we rather disregard this completely. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">And as a result, our spiritual life is built by ego, in Š° mental space, </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">this is why in the times of great pressure most of us collapse and feel disempowered, </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">or on the other side, some of us get hardened more into power trip of the ego. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Look around and you know this is true. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">Real human being at those times feel and act from conscience, </span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">even if it cost him everything</span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">on this plane. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: times; font-size: medium;">He concerns only with the purity of his Soul.</span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; 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</div><div><br /></div></div></span></div></div>Elena Nezhinskyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00636408105930984282noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1824164954253298649.post-277153530104481572023-11-02T13:04:00.006-04:002023-11-12T23:03:58.221-05:00 š„THE PORTAL. Part 1š„ The Matrix we live in and How To.<div style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; transition-property: none;"><div class="x1iorvi4 x1pi30zi x1l90r2v x1swvt13" data-ad-comet-preview="message" data-ad-preview="message" id=":r1l:" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; padding: 4px 16px 16px; transition-property: none;"><div class="x78zum5 xdt5ytf xz62fqu x16ldp7u" style="animation-name: none; display: flex; flex-direction: column; font-family: inherit; margin-bottom: -5px; margin-top: -5px; transition-property: none;"><div class="xu06os2 x1ok221b" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; margin-bottom: 5px; margin-top: 5px; transition-property: none;"><span class="x193iq5w xeuugli x13faqbe x1vvkbs xlh3980 xvmahel x1n0sxbx x1lliihq x1s928wv xhkezso x1gmr53x x1cpjm7i x1fgarty x1943h6x x4zkp8e x3x7a5m x6prxxf xvq8zen xo1l8bm xzsf02u x1yc453h" color="var(--primary-text)" dir="auto" style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; animation-name: none; display: block; font-family: inherit; line-height: 1.3333; max-width: 100%; min-width: 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; word-break: break-word;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; font-size: 0.9375rem; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhBOfXiUTSgb7NSX4yP5hVS3d1g93YvuNXWdfOFLaZOCt1lSXEns55ESi6At0fl167lM7fc6qO9ZA5HAgfU_z3gfuc2LuiAvn885_I9QW4dBlu27VPGJ9zWPs0Glr-W4bmtRmQIdBjLwZUwj5vVrfWc96z-FUxCErVhanuSpWev2DW1htkOZMVxrCbP3WM7/s1377/i.png" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1377" data-original-width="1154" height="400" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhBOfXiUTSgb7NSX4yP5hVS3d1g93YvuNXWdfOFLaZOCt1lSXEns55ESi6At0fl167lM7fc6qO9ZA5HAgfU_z3gfuc2LuiAvn885_I9QW4dBlu27VPGJ9zWPs0Glr-W4bmtRmQIdBjLwZUwj5vVrfWc96z-FUxCErVhanuSpWev2DW1htkOZMVxrCbP3WM7/w335-h400/i.png" width="335" /></a></div><div class="xdj266r x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; font-size: 0.9375rem; margin: 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; transition-property: none;"><span class="x3nfvp2 x1j61x8r x1fcty0u xdj266r xhhsvwb xat24cr xgzva0m xxymvpz xlup9mm x1kky2od" style="animation-name: none; display: inline-flex; font-family: inherit; height: 16px; margin: 0px 1px; transition-property: none; vertical-align: middle; width: 16px;"></span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;">For many of you I will sound off, but for those who will resonate with what I about to write, this will be a very important message.<br /></span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;">I don't want to tell you where I got this information, its not for fact check, you either with me, or you can go and live your life in any ways you want.
</span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;">All <span style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; transition-property: none;"><a style="animation-name: none; color: #385898; cursor: pointer; font-family: inherit; transition-property: none;" tabindex="-1"></a></span>this time a lot of things were happening under the radar of brainwashed and zombified population, and we won't talk about this neither. There are some things we can't change, the Reset is what is happening, and it will be happening, and it will happen. Whatever information you want to belive - its your choice. For some of you it is a choice, and for some of you it is the program that will make a choice for you. In either case, I have no say in that. I probably talk to very small amount of people here. And we only talk what we can change, what we able to do in this situation, so stay with me with this looong message, if you are not sure what to do, how to survive, if you are confused how to navigate these times.</span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;">It will be a bit preachy, a bit like a discourse, sermon, whatever you call it in your tradition, but I have to unload something important, and if I am successful, you will get it. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Many of you know about G.I. Gurgieff work. He was the first one who brought this up to my attention - organ kundabuffer. Its this mysterious "organ" that was installed to keep us in the illusion. At the time I read about it I didn't know what to think of it: "ok, fine, whatever", I thought... then the movie "matrix" showed us visual representation in a way of the plug. Then the movie Avatar, and etc... then I stared to have some experiences I won't tell you about, only because I described it in my new book that will come out next year, and for some of you it will be shocking, I know it, because I tried to see if the editor I was working with before will work with me on this book as well, and she was too affected and not open to the information. The information we getting from different sources - all these years - more and more open: the matrix and it's servants has to inform us what is going on here, and receive our consent, if any manipulations of our consciousness is needed to be done. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Anyways, yes, we are operating here in this system on Earth in the avatars with the plug into this system, its all invisible, energy-based grid. Knowing that we essentially free, always were, but asleep to this condition, really helps to navigate this situation, so try to at least be open to this information, and start to see how we were fed what to think and feel about things from the early age, through conditioning us socially, and more that that - thorough conditioning us though downloading specific programming, blocks of information through the plug. Now, I don't want you to get scared and depressed. Understand, if you are a human being, this is the only way we get to incarnate here - in these very avatars. There is no other costumes here, yes, they suck, but we got to live and have experiences we need for the soul to evolve. Its like if you want to do the diving into the ocean to have that kind of experience you have to wear the diving suite, it has a plug as well, where you get your air. Here you get your hypnosis to believe everything you see and hear. Get it? It is what it is and nothing depressing about it, if you understand that each of us have a mission here, we came for it, and the body and its energetic components is our suit here to be able to live on Earth and gather human experience we need. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Here is the main information. Times came now of the full reset of the matrix. It is going full force and new blocks has to be downloaded into these avatars. There are specific entities that come to every human now to get the permission to reset their mind. They come in different way, mostly in the middle of the night when we are in a deep sleep, when we are unconscious and don't remember anything later on. This can happen in many ways, but I tell you the way I know personally. Through the specific dreams you will be asked to eat or drink something, or sign something. Something will be offered to you. Don't take it, don't eat, don't sign. