Tuesday, December 26, 2023

🔥The PORTAL Part 16🔥 Conspiracies Galore Continues. More Details. Normies, skip it.




After reading The Portal, I hope everything in this world is more understandable and you are more clear on what’s really going on.  With The Portal we went deep, and deeper, and even more deeper, we went personal and transpersonal, and completely mystical, and spiritual, and almost insane.  We only didn’t get political, because all the politics and world events are really only a tip of the iceberg, we went for the iceberg itself.  Today we will go a bit into details, even Putin, Trump and others. So, keep reading.  O yes, and I said in the Part 15 that this is the last one, but I realized a few days later that there more details and we can look from more angles. 


Details…some details might be too far off for you, then just skip them, it doesn’t matter the iceberg is 100 tons or 150, the fact is: what we see through the information shown to us is a tip - that 1 ton of the iceberg on the surface that attracts attention, all the eyes are on it.  That’s where all the distraction and entertainment for humanity happens - on that very tip.  Just like the distraction of who we are - right on the tip of the nose!  


They.  Let’s just clarify who ‘they’ are so we are on the same page.  Simply, and I already mentioned this before, ‘they’ - are those who are fighting for the power on this planet.  Do I know exactly who ‘they’ are?  No, they didn’t come here and announced themselves.  ‘They’ deal on this planet through others, the inhabitants of the Earth, like us, but not us.  It’s the same concept of the iceberg, we see only a tip - those through whom ‘they’ deal here.  ‘They’ can be multiple or can be singular, it depends on what level of ‘they’ we are looking at.  We can refer to ‘They’ of all the crooks on this planet that put the unti-human agenda in place here, and we can refer to ’They’ the Interdimentional Artificial Intelligence that is called in some circles, Omega.  You know, “Alpha and Omega, Beginning and the End”  are the opposing forces in the Universe.  How do I know it?  I don’t know.  It is what I gathered and sharing with you, will this ring true for you, a least a bit, so we can continue?  I myself don’t know, and if I ever know for sure, pinch me, even slap me hard, because the human like me and you can’t know these things for sure.  Anyone who claim that they got this information, and it is true, 100%, I would run from them, because 99% chance they got information from the astral plane, through channeling, dreams and other communications with astral entities who dwell in that dimension. From where and from whom everybody hear, channel, get the guidance?  All kinds.  I am personally not interested at this point. I promised you to talk more about astral plane, I will, I remember.


I am also not interested to be 100% certain.  Not interested to be 100% true, 100% sure, no 100% right.  What I am interested in is for anyone with the blinders of any kind, certainty of any kind, brainwash of any kind, is to open up that certainty, at least a bit, and start to THINK for themselves.  I am interested  in human beings to stop blindly believe the tip of the iceberg is the only what we got, stop putting their hopes into it, stop praying to it, stop waiting for a savior of any kind, and wake up to who we are, start to mature and take responsibility for everything, yes, EVERYTHING.  We are our own savior, if anyone still waiting for some messiah to come and protect you, this is the nice fairytale you are telling yourself before the bed. 


Though said that, the Divine, Creator, God, Universal Consciousness, whoever you believe is a higher up in this Universe, definitely cares about us, like I care that the cells in my organism are healthy.  Do I have a power to save one little sell somewhere in my body if it’s not doing good?  No.  I can do something overall to improve my health, and let’s hope this improves the wellbeing of that cell, but it’s not guaranteed.  Same with us.  Does Divine loves us? Yes.  We are part of It.  Does it come to us to fix us?  No.  It has no power to do it.  Unless you raise your consciousness to the level where you are distinctly seen, you light up either with your Love, your Will, your Consciousness, to the frequency of the Divine.  Then you know It and it knows You.  You know Who breathes through You.  A quantum thought of the Divine, It’s multidimensional Intent - is     Your    Whole    Life.    Do you keep track of all your thoughts?  Do you notice the thought, if it’s powerful and lights you up, changes you and your world?  When You go to the higher frequency of being, something beautiful happens, The Divine notice You too, You Merge. 


