Who am I ?

the air flow on the bare skin,

the awareness of that...

the sinking in the body,

the awareness of that...

the occasional thought,

the awareness of that...

the deep feeling of rest,

the awareness of that...

the gentle crackling sound

of paper,

the awareness of that...

the space filled with morning light,

the awareness of that...

the ocean sound of air-conditioner,

the awareness of that...

the smile stretching the lips,

the awareness of that...

the sudden music filling the space,

the awareness of that...

who am I before I become

anything in particular?

before I name myself,

before the definition,

before the mind slaps a label

on all that beauty of the experience

that happen when I am here,

awake,

aware,

home.

To Heal is to become Real

I met a lot of people one on one by this time, and I want to say that to HEAL means to become REAL. Not more spiritual, not more awake, not more evolved, no. It is becoming real. And here is where many have no idea what 'real' is. So how you supposed to heal yourself if you don't even know yourself really? Oh, yes, I know we all here seeking for transcendence and "true nature', I even wrote a book about it that coming out next month! But my next book is actually about becoming real. While I am writing this book about my own homecoming, use me to deep dive with you to find realness in you. I have plenty of testimonials on my website https://www.elenanezhinsky.com/ of this amazing work that never the same, because everyone is absolutely unique. I have a loose structure for the process, but no agenda or any expectations. I am open to listen to you and to pick up the strands of real you and then we weave them together into a clear vision of why you are here in this particular body and mind, what you are here to be and do, so you can fulfill your mission and this will bring you to full re-mission from any psychological or physical illness 

1 appointment a week starting in August, while I am focusing on publishing Buddha on a Bull and writing Dark Night of the Soul 

My Book is coming up in August. Love and Gratitude!

Anyone who ever published a book, with a publisher or independently, knows how much work it is! I have been in constant communication with a lot of people who are helping in this project and who read a book and wrote endorsements. The best part is CONNECTIONS. Deep, satisfying, real connections. When I work with people in a Deep Dive Discovery Process mostly it is I who get the privilege to know them so so deeply, and this is why I can make a great impact. Here it is the opposite! People who read my book, connected with me so deeply, and then they made impact on me by writing a review or testimonial. So very real impact of showing willingness, kindness, openness, interest, love. I sat down and read them all today, and I am filled with love and gratitude! 

5 Elements to recognize

We all have some or another predominance of the basic elements as our makeup, and in any given moment. Some of us have more air element, which in nature projects as movement and lightness, in a man presents as ability to shift the mind quickly, for example. And some of us have more earth element which would have characteristics of solidity and weight. Many would recognize the dominance of fire element in them as passion and desire, and in nature it is a characteristic of temperature. Water is about viscosity in nature and feeling, depth in a human. And then the ether, the space, the consciousness, where all the other elements originate. And surely all these elements are very much present in everything and everyone in a different combinations. This is another lens to look at yourself, your character here as a collection of these elements, and see what quality is present in the now.
Anxiety? Air+Fire.
Anger? Fire+Water.
Joy? Air+Water
Depression? Earth+Water
and so on...
this is all simplified, but it helps to play with it and ditch that heavy idea about "something wrong with me".
You welcome :)