To be without explanations

Sometimes in life we have these very potent in their transformational quality, but intense, bizarre, unexplainable situations. Most of the times mind will try to analyze, explain, justify. Don’t listen, tell the mind it is ok for you to be without explanations. Then we also try to explain and justify for others to understand us. I will tell you, it never worked for me. The situation was created as a display of the deep mind conditioning. The details don't matter, but mind will try to pick some details and explain through them the whole situation. Never works. People get even more confused about you, and even more alienated from you. Just say it was a storm, a processing, an inner work, however you can name it, and that you leant a lot, and then leave it at that. Let them learn what they need to learn for themselves from the situation. This is more true and more compassionate to yourself and others.

Just do your work

The first dip into enlightenment, what we call awakening to our true nature, that experience is like starting chemical reaction. Without your participation it re-makes the whole being for years to come. At some point all the unprocessed emotions, attachments, identifications will come to the surface. This is very advanced stage on the path, don't be fooled by your ideas and anyone who expect you to be saintly. Those who done with this stage, see clearly where you are. They have much respect and compassion for your journey and offer unconditional acceptance. Those who don’t accept where you are at the moment, not ready for this work themselves yet, or cowardly. Leave those behind, let them be, and you be as you are. You know exactly what you are and what is your work at this moment. Just do your work.

When Two Come Together Physically

When two come together physically in complete 

authentic intimacy, 

they arrive in the space of no thought, 

a space of total loss of the identity, 

the space of the beginning of it all, 

the peristalsis of being, where the world churns itself and

projects the lovers into existence.

Disappearing in that space every so often, 

even for a moment, 

facilitates the opening to an authenticity in a daily life. 

When one tasted and recognized completeness of one’s being, 

if they contract into the role in a life circumstance, 

they will feel inauthenticity in them in relationships 

with themselves and others. 

Noticing will be immediate.  

The role will be dropped on a dime, 

or one would decide to exit the circumstances, 

since being authentic might not be possible at the moment 

due to their own conditioned beliefs 

that are still in the mind, 

but inauthentic relationships 

are not an option anymore. 

Living in the world we constantly wear a role, 

some of them feels more natural, 

some more coarse and uncomfortable then the others,
some are more holistic, some more detrimental.

Even “an authentic being” is still a role, a character, 

though the least possible contrived character 

that consciousness got to wear 

to participate in the world.