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;">THREE times you agree and your mind will be reset with blocks of information necessary to be installed in this reset. You won't even know it, you will just go to your job, just like always, but you won't be able to be conscious and make your own decisions have a human Will. You will think whatever the system want you to think. You might even have good life, though I doubt, because if you are a human being with a soul, you will feel that something is not right, but won't be able to wake up. I know it sounds crazy, but I did tell you in the beginning of this post that not everyone will be able to get this information, and this information is not needed for all, just a small number of people who will feel: "yes", or even "maybe, let me experiment."</span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;">ADDED Mon Oct 30: Let me add here, since I got a comment bellow about "wipe out the memory". Your memory will not be wiped out, though there were resets in the past when it happened. People would suddenly find themselves among the ruins and would not remember anything, just start living from that day. This is now a a soft reset, though it does look hard: wars, weather disasters and vac, and etc...and everything looks not real, not logical, not right, but everything proceeds anyways. Matrix reset will not stop, if you are waiting for it, it is going on by a plan, and the plan is in the algorithms, its constantly executing each piece, one after another, its a machine that works like a clock. We are here at the times of this reset, we agreed to be here, so lets see how we can navigate these times in the best possible way. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;">ADDED Mon Oct 30: The same gentlemen in comments said that our consciousness can't be manipulated in sleep, because it is sort of "not fair". The fact that we are unconscious in our sleep is only says that we didn't do our work to stay conscious, it is possible with training, why we didn't train ourselves? Because we don't know it is important, because we are not brought up as children to know, but to forget. Now it's not the time to play this "fair" card, or a victim card, or even "I am cute" card <span class="x3nfvp2 x1j61x8r x1fcty0u xdj266r xhhsvwb xat24cr xgzva0m xxymvpz xlup9mm x1kky2od" style="animation-name: none; display: inline-flex; font-family: inherit; height: 16px; margin: 0px 1px; transition-property: none; vertical-align: middle; width: 16px;"><img alt="š" class="xz74otr" height="16" referrerpolicy="origin-when-cross-origin" src="https://static.xx.fbcdn.net/images/emoji.php/v9/teb/2/16/1f642.png" style="animation-name: none; border: 0px; object-fit: fill; transition-property: none;" width="16" /></span> Lets just see what we actually can do about it, and know what others doing about it.</span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Lets talk about what is possible. Because of the Laws of Balance that holding it all , there are more possibilities to wake up right now then ever, all the possible Light is entering this planet so you can connect with your own self, with your own soul, with the Creator. You are a thought of the Creator, all your being, your life - is one of his quantum thoughts. Just stop for a moment and THINK, about it, ponder on it later today. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;">You notice your thoughts, right, when you are present and couscous? You are noticed too, you are loved, you are cherished, its only you who are absent to that love, if you are not present. By just being present to yourself you can open that connection, real connection. I am in no way talking about Cristian God or any other things like that. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;">We are talking here about the Real, where your Soul belong. This can be established only individually by yourself. It has no wings, halo or any kind of human look. Its a FEELING of LOVE that at that moment gives you a sign that you are seen, noticed, you are loved, and you, with your conscious mind in this moment is present to that love. You are connected to the Source. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;">You don't need middle men, helpers, teachers, gurus, priests, historical figures, man-made Gods, entities of any sort, shamans, psychedelics, ets. You and the Creator - thats it. You are a unique soul, a quantum being, a child of that unconditional Love. When you are present to that Love, you are That.</span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Here is why was all that sermon. The times came when you will be either reset though the plug from the matrix, or you will be reset through that Love and communion with the Source. How this will happen? At 3:45 am to about 5am we, humans, have the deepest sleep, and this is where you will be tested, and if you agree - downloaded new equipment, so to speak, new blocks of information I spoke earlier about. I am not sure how long this process will continue, I am hearing to 2025, but don't know for sure. So how we prevent this happening unconsciously? </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Many spiritual traditions use this time to download their own blocks, you know how we wake up in Vipassana retreats for morning meditation where we sit and Goenka chaning for a full hour in Sanscrit? How Sikhs wake up 3:45am and do their meditation and practices? And so on... Most conscious humans know about this portal and wake up at this time and stay awake for 60-90 min. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;">We can do the same, we wake up at 3:45am to make sure we are conscious and we will not be downloaded from the matrix, and we stay awake, present to life, whatever it is: breathing, feeling, sensing, listening to night sounds, meditating on the present moment, on your heart, your love, we stay in connection with the Source, with our soul, with the light that is still present here, within us, with our innocence, with sincerely. This time is the PORTAL for the LIGHT frequency, just like the portal for any other information. You choose what portal you would be connected to.</span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;">There is nothing artificial you need to focus, only what is present here and now for you. You can sit, you can so automatic writing, you just do whatever you feel will help you to be present. I am doing this and you can join me, know that at your local time and my local time at 3:45am I am present to that very moment. Time only exists in the matrix, so in that present moment we are present together, regardless the time zones. I only mentioned myself here for you to know you wont be doing this alone, and this will help you to wake up, even if you think you need to sleep. Arrange your schedule in a way that you do this, if you feel its important for you. You can go to sleep early, sleep after, sleep during the day more, experiment. I am a worst case of the night owl, but I feel it is important for me, so I am rearranging my life to be able not to be in a deep sleep during that time, but be present and conscious. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;">If you decide to be present or be asleep at the times of the portal energies entering our consciousness, its your choice. But know - WE DO HAVE A CHOICE, every time you are asked something you don't want to do, not sure if you like that, not completely sure about: JUST SAY: "NO". Say NO, do not agree. I hope if anything you get from this long message, this would be - the ability to say NO, to think, to take the time, to figure out and decide on your own. NO is the best word these times. NO, NOPE, NET. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;">I know my word have a weight, because there is no fear behind it. I know it will reach to some of you, and I am happy we will still be together, navigating this controlled chaos like true human beings <span class="x3nfvp2 x1j61x8r x1fcty0u xdj266r xhhsvwb xat24cr xgzva0m xxymvpz xlup9mm x1kky2od" style="animation-name: none; display: inline-flex; font-family: inherit; height: 16px; margin: 0px 1px; transition-property: none; vertical-align: middle; width: 16px;"><img alt="ā¤" class="xz74otr" height="16" referrerpolicy="origin-when-cross-origin" src="https://static.xx.fbcdn.net/images/emoji.php/v9/ted/2/16/2764.png" style="animation-name: none; border: 0px; object-fit: fill; transition-property: none;" width="16" />.
