You couldn’t see or resolve it fully at the times. Now pain got less and you got wiser, and you can look at those experiences with different eyes. As you gather this light more and more, you become whole. Your field become stronger. You don’t have much thought-food anymore to fuel the self-replicating story. The story looses its grip on you. The more clearly you see the gift of the experience, the less important become a story. In the light of your clear discernment any story looses the last hold, and mind give up feeding it to you.
Thank you, thank you, thank you, that you were a part of my experience, you and your antics, and my antics together with yours, provided me with a lesson my soul had to go and learn and un-tie another quantum knot in itself, and by this happening, the whole universe shifted in its mosaic!
Every one of us is important, every situation is important, every relationship is important, every our step, every decision, every our move is changing the Whole. There are no ordinary moments. Every moment is like a stitch in the canvas of life, life of the individual soul, and life of the Whole. We are interconnected, like thoughts are interconnected in our head, souls are interconnected with each other. We make a different move and we affect others, even without ever coming in direct contact.
The Matrix and its inhabitants study us, they want to replicate us, they succeeded in many ways to replicate a lot, but they will never be able to replicate us completely. The soul is not replicatable, its unique quantum thought of the Creator, how you can replicate that! They can slave us for a lifetime or even lifetimes, we forget who we are and why we are here, working 9 to 5 to buy a house, but as long as we say no to soul capturing contracts, we are fine. I don’t think there are any here reading my texts who signed his soul into captivity, we are too small fish, we have no ambitions to raise to the top of the world, we have conscience, so no-one came to us with proposition of this degree. But you never know. I left Russia 36+ years ago, and after that some of the people I knew there raised to the top ranks, to the richest people, one even hit the Forbes list. And when you start to break that ceiling in the Matrix’s levels, especially in the public administration sector, you get all kinds of attention from all kinds of angles.
And these temptations for the soul doesn’t have to be dramatic like “selling your soul”. These temptations are how they study us: what will work, what will have a push back. I don’t want to go into the recent 2020 details, we all know what happened, oh, how much they studied us through these recent years! They just watched and analyzed how much we will swallow without ever questioning, without doubting, how much is needed here and there for us to cave in, what phrases activate certain responses in us, what will evoke the most fear, and what is not enough in strength to hypnotize us. My favorite was and still is, the most ridiculous thing ever I have heard: “the mask is a sign of love”! Every time I think about it I laugh how good this one was! It was brilliant! This was their win, their jackpot! Naive, scared humans were ready to sell their mom to the concentration camp for that one. Sounds harsh? How about it was actually happening? As sad as it is, we were conned.
But we still kicking here, it’s not all done yet. You will see in the next 6 years all kinds of Broadway theater plays that will be presented as real, as necessity, as saving the world, as the only way. Do not fall for this, as soon as you believe it, you are that character on a stage, playing in their scenario. Do not engage, live your life, and observe.
Remember this is just a school, the immersive experience show, 3D world creating itself in the mind. Come out from that narrow experience, expand into the Consciousness, expand through your Heart, get filled with Love, feel the strength of your Spirit, feel the connectedness of us all in the field beyond the constrains of the matrix, expand further then your thoughts, expand farther then your body, expand wider then your family, house, problems, children, expand more. Then look at life from that expanded perspective. Where all the people in your life, all the experiences, past, present, future, all are in you. And you pour your love into all of it and decide what life you want to live, which situations you want to enter and which not. You direct your own life here from that perspective. You graduated into Director of your movie.
Before you were an actor who identified with his character that much that when the set finished, he went home and continued to play that character. That would be classified as a psychological d/o, but in life that we live here its presented as “normal”. The actor that came home in the character he played in a theater will get scolded by his wife and one hit by the pan will get him out of the hypnosis (kiddin :) )
Those who watch themselves go in and out of their own story in the head, they are partially or fully conscious. They looked at by majority as they are “insensitive”, “cold’, “crazy”, in Russian we have this saying:“не от мира сего”, not from this world. Because they know that life is not that serious as it seems!! They can't cry with you because they are not in pain, they are in wonder how this frikin simulation works! And yes, sometimes they get deeper into the illusion, and then they can cry with you for your troubles.
When you identified with the character in life it’s supported by the other characters, and you together create a set. This set can’t be violated, you will have push back from all the characters in a set. They already have the scenario in their heads: who is who, who plays what and what to expect , how to behave, what to say, and what to feel.
Imagine you woke up at last, even started to suspect, and you start to behave and say things out of the script. They want you to feel for them, but you don’t, because you see they just think that they are not, but they are fine, They accuse you of being cold, just because they don’t understand you, for them you are heartless, and because you undermine their story, you are like a thorn in their life, they can’t control you, they want you either to change, or they want you out. This is the beginning of the conflict and probably, separation.
There are two scenarios for this situation to unfold: you stay because they also start to see more, and you grow in this together, or you leave, because they unable to shift from their identification. There are other scenarios too, like you stay and play the role with them that satisfy their view of reality, it allows peace in a relationship. I do that with my old friends, various people I meet briefly, if the situation requires it. I just get to play in their movie as an extra, consciously. Sometime ago I would start consciously and end up in a set as a character. This happened because I had an agenda to wake up someone, I cared so much, I would loose the perspective. Then, when I would not succeed, it would disappoint me considerably, mostly because I saw how naive I was and how much time passed, years! I don’t do it anymore, I let people live and gather their own experience without me trying to short cut their life.
Most people are in their heads, lead by their thoughts and see themselves as the character in their set. Remember the doll house? What are the values of the dolls living in this doll house? That they have this house, furniture, clothes, food, and someone actually playing with them, otherwise their life will be dull and just the same- laying on a couch in their doll house in a corner of a room. When someone playing with them, they make them alive, they create different scenes for them, different scenarios, they entertain them. This is how most of the people live. They don’t take any responsibility, they have no will, they just wait when someone decide for them what to live, what to think and how to behave. What meaning of life these dolls have? To be needed and loved. People live their whole life for these: to be seen, acknowledged, needed, loved. They will keep playing their roles in line with the scenario, because they lost a sight who they are and settled on doll house life.
Scrolling through Facebook posts, or any media, is that activity - activity that does not require any effort, any responsibility, any decision to make, you only need to be in the head, that’s all it requires. This is why I decided to write very long texts, only those who can make active decisions, apply considerable effort, can go through these texts, or those who train their mind by reading more then a few sentences before they loose interest. Both of these categories of people have a chance to make it in one piece, because making it through the next 6 years will require serious discernment, automatic living and listening to the authorities won’t do it. But listening to your own conscience will. You gotta be very sensitive, alert and aware. Then you can make right decisions and this will create your life. It will be a good life, even while the world going through the mega changes, cataclysms, and full on Reset.