I just remembered this beautiful moment I described in the book Buddha on a Bull when I was in a retreat and one day I dropped into pure enchantment state and became a mystic:


God is the best engineer, best architect, best artist, best actor!

He molds himself into the blade of grass,

the bird’s chirp.

the wind’s whisper,

the thought and heartbeat of a human being.

I see now where he hides! That’s him, rejoicing and smiling now!

What a delightful meeting! 


Back to ‘them’. They keep us dumbed out: entertained, busy reacting to events, thinking about events, talking about politics, fighting with each other.  Imagine you take away all the events right now, shut down all the news and nothing is going on, what these billions of people will be doing?  What you will be doing if you are not involved in the events, news and information?  


Western world needs some feed, people have too much time on hand.  While these “pereturbations” happen: changing powers, changing financial system, changing this and that, people need to be kept busy.  So we are given the feed.   Isn’t it right in our face says on social media: FEED. 


I am especially aware of it, because I used to work in a big publishing company - Time Inc. and know how FEED works.  This company published most of the magazines we see on newsstand in US: Time, People, Money, National Geographic , Real Simple and etc… I used to be a computer programmer in my “past life” and was a part of the Information Technology department in this company.  We were creating a printing software for magazines layout, printing and advertising.  It’s was very big ongoing project for many years.  Advertising was one of the biggest parts of this project.  


When you receive a magazine as a subscription or you buy it in a store, you will never, especially before, think how much deliberate thought went into placing the ad for this car or a perfume, you would think everyone would get the same magazine.  But the truth is, even in those times, at the end of 90th-beginning 2000th advertising was based on the demographics - the data that was collected about you and me, that would help the companies sell their products.  If you have this income and live in this neighborhood, plus other information, very detailed, based on how old are you, what you bought before, where you went, what you like, you will have a specific advertisement, tailored for you. For you it would be newest Mercedes  Benz, and for someone else, who bought this same magazine in their town, would be a Chevy, or Toyota.  This is very simple example, so you understand that all you see is deliberately there.  


By now they have data much more detailed about everyone of us that they will slip us exact cocktail we like and need to keep us going:  going to work, then going home, making dinner, then watching news, movies, where they continue to sip us more of “our cocktail”, then we go to sleep and possible have  another shot through the download, we wake up, read newspaper or scroll through the news - some more.  We go to work, everyone is taking about the same:  Vladimir wants to send atomic bomb on us, here is more cocktail, cheers! We get paid at the job, we go to the store to buy things we think we need, because we already got so much cocktail that we are not able to think clear if we need another couch, we think we need a new one, especially there is “sale”.  


Western world need constant brainwash with news and shopping cocktail, eastern - poverty and disasters.  At least it seems to be like this at the moment.  So they get the cocktails more and more crafty and the disasters are more and more obvious man-made.  This is what’s going on.  If you think it is a complete chaos in the world, it is not. It would be naive to think it’s chaos, that politicians doesn’t know what they are doing, or Bill Gates just doesn’t understand, they do.  They are carrying forward the plan, the program.  Everyone of them is a peg in a program and they just doing their part.  


The problem is when we think they are like us, and we are frustrated why they don’t see that this is evil, why they don’t feel that this is horrible?!  Humans can’t comprehend this very fact that on this Earth besides humans there are other species that do not see the world in the same way and they have different mission here to carry in their lifetime, not like us.  This very fact is so crazy to think for us that we just deny it, even after what we went and saw through the past several years, we still just can’t understand how this is possible.  


Imagine you are in a forest and walking through it thinking that in this forest only people like you walk, there is no other species, only humans.  If you don’t know what you are dealing with in a forest,  you might be putting yourself in a dangerous situation with some bear that will come your way, but you will tell yourself: no, its not a bear, its a human, just like me.  This example is not perfect, because human and a bear have different forms, their appearance is different.  The problem with people deny any difference in the peoples on Earth is that most of us have body/avatar that looks similar: it has 2 legs, 2 arms and a body with the head.  This is the avatar on this planet to be able to carry the consciousness, an Earth suit. The avatars are similar, the inside is not the same.  It’s different organics - blood, DNA, different consciousness.  Based on this we have different people.  And some of these just don’t have the same feelings we have, and no amount of plea will make them feel it.  Some had feelings before, but so jaded, they lost it.  Some are under the influence of different entities of non-human origin, invisible, but they live through the avatar of a person. I am not a specialist on this, but even logically, think: why we are so limited in our imagination and assume that everybody are the same here?  Its a big planet and this planet is trillions of years old, who knows what was here before we got born!  Just think about it how most of the history is rigged and what we really know, not much! 