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This is Part 1. Look for other Parts: 2,3,4 and etc. if interested, they are written already and about many different subjects how to navigate these times of chaos and how to live as a true human. </i></span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; transition-property: none;"><span class="x3nfvp2 x1j61x8r x1fcty0u xdj266r xhhsvwb xat24cr xgzva0m xxymvpz xlup9mm x1kky2od" style="animation-name: none; display: inline-flex; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium; height: 16px; margin: 0px 1px; transition-property: none; vertical-align: middle; width: 16px;"><br /></span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; transition-property: none;"><span class="x3nfvp2 x1j61x8r x1fcty0u xdj266r xhhsvwb xat24cr xgzva0m xxymvpz xlup9mm x1kky2od" style="animation-name: none; display: inline-flex; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium; height: 16px; margin: 0px 1px; transition-property: none; vertical-align: middle; width: 16px;"><br /></span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; font-family: inherit; transition-property: none;"><br /><br /></div></div></span></div></div></div></div></div>Elena Nezhinskyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00636408105930984282noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1824164954253298649.post-26889795581388750472023-10-21T16:03:00.004-04:002023-11-09T00:23:03.455-05:00How to navigate these crazy times of wars, disasters and chaos<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgwsKOKWrN2JXJcVaaPyxFVlL3Ud-0DZGIgE5UltmYHUhYKJos9sKhejgZc3UqDL04VooYJ_1OrJDn_ZTsC3fDHltqryv-jD8AqFAmcydSe2ySPLq56pylVZgibLkb1PL1U4C8wUtJochf_WbqSWKASzvXiWITHB9F7871qQcZgI5NJlOI73iZMvD3lg04q/s454/IMG_4053.jpeg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="320" data-original-width="454" height="226" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgwsKOKWrN2JXJcVaaPyxFVlL3Ud-0DZGIgE5UltmYHUhYKJos9sKhejgZc3UqDL04VooYJ_1OrJDn_ZTsC3fDHltqryv-jD8AqFAmcydSe2ySPLq56pylVZgibLkb1PL1U4C8wUtJochf_WbqSWKASzvXiWITHB9F7871qQcZgI5NJlOI73iZMvD3lg04q/s320/IMG_4053.jpeg" width="320" /></a></div><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #050505; white-space-collapse: preserve;">The problem on this planet is that humans forgot who they are and they don't want to know. Humans just will listen to what they are told. It is unfortunate to many of the humans who happens to be in a wrong place in a wrong time. Anyone can be there anytime in any place in the world, this is the situation. What is happening in the Middle East right now is crazy, and all you are watching from the official channels is a lie, even from the conspiracy channels - a lie. </span><span style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><a style="animation-name: none; color: #385898; cursor: pointer; transition-property: none;" tabindex="-1"></a></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #050505; white-space-collapse: preserve;">Nobody tells the whole truth, because the truth is if you tell humanity whats is really going on, people will get crazy and it will become very chaotic, </span></span><p></p><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;">or people with not believe, because it too far off for them to believe, and call you "dangerous". I have been called that, and I know how it feels. When you care so much, you put your life on the line, because you actually don't know if they will knock on your door tomorrow, and most just think you are conspiracist, means crazy.</span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;"> So, when I suggest the best way to go through these times is not to get involved, but be informed, I care about my people here I communicate to. Some of you might need to get involved, like I did for 3 years of scandemic, maybe you need to open your voice, develop courage, maybe you need to see that you can, to be bold, to go this route. It is only you who know this if you need to step up, or you need just to observe, any of it will be right, but only if you decide to do it consciously, not been taken by the hysteria of the moment, by narrative of some powerful aggregates. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;">If you do it consciously, you will evolve. If you do it mostly because you are taken, then you will be sucked out, wiped out, and dumped at the end. There is much more coming, and from my perspective here it is better to observe rather then pretend that you care and get involved with your emotions. That will only create a feed for some questionable entities. But you will ask: how to help humanity? </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;">The main goal of each of us is to start to communicate with our own consciousness, not the linear mind. It means that you need to ask questions and let the answers come in silence from your own being. From childhood we were told to ask questions to someone else: a parent, a teacher, a guru, a master, media and etc. Stop doing that and turn to your own consciousness, it has all the answers, you need to learn how to work with it. This is called inner inquiry, and you can do it anywhere where you can post a question and just get still and quite. Wait without waiting. Just sit and see whats comes up. If sensation or image comes up, or sound, or anything else, and you don't understand the meaning, ask what it wants to tell you. Again become quite and wait. Do this process every day, this way you are making connection with yourself, deepening and expanding your consciousness. </span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;">While you are doing this process, you are rasing your frequencies. There will be times when this will be important like life or death. They will make 6G, but you already there in your own frequency, and it will not affect you that much as if you would be in a lower range, do you understand? No need to fight with a machine with which you can't win, but what each of us can is to wake up from the imaginary self oriented view to who we really are, then they can bring it on, we will be ready!