Very very deceiving times. White perceived as black and black as white. This is a good time to turn completely to yourself and stop looking up to anyone. Time to individualize. This is closer step to Wholeness then any help you can get. Find someone who will turn you to yourself, so you live you, and your uniqueness blossoms as you go. Find someone who will sit with you without identity of a teacher, because to sit with a teacher automatically messes up your mind into smallness and not enough-ness. Find those who live themselves fully and will nudge you to live yourself fully, which in most cases means that you have to leave them behind. Find those who show you how they done it, and let you fly on your own trajectory in your own unique way.