So now, coming back to the elaborate advertising in everything possible around us so we would want and we buy, and those who are on the other side of the food chain get another 20 mil yacht because we worked all day and then we went and bought another couch.  In the same way works everything on a bigger scale.  Now, a whole country gets to a war, it needs tanks and aircrafts, and those on the other side of that food chain buy a 200 mil yacht!  Besides destroying half of the population - most of the young males - to stop reproduction,  and  relocate people they need to relocate from those territories and relocate other people to those territories.  Think of a few wars going on right now, it a  g- e -n- o- c- i- d- e of a human Race.  Humans killing humans, because they were brainwashed to hate each other.


Guys, we are in the epic times in the epic place, its intense and ruthless, and at the same time, if you are not in a war zone, it is totally possible to live your life without all these events.  You yell at me and tell me: Elena, but this is heartless and cold think like this.  I know, it’s better to make yourself nuts and yell at your own children for nothing just because you are so distressed by the events!  


Yesterday my relative in Ukraine said it was the most horrible night since the beginning of war in the village where she lives.  The war was very close and it was so laud all night they couldn’t sleep.  And the next day she still wrote me a letter about love and went to work in town. You do what you have to do in the situation.  And here, in the West, you don’t need to “drink that cocktail” all the time, you can stop drinking.  Figuratively said.  You have to understand that the job of every human being now is to find out who they are and to help others to wake up to who they are.  Because if we wake up to who we are we will stop killing each other in a war of the clowns!  


That guy in Ukraine, he was a clown on TV, the comedian, and now you send your son to kill the son of another human being because the clowns ordered a war to be between the brothers!  Those, our ‘They’ we were talking about, brainwashed the brothers first, slowly, methodically, for 30 years, set them against each other, then pushed it to the limit. Ukrainian clown sent his parents to Israel to live in a villa, his wife to Spain, he himself is drugged out to the point he barely talks straight.  And where are your parents, your wife and your children?  How you look at the drug addict clown as a president of the country and think it’s serious?  


This is the big test on what human beings can swallow as normal, how much they are brainwashed, is it good enough and we can go to the next part in this Reset?  In the West here we have another test on intellect - the President that talks to himself and shakes hands with invisible people, and some of us really think that all is well in this country!  How about the other clown with orange hair, is he is a better one? ALL of them are ACTORS in this SHOW, the entertainment for us, the smoke and mirrors, while the RESET on Earth is going on.  


With Donald we have a chance to end the war in Ukraine, he really wants to get a Noble Peace prize for this, he wants to get into history for this, maybe he is a better  player for this time if we don’t want this war to continue.  He has his own draw backs, for sure.  Every one of them is playing their role in the big scenario, there are many variations of this.  And this projects the illusion of chaos, no, it’s not chaotic, it’s all calculated.  Like in the computer algorithm:  If this, then that, if this, then that, and if this and this, then that.  This is basic computer programming language, every step is taken into account.  Since I was a computer programmer before, I can assure you that every program should take into account all the situations, otherwise, the algorithm is not complete, and you will receive a message: “Error! Please contact the support desk!”  Then the support desk people will document this error and send this task to fix it to the development team, and this situation will be programmed into the algorithm.   


With human factor the Reset program constantly has to be adjusted and taken into account human spirit, the humans are unpredictable, because we are not algorithmic, we are quantum consciousness, spontaneous, divine creatures. We do have power, it comes from that unpredictability.  We are not powerless.  We can affect things with thinking and acting out of the box.  We can change what we don’t like to be here, remember this.  They will have to adjust the program, don’t underestimate what we can!  