</span></div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="animation-name: none; background-color: white; color: #050505; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; transition-property: none; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;">And if more of us will be raising the frequency of the humanity on Earth at this time, we might be able to do some amazing things that can change the course of what is happening. Believe in the power of the human Spirit, it is the divine spark in us, it is quantum in nature and more powerful then we can imagine. Just use your human properties: imagination, Will, ability to feel and love, to observe without getting sucked in. You will find that this will help much more then blame, anger, fear, frustration. Choose to raise your frequency instead of being taken by your reactions to the events. And if you happen to live in the places of sudden wars, conflicts, artificially created "natural" disasters, then you have to do what you have to do, either get out if you can, or fight for your land with all your might. This is what is currently we are living, and these are the times to raise in Spirit, not fall, remember this <span class="x3nfvp2 x1j61x8r x1fcty0u xdj266r xhhsvwb xat24cr xgzva0m xxymvpz xlup9mm x1kky2od" style="animation-name: none; display: inline-flex; height: 16px; margin: 0px 1px; transition-property: none; vertical-align: middle; width: 16px;"><img alt="ā¤" class="xz74otr" height="16" referrerpolicy="origin-when-cross-origin" src="https://static.xx.fbcdn.net/images/emoji.php/v9/ted/2/16/2764.png" style="animation-name: none; border: 0px; object-fit: fill; transition-property: none;" width="16" />
</span></span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;"><span class="x3nfvp2 x1j61x8r x1fcty0u xdj266r xhhsvwb xat24cr xgzva0m xxymvpz xlup9mm x1kky2od" style="animation-name: none; display: inline-flex; height: 16px; margin: 0px 1px; transition-property: none; vertical-align: middle; width: 16px;"><br /></span></span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;"><br /><span class="x3nfvp2 x1j61x8r x1fcty0u xdj266r xhhsvwb xat24cr xgzva0m xxymvpz xlup9mm x1kky2od" style="animation-name: none; display: inline-flex; height: 16px; margin: 0px 1px; transition-property: none; vertical-align: middle; width: 16px;"><br /></span></span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;"><span class="x3nfvp2 x1j61x8r x1fcty0u xdj266r xhhsvwb xat24cr xgzva0m xxymvpz xlup9mm x1kky2od" style="animation-name: none; display: inline-flex; height: 16px; margin: 0px 1px; transition-property: none; vertical-align: middle; width: 16px;"><br /></span></span></div><div dir="auto" style="animation-name: none; transition-property: none;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;"><span class="x3nfvp2 x1j61x8r x1fcty0u xdj266r xhhsvwb xat24cr xgzva0m xxymvpz xlup9mm x1kky2od" style="animation-name: none; display: inline-flex; height: 16px; margin: 0px 1px; transition-property: none; vertical-align: middle; width: 16px;"><br /></span></span></div></div>Elena Nezhinskyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00636408105930984282noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1824164954253298649.post-6451234759399906782023-07-27T17:12:00.001-04:002023-07-27T17:12:06.686-04:00Checking in with my friends around the world <div>Just to make a little check in here for my friends. My psyche undergoing some major transformation, to tell you the truth, I am not really sure whatās going on besides my whole being was overtaken by Runes energies and all my focus being there for the last 4 weeks, I even changed my name legally influenced by this process. I had to make some major decisions concerning my name and maybe one day I will write about the mystery I came to know about myself, if you are interested. I have been on fire š„ and then majorly exhausted, and now I am coming back to some sort of normalcy, only to witness some major trouble that entered my sonās life. </div><div><br></div><div>If I look back on the last couple of years I can see how I was coming to something major, I had no idea it will be that mysterious and I never knew much about runes and the word āmagicā wasnāt in my vocabulary, I was always more a scientist, studying consciousness, how this reality creates itself, how it operates. But this word became almost a staple in my lexicon by now, because I canāt explain things that happening in any other way. </div><div><br></div><div>I owe a few letters to people, I wasnāt able to write them, but I will, if I forget, please remind me of you, this will help me to access my energy and reply to you. Thank you all š„ā¤ļøš</div>Elena Nezhinskyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05468177057070628060noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1824164954253298649.post-66160255478179736612023-07-11T18:26:00.001-04:002023-07-11T18:26:40.660-04:00A Choice Every human will have to make a choice, and then submit to a his fate ā¤ļøš„šFor some, itās an opportunity to raise in Spirit, for some - to fall. Life is incredible opportunity to experience Love, let it be a key in making your choice ā¤ļø<div><br></div><div><br><div><br></div><div><br></div></div>Elena Nezhinskyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05468177057070628060noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1824164954253298649.post-35310996383300885352023-06-15T21:39:00.001-04:002023-06-15T21:39:57.118-04:00Never forget your roots <div>I have an unusual story of someone who forgot their roots. Early on I left my homeland and never looked back, I only was reading and writing in English and eventually was thinking and dreaming only in English. </div><div><br></div><div>Usually immigrants preserve their heritage, they read books and watch movies, follow news about their country of origin, especially if they left as adults. I left when I was 21, this was unconscious rebellion to the inner suffering that I dropped Russian/Ukrainian roots with all the culture and ability to think, speak and write in Russian. Precious baby went with all the dirty water. </div><div><br></div><div>Two years ago it all came back in one big swoop š„š„š„ through the tremendous fire energy created by the war of the brother nations. I donāt know how I processed 30 years of absence to anything Russian in such a short time! </div><div><br></div><div>My brain re-remembered it all and seems like it wasnāt damaged from long absence from Russian language inside the head, it started to think in Russian, dream in Russian at night and write in a pretty decent way, still better then speaking, but speaking will improve when I am able to visit Russia/Ukraine in a couple of years. </div><div><br></div><div>The Š ŃŃŃŠŗŠøŠ¹ļæ¼ language inside my head changing me, itās deepened me, it brought new dimensions to my being, it is clarifying what is really important in my life as a Human. </div><div><br></div><div>Russian language (Ukrainian too, and I am sure all the Other ancient languages), even in its modern form, is much more holographic- every word is a world in itself, like matrioshka, it has a root that has a real ancient meaning and sound of the word often is the real sound in nature. </div><div><br></div><div>The ancient languages are living energies, and if it lives inside your head as thoughts, and you can decode them and feel them in you, they are moulding your being. </div><div><br></div><div>I was writing something very personal to my relative in Ukraine, she speaks several languages. I started to write in English about my father, and as soon as I switched to Russian, I saw - thinking and writing in English allowed me to disassociate from being deeply hurt, unconsciously I was using language in a way not to feel whats really there. Thinking in Russian created an inner environment of real feeling and it struck me. </div><div><br></div><div>I saw this today and want to share with all of the different people displaced from your homeland, and we know that the whole United States is full of displaced people, even if your parents were born here, their parents came from somewhere else. And Natives that were displaced by those grandparents, suffered even more. </div><div><br></div><div>āA tree, no matter how thick its trunk, it is the roots that help to withstand the gusts of a furiously raging wind in bad weather.</div><div><br></div><div>The strength of a person is in the heritage of his Ancestors. Never forget your Roots.ā ā¤ļøš„š</div>Elena Nezhinskyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05468177057070628060noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1824164954253298649.post-82796664856138108782023-06-08T18:32:00.005-04:002023-06-08T19:25:23.028-04:00Personal Reflections on the Spiritual Journey
<p class="p1"><span class="s1"></span><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.3); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); text-size-adjust: 100%;"><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhVzHAM-fQRE0PGqcTiKsmwRjS_MdPvfDUzU1c73HRYnJfSM_pPwP2O9PTcd3ANOnslXBXaKRxYLwsnL4CCXYD5Xd4tAXD9Rhv9WSwggf1IDOSOR5u45GCuaagU_j2rexBrUQ2etCrVItuzwKvOX6_a3MDQ2kx-E1ozEcPLyrMjvPvLhQxlIvrQvAKakg/s582/elena.jpg" style="clear: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em; text-align: center;"><img border="0" data-original-height="440" data-original-width="582" height="151" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhVzHAM-fQRE0PGqcTiKsmwRjS_MdPvfDUzU1c73HRYnJfSM_pPwP2O9PTcd3ANOnslXBXaKRxYLwsnL4CCXYD5Xd4tAXD9Rhv9WSwggf1IDOSOR5u45GCuaagU_j2rexBrUQ2etCrVItuzwKvOX6_a3MDQ2kx-E1ozEcPLyrMjvPvLhQxlIvrQvAKakg/w197-h151/elena.jpg" width="197" /></a><br /></span><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.3); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); text-size-adjust: 100%;"><br /></span><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.3); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); text-size-adjust: 100%;"><br /></span></font></p>
<p class="p3"><span class="s2"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.3); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); text-size-adjust: 100%;">It was very important for me to exit the spiritual scene, exit spiritual Aggregate, drop teaching and guiding. These activities make a certain identity, and I didnāt want to be limited by any identity of an authority made up in the minds of people and my own mind. </span></font></span></p>
<p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.3); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); text-size-adjust: 100%;"><br /></span></font></p>
<p class="p3"><span class="s2"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.3); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); text-size-adjust: 100%;">If I ever work with people again, it will be on a Land</span></font></span><span class="s3"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.3); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); text-size-adjust: 100%;">ā°</span></font></span><span class="s2"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.3); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); text-size-adjust: 100%;"> , by the river </span></font></span><span class="s3"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.3); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); text-size-adjust: 100%;">š</span></font></span><span class="s2"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.3); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); text-size-adjust: 100%;"> , under the Sun </span></font></span><span class="s3"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.3); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); text-size-adjust: 100%;">š</span></font></span><span class="s2"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.3); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); text-size-adjust: 100%;"> , or by the fire </span></font></span><span class="s3"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.3); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); text-size-adjust: 100%;">š„</span></font></span><span class="s2"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.3); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); text-size-adjust: 100%;">, because I trust only Nature and Elements to guide me to guide myself and others. </span></font></span></p>
<p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.3); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); text-size-adjust: 100%;"><br /></span></font></p>