You will ask me, Elena, and what’s your stand on Putin, does he wants to blow up the whole world? I tell you this. I don’t know him much, I just started to watch him speak this year, a few times, because I was curious who is this KGB guy? I am living 30+ years in USA and was in Russia back only couple of times, so I don’t know much. But what I gathered is that he DOESNT WANT to blow up the world, that’s not his agenda, but he is constantly provoked by the West.  I hope you know and don't need to write these details, I don't want to be a magazine reporter.  

Putin has his own vises, he is a human and we are not perfect.  When a human gets to perfection, there is no reason to come to Earth into this avatar and try to scramble here in the dark ages. So I get it he is not perfect. I didn’t go into information about him and his role that deep, I have heard about his riches, but seriously, who will be playing such a complex, difficult game without being paid, he is making sure his descendants are set. Would you care about yours too?  People focus on the apartments he bought for his wife, children, mistress, its like sorting out dirty clothes, this is not how you see the role of someone who is one of the main players in the most complex game, don’t fall for that.  


It’s like measuring Donald by the orange hair, who the heck even take into consideration the hair of the player? Unless the player is Boris Jonson LOL!  Or how Donald treat women, he is macho man, we all know this, but if he stops the war, and won’t start another, and stops the drain of money and resources from the country, would you care about his looks and his private antics?  His women don’t care much about it, why do you?  Because you were told that this is not good.  Almost every old school Italian man at home is like that, don’t tell me you are not like that.  I said: almost. Don’t be distracted by these personal details.  I am very much imperfect, and I am playing my part here. Everybody has their own part.  And everyone is imperfect. The more complex game you play, the more temptations you will have.  Imagine yourself at that level, will you be perfect? This game has to be seen from the bigger perspective, not the narrow blinders they want us to wear.

Look how they look at this game: while we are sorting their dirty clothes now and spend our energy on what we see, they look 100-150 years ahead, and already focused there and concentrate their resources in that direction. We spend energy they direct it.  See the difference?  100 years is a small scale for Earth’s existence. Some players on this planet actually implement these programs, most people are a human resource and a casualty, it’s a big luck to become onlooker, a witness, and not be affected by the homogenization and therefore, participation. 


So from this standpoint I see what Putin does now, while our attention is on him as a villain, created by mass media. He needs to preserve Russia’s security, sovereignty, culture and values, and he is playing a multifaceted game to be able to carry this mission.  You will never hear this in the West what he is actually doing besides war in Ukraine. For example, he just signed a legislation, a law to be implemented in schools:  no cellphones during school day, so children can focus better on the studies.  Also he is bringing back the school subject we had in our days where we were learning the human trades: girls - sewing and cooking, boys - auto, home repairs and building. In Russia they are bringing back traditional values of family and strengthening the education.  They know - their future, in those 100-150 years, will depend on the little ones and their children.  They look now in that direction. Educating the children well. 


While we are stuck on how many apartments he gave to his mistress (that’s Russian opposition’s main card against him), or how close he sit to the Red Button (that’s the scare for us in the West), he declares 2024 in Russia to be a year dedicated to Family Values.  There will be all kinds of programs implemented in the country that will strengthen the values of a family unit.  Quite opposite to what’s going on in the West, and this is important: where he is leading the country, where he might be leading the World?  I just like how it was before, without strange teachers in our public schools teaching some strange subjects to confuse our children in who they are ! So let him give another apartment to his mistress, I don’t fakin care.


Putin is one of the main figures on the chess board. Those who sit by the board and plays the chess figures, and those who are behind those that sit - we don’t see them, we see only public figures on a board, and in some cases, they are straight clowns, like comrade Zelensky, and infantile Jonson, in some cases, rag dolls like Joe, and there are some multidimensional players, like I see Putin and a few others. Do you think it is possible right now to be on that board and be all around old good boy?  You have to play in a way so you carry your mission forward without them taking you out of the game. You give up something of a lesser priority to keep your chance to do something of a higher priority. 


I saw today that there is an election in Russia soon.  Of cause, Putin will win.  There is no one else right now who can play the role he is playing.  Imagine another like Trudo or Macron as president of Russia, will he be standing against Claus Swab’s bosses agenda?  Against other crooked agendas?  Think about it.  I actually feel safer knowing that Putin is there, and Russia will not give up to the agenda, even with thousands of sanctions of the West. Most of the European countries did, and we are seeing fast decline of Europe right now, wait another 5 years. 