<p class="p3"><span class="s2"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.3); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); text-size-adjust: 100%;">Even though Enlightenment said to be not personal undertaking, people still secretly dream to wake up so their suffering disappear and they find themselves in a higher knowledge to āhelpā others. This never sounded true to me. Only fools can create such a picture of a spiritually awake man, and to maintain this picture is hard work, because it is false. The times of great chaos in the last several years shuttered ego trip of many who saw themselves in any kind of spiritual authority, at least, it exposed these āauthoritiesā as just as much followers of the larger energetic bodies, as everyone else. They sold out their Will for exchange to become big in the world, their teachings exploded in reach, they received minds of followers, money, status, admiration - whatever their clever ego that fooled them desired. But nothing is for free, their worldly expansion was paid by their imprisonment. </span></font></span></p>
<p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.3); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); text-size-adjust: 100%;"><br /></span></font></p>
<p class="p3"><span class="s2"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.3); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); text-size-adjust: 100%;">I first hand saw how people readily give their Will, their judgment to someone who sit in front of them in the identity of a spiritual teacher. This never felt right to me, I was strongly appalled by this feeling, maybe at that time I still felt ānot worthyā from my childhood conditioning, and this actually helped not to go too far into the false for me direction. And maybe my own Conscience didnāt allow me to fall into this trap. All of this didnāt make me develop the identity of a spiritual teacher, I became ānobodyā in the Spiritual Aggregate, but I am a free man now that expects nothing from this Aggregate and owes nothing to it. </span></font></span></p>
<p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.3); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); text-size-adjust: 100%;"><br /></span></font></p>
<p class="p3"><span class="s2"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.3); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); text-size-adjust: 100%;">In the years of almost complete isolation from spiritual scene I deepened in wisdom, deepened in love, deepened in compassion to humanity. It wasnāt an easy journey, and it wasnāt at all a journey of someone in the identity of a teacher. In a contrary, I assumed a beginner mind, a student role, and was learning from every situation, everyone who came my way. I put myself in different temporary roles and learnt from all of them: from becoming a dishwasher, a janitor, a cook, wife, lover, friend, student, apprentice, coach, writer, author, follower, trader, investor, freedom fighter, traveler, hiker, explorer, passer by, and others, - I learnt from all of these roles valuable lessons and then left most of them behind. For some of them I had to change my identity, assume un-assuming roles, for some I had to step into unknown to me territories and expand my being. All of them served me well and I am grateful for my life to give me the opportunities to make these choices to participate in life in such a varied way. I was gathering knowledge in myself by living life fully. </span></font></span></p>
<p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.3); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); text-size-adjust: 100%;"><br /></span></font></p>
<p class="p3"><span class="s2"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.3); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); text-size-adjust: 100%;">I wish you all find your own way of growing and maturing in wisdom, life is a struggle for the Blind and a playground for the Bold, and only limited by our imagination. </span></font></span></p>
<p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.3); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); text-size-adjust: 100%;"><br /></span></font></p>
<p class="p3"><span class="s2"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.3); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); text-size-adjust: 100%;">I love you, guys, you give me the space to express myself, and I very grateful for that. Thank you and letās keep riding this lifetime together !</span></font></span><span class="s3"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.3); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); text-size-adjust: 100%;">š„ā¤ļøš</span></font></span></p>
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<p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br /></p>Elena Nezhinskyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05468177057070628060noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1824164954253298649.post-8942026686416254462023-05-09T14:08:00.001-04:002023-05-09T14:08:30.459-04:00Listen<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjFmvq55j7Sa7sInAwx9TJXGhcqoAFlQEcQ22rVWLSlbOB2kVDtdTocPUyCo3m48fkSIiFniZuBTH0eCpelP7ZrhIng5RsgKjOnuJcMhqlwOwKaBRqxqeqVwoIncKU8cwfVHOgyx62HoNXCbxBRk6P9bpJlXcpjrh3RjDoGWf6O0LAu-Xe3M-dY76UA1Q/s4032/5FE86D43-C7A7-404B-9AB3-D1A041DD4D56.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjFmvq55j7Sa7sInAwx9TJXGhcqoAFlQEcQ22rVWLSlbOB2kVDtdTocPUyCo3m48fkSIiFniZuBTH0eCpelP7ZrhIng5RsgKjOnuJcMhqlwOwKaBRqxqeqVwoIncKU8cwfVHOgyx62HoNXCbxBRk6P9bpJlXcpjrh3RjDoGWf6O0LAu-Xe3M-dY76UA1Q/s320/5FE86D43-C7A7-404B-9AB3-D1A041DD4D56.jpeg" width="240" /></a></div><br />If your spiritual search does not lead to clarity <p></p><p><br /></p><p>how this illusion operate </p><p><br /></p><p>and you still need to listen to the System what you have to do in times of chaos, </p><p><br /></p><p>you are fooling yourself, </p><p><br /></p><p>and if you assumed a role of a teacher or any kind of authority people follow, then you fool others as well. </p><p><br /></p><p>People, donāt be fools and donāt follow fools. </p><p><br /></p><p>You only will know with your heart, the feeble voice, the feeble feeling straight from there. </p><p><br /></p><p>If anything, train yourself through these times to listen to that feeble sign for you to recognize, never disregard it. </p><p><br /></p><p>As soon as you notice, get quite, listen. Get curious about it, inquire, ask about it, ask to show you more, do not resist, soften, submit, </p><p><br /></p><p>listen. </p><p><br /></p><p>It is very important you get in touch with that in an intimate way, </p><p><br /></p><p>you and feebleness, </p><p><br /></p><p>get closer. </p><p><br /></p><p>āØāØāØā¤ļø</p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p>Elena Nezhinskyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00636408105930984282noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1824164954253298649.post-37657466339243319812023-01-14T17:31:00.002-05:002023-01-18T14:36:36.248-05:00On Mind-Altering Substances, Boring Sermon on Psychedelics <p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><br />PLEASE READ IF YOU WANT TO KNOW MORE ON USING PSYCHEDELICS! ā¼ļø<p></p><p><br /></p><p>I wrote this because there are people who didnāt take it seriously and āRUINED ātheir lives! </p><p><br /></p><p>I named it</p><p><br /></p><p>Boring Sermon on Psychedelics:</p><p><br /></p><p>Some of us, and many more in the recent years, </p><p><br /></p><p>use mind altering substances to escape the reality of what is going on in our lives, </p><p>we are tired, lost and spent.</p><p><br /></p><p>Sometimes we are so desperate, we want out of our head, body, our whole being!</p><p><br /></p><p>We drink some, smoke some, inhale some </p><p>and just to round up all the methods in one, we take someā¦</p><p><br /></p><p>What happens next is very personal experience of a particular mind in a particular time.</p><p><br /></p><p>This is very much not understood by so many people</p><p><br /></p><p>that this personal experience depends on the preparedness of oneās mind</p><p><br /></p><p>to stay focused,</p><p><br /></p><p>to navigate with awareness in the altered mind state experience,</p><p><br /></p><p>to be able to discern, </p><p><br /></p><p>to be able to receive, </p><p><br /></p><p>to be able to let go of fear if it arise,</p><p><br /></p><p>to be able not be caught up in a wrong view.</p><p><br /></p><p>This is only possible with trained mind -</p><p><br /></p><p>mind that was trained to follow the Will.</p><p><br /></p><p>Untrained mind is the one that makes a human identify</p><p>with the story it runs, </p><p><br /></p><p>it makes believe that it is real.</p><p><br /></p><p>It has full control over the human who is following it.</p><p><br /></p><p>Not to follow the story of the mind great awareness is necessary.</p><p><br /></p><p>It is free awareness, free from being caught up in the story, and</p><p><br /></p><p>it is only available to a human being that wasnāt conditioned yet</p><p><br /></p><p>like a newborn, small children,</p><p><br /></p><p>or an adult who spent at least 7 years seriously training </p><p><br /></p><p>their mind to become a servant, and not a master of their life.</p><p><br /></p><p>I know, you will tell me:</p><p><br /></p><p>Oh, common, Elena,</p><p>you are an old school, times changed, and these substances are available now,</p><p>I canāt wait to train my mind for 7 years, I want to use it now!</p><p><br /></p><p>It is true, times changed, and if we assume 7 years might be condensed</p><p>at these times into 7 months (just a wild idea!),</p><p><br /></p><p>then frikin spend 7 months training your mind</p><p>before you get into altered states through psychedelics</p><p><br /></p><p>and drive a car under the influence, because you believed you are able, </p><p><br /></p><p>or fail your important relationship because you unable to keep your responsibilities,</p><p><br /></p><p>or, go too far for your current state of being into the trip that you come back altered</p><p>and you have no awareness how to navigate this very reality anymore!</p><p><br /></p><p>Or, you assume you have some higher powers and you deserve better life</p><p><br /></p><p>and you start to expect your life to be better then it is, </p><p>while unaware that what you see outside is a very projection of your own mind. </p><p><br /></p><p>Or assume you have rights for life other then you have</p><p>and you start to demand life to change!</p><p><br /></p><p>Or, you spend your life in longing for altered states, reaching for them, ignoring the demands of your current life!</p><p><br /></p><p>Or, foolishly thinking you can navigate in the altered states without serious mind training,</p><p>assuming you can control Uncontrollable.</p><p><br /></p><p>This list can go on and on!</p><p><br /></p><p>What is the difference of trained and un-trained mind going through altered states?</p><p><br /></p><p>I will tell you how trained mind does it, and you see if your mind is ready,</p><p>then I donāt need to tell you, you will tell yourself.</p><p><br /></p><p>Trained mind enters the altered space with Intent.</p><p><br /></p><p>Intent is not intention. </p><p><br /></p><p>Intent doesnāt come from thinking of what you want (aka what thinking mind wants)</p><p><br /></p><p>Intent is the Will of the Human being</p><p><br /></p><p>If there is no Will, there is no Intent,</p><p><br /></p><p>everything else will be intention, and will not be enough to navigate through the altered state in a beneficial way.</p><p><br /></p><p>Who has a right to a Will? Every human being,</p><p><br /></p><p>but if the human being is under control of their thoughts, habits, emotions, lead by unconscious, </p><p>human being is considered asleep, not conscious -</p><p><br /></p><p>asleep to his own Consciousness, his own Will, to Himself.</p><p><br /></p><p>This kind of human being needs to train their mind to follow his Will, not the other way around. </p><p><br /></p><p>But a good news, there is another possibility for those who are not ready to guide themselves.</p><p><br /></p><p>Until the mind is trained, one can submit his own mind to the Will of the trained individual, </p><p>a Guide, a Shaman, </p><p>the one who worked his ass to train their mind (sounds funny, but its serious) </p><p>to guide them into altered states and after!