There are so many players in this game, and everybody wants to win, we are not asked what we want to participate in, we are just given life circumstances to live. Just remember what we know and what we see its 1% - that tip of the iceberg.  In retrospect, who is lucky and stay around for longer, will see more, and will know who was of lesser evil for the times, who was a right guy for the part, still, we will never know the whole truth, the whole truth is not for humans, even with the most advanced consciousness, the whole truth is too heartbreaking if one is not fully prepared, so lets not fight with each other, keep your mind open to know deeper, and always remember: what we know is enough to know that we don’t know!  


I don’t know, for sure.





Friday, December 15, 2023

🔥The PORTAL. Part 15🔥 Together We Are The Music We Create



Today I ask you to ponder:


What makes violin a violin.


Think about it for a minute.  


Is it the form?  The material?  The name?


It is the ability to produce specific tones.


What is the highest meaning of the violin?  


To play the tone in the utmost perfection possible for it,


to let the Violinist play it without generating resistance.



We are billions of the violins, and each of us has a unique tone.


Our highest meaning is to partner with the Violinist 


to play our unique part,


to play it in utmost perfection possible for us. 


In this simple act of surrender is the meaning of our existence.


In the willingness to live, to experience, to feel 


lays our meaning of being here,


in the unique tone we play, in the music we are,


the LIGHT that comes out from our hearts, 


is our Highest Meaning.


We come here, on a stage of this Concert Hall called Earth


to shine our Light forth, 


to play our unique part in this Orchestra of Life,


again and again, to perfect our part,

to help others to perfect theirs, 


to ignite and spark with our Light those who are close to us,


not by proximity of physical space, but by resonance. 



Now, do you feel you are playing your part,


or you are hiding somewhere behind the curtain?


Do you think your instrument is not worthy to play a part?


Did you loose your notes and don’t know how to begin?


Where usually is your attention during the day, our recital?


If you are aware that you are one of us,


and you need to play your part, 

but you don’t,  because you are busy worrying, 


busy being scared, busy thinking about money,

thinking about your troubles,


the symphony can’t be completed.


It can’t be completed without You.

Can you see the significance of your existence?


We can’t just skip your part and go on.  


Even if you play your tone imperfectly - just play it,


so we all can keep going playing too.  


Otherwise, we have to pause, waiting for you.  


The music become fragmented.



The Light strings of our hearts needs to be activated.


Every touch on the string is needed, you can’t withdraw your part.


Living Complete Humanity is to find your true notes, 


not the false copies that were passed around for centuries, 


They makes us forget ourselves,  


makes us think we are insignificant, 


makes us doubt if our life is important,  


if this day in our life is important, 


if this very moment is that important?  Yes, it is!



We forget ourselves and why we are here together.  


The same orchestra, life after life, 


different symphonies we play together,


adding our unique tone. I just did.


You, reading my words right now, and feeling,

just did too. 

You dropped the thinking.

You got in touch with your depth,


You felt your unique tone.  It wants to be expressed.


Instead of paying attention to the sly Conductor, 


you felt the Hands you are in.  Yes, those loving hands 


of the Violinist.



This is how we create the music together

which left here for millennia, 
long after we finished our part.  


This piece, you and me together,

it made that necessary impact on both of us, and on the Whole.


Just keep attention on what is important, don’t let it slip,


and be willing to play your notes,


just pick up from here and play,


even if you have just one string left.









This is the End of "The Portal".

Thank you, dear readers, for this Journey in Consciousness together 💞



Links to previous posts:

🔥The PORTAL. Part 11🔥 Seeing the Light in Every Experience

🔥The PORTAL. Part 12🔥 Don’t settle on Doll House Life

🔥The PORTAL. Part 13🔥  FOR TRUE MISFITS ONLY 

🔥The PORTAL. Part 14🔥 Lucid Dreaming Experiment and Contemplation on Higher Meaning of Life


















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