</p><p><br /></p><p>Please, take psychedelics and any mind altering substances seriously,</p><p><br /></p><p>very seriously,</p><p><br /></p><p>I was moved to write this because something very unfortunate happened with people I know,</p><p>and there is no help at this moment, other then they will have to go through very serious consequences,</p><p>loosing their rights for freedom even for this very life they were trying to avoid.</p><p><br /></p><p>Did you ever thought how magnificent this everyday life is? </p><p><br /></p><p>How this very life is already altered state? </p><p><br /></p><p>We are alive and walking, how incredible to have this possibility! </p><p><br /></p><p>We are free to think, free to breath, free to feel - how precious is that!</p><p><br /></p><p>It is easy to loose all that, not valuing and being stupid!</p><p><br /></p><p>Donāt be stupid, trust those who have more experience in this area.</p><p><br /></p><p>You would trust a good mother on how to hold, comfort and guide her child to relax,</p><p>likewise, a good guide can hold the right space for you to experience safely and guide your mind into right understanding of what has been experienced.</p><p><br /></p><p>I know there are many un-wholesome guides and shamans, either with un-wholesome Intent</p><p>or just not being trained properly, makes it not easy to choose without experience,</p><p>be aware of that as well. </p><p><br /></p><p>Donāt allow to be led into the decisions and experiences by people who think they know,</p><p>but in reality they know shit about you, </p><p>they take no responsibility for luring people, influencing people into such experiences.</p><p>The idea that they think psychedelics helpful for everybody comes from grandiosity of their ego</p><p>and their pure irresponsibility for their own words!</p><p><br /></p><p>Donāt fall for that!</p><p><br /></p><p>And in times now when every other shaman and guru is fake </p><p>and do not take responsibilities for consequences of their own words, </p><p><br /></p><p>your MUST take responsibility to make such a decision, every time!</p><p><br /></p><p>Do not look what Jonses do, Jonses now into psychedelics as a means </p><p>to achieve more success in material realm,</p><p>or escape difficulties of their current life. </p><p>This does not make a right Intent, and sooner or later </p><p>they will have to pay for their trips to the realms that they have no Rights in.</p><p><br /></p><p>I hope you got my point, I intentionally went on and on, for some to get annoyed,</p><p>for others to start thinking before they jump on the Psychedelic bandwagon.</p><p><br /></p><p>At this point it would be very right for you to ask me why I have a right to talk about it and give you such a āsermonā.</p><p>For those who donāt know me, I wrote a book Buddha on a Bull which is available everywhere on Amazon and similar, you can read about my own journey in training the mind and having such experiences in the past (1998-2012), and decide for yourself if I am qualified enough to write these suggestions for you. And if you do not trust me on verbal suggestions and I am not qualified enough for you, then find someone who is, it's IMPORTANT before you jump into experiments with altered states. š„š„š„</p><p><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhzXkZT0vyb_g3fpCKhsP1abyDdw_m6EtzX7rNwmv4BAo5-1XZuolDLvL4GBp9JMi6H0lD7thJW-YS7byHUUgWImreb00zo9Bwk4XZcZ80AoQvmUY-anNwT3pfL12Xs9HP5zTOqEzZ3x-pCmBOZD3j1yj-C7-pP_MTwoMKjIlRcNInwHnmaKyf8oJJq2A/s4032/C19D50EB-A510-4DB1-BC72-2BC0A9E73E46.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em; text-align: center;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3024" data-original-width="4032" height="150" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhzXkZT0vyb_g3fpCKhsP1abyDdw_m6EtzX7rNwmv4BAo5-1XZuolDLvL4GBp9JMi6H0lD7thJW-YS7byHUUgWImreb00zo9Bwk4XZcZ80AoQvmUY-anNwT3pfL12Xs9HP5zTOqEzZ3x-pCmBOZD3j1yj-C7-pP_MTwoMKjIlRcNInwHnmaKyf8oJJq2A/w200-h150/C19D50EB-A510-4DB1-BC72-2BC0A9E73E46.jpeg" width="200" /></a></p>Elena Nezhinskyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00636408105930984282noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1824164954253298649.post-1747465978727797492022-10-11T18:54:00.001-04:002022-10-11T18:54:35.773-04:00The Importance of Conscience in a Life of a Man<p><span style="font-size: medium;">The most important word for a human being is conscience. </span></p><p><span style="font-size: medium;">If no conscience, there is no human being. </span></p><p><span style="font-size: medium;">This is a catalytic ingredient that aids transformation into a human being, </span></p><p><span style="font-size: medium;">and because it sounds too simple and confusing at the same time, we rather disregard this completely. </span></p><p><span style="font-size: medium;">And as a result, our spiritual life is built by ego, in Š° mental space, </span></p><p><span style="font-size: medium;">this is why in the times of great pressure most of us collapse and feel disempowered, </span></p><p><span style="font-size: medium;">or on the other side, some of us get hardened more into power trip of the ego. </span></p><p><span style="font-size: medium;">Look around and you know this is true. </span></p><p><span style="font-size: medium;">Real human being at those times feel and act from conscience, </span></p><p><span style="font-size: medium;">even if it cost him everything</span></p><p><span style="font-size: medium;">on this plane. </span></p><p><span style="font-size: medium;">He concerns only with the purity of his Soul.<br /></span><br /><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgerI8LBQxevr6lWrtp5K9ge2FMHBW1loQVeNnrjpCLAxyEmd4UoQcQukkuHoIUnFei5uKvcyJS7dDmH86M24erhIRk2xhbGkvBf7Gxe14QkO3WfI00rRdBZzxEaPSWs3M-T6w1LfLb7MDlT7-Nl5jWQfSCP_Wt5yGuuxnnjkqPCAtB7ZwteTGumHuk2g/s4032/759EC6B7-55B3-430B-9B19-67214EFA8ACE.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgerI8LBQxevr6lWrtp5K9ge2FMHBW1loQVeNnrjpCLAxyEmd4UoQcQukkuHoIUnFei5uKvcyJS7dDmH86M24erhIRk2xhbGkvBf7Gxe14QkO3WfI00rRdBZzxEaPSWs3M-T6w1LfLb7MDlT7-Nl5jWQfSCP_Wt5yGuuxnnjkqPCAtB7ZwteTGumHuk2g/s320/759EC6B7-55B3-430B-9B19-67214EFA8ACE.jpeg" width="240" /></a></div><br />Elena Nezhinskyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00636408105930984282noreply@blogger.com0