"If the fear exists, the virus is already in place.
I am not talking about creating a fear, but about consciously feeling what is already here. If you are afraid, the virus is already active. Instead of pretending it doesn't exist, realize that traces of it are always present in your life. Feel that which is here once and for all, instead of unconsciously LETTING IT LINGER IN ALL YOUR ACTIVITIES [...] It means feeling this fear of old age, disease, abandonment, FEELING IT IN THE BODY, no longer doing yoga to assuage the fear, or get married, divorced, have another child or buy a new car just to run away from discomfort - but on a contrary to consciously feel what is here."~ Eric Baret, "Let the Moon be Free"
Wednesday, August 11, 2021
Saturday, July 3, 2021
I tied to shake,
and to provoke,
to virtually slap,
to dance around
stepping on the toes.
I really tried!
I didn't sleep,
I felt, and felt, and felt again
straight in the middle of my chest...
I really tried.
I talked to people in my brain,
I called them back into themselves,
I called them to listen not
to the TV - an idiot box
I really tried!
Friday, June 11, 2021
What we are missing is real listening.
Not listening to verbal expression of others,
but listening to our feeling, feeble voice within,
Friday, June 4, 2021
If I would isolate and name the most common fear we share is to appear socially INADEQUATE: just being unable to be and behave in a manner that is socially unacceptable and therefore, not approved, not liked, rejected, and disowned. This is deep tribal fear that we carry from the times when belonging to the tribe was the matter of life and death, it was almost impossible to survive alone.
Sunday, February 28, 2021
1 year ago I wrote this to guide my spiritual friends through the times when the virus was announced in our country. Lost so many through 2020, not to the virus, but indoctrination
Wednesday, September 9, 2020
Friday, September 4, 2020
Anyone who suffered through life the restriction of their own sovereignty, or restriction of speech, or were not able to stand in their own center, their own authority, please know that you might bounce to another extreme at some point by momentum in the movement from being conformed ~~~~~> to being free. Don't apologize for yourself being too rigid to stand your ground, don't feel ashamed for looking a bit crazy, don't feel scared by your own strong convictions, your suddenly more deeper and powerful voice, more open throat, and more confident actions. This is very natural process, and in your case it is very rightful process of coming back to yourself, it is a life-giving movement of energies in you. 🌈
Tuesday, September 1, 2020
I know I have been radical with my expression on Facebook and the more time goes by the more I say as is, no pussyfoot around (I got this from my partner :) )
Saturday, August 29, 2020
Paraphrased from the book: ...my sister is a nun, she follows and supports Dalai Lama. It doesn't mean she is poor, she invested in gold, real-estate and other assets to support her mission. (by Robert Kiyosaki)
Sunday, August 23, 2020
If you are unaware of child trafficking and how politicians are controlled by pedophilia, but successfully diverting your attention by instilling various fears and social memes to affect your mind, you don't have to look up, but you might throw up sometimes later when your senator or state official gives details in court how he engaged in these acts with little kids, without even his wife being aware of it. Of cause we all were unaware, thats fine to be unaware when the information is suppressed, how would we know about these things? We are not responsible when we don't know, but still it doesn't mean it's not affecting us, look where we are right now with our social environment. Yes, we are not responsible, but we were rolling by default into this. Whoever takes orders from officials right now without second thought is not responsible, they are oblivious and in complete denial, but it doesn't mean they won't end up in totalitarian society just like anyone else who is aware and does something to prevent this. It will be much more shocking for unaware to discover these things later on, the shock can be various in effect too, so we will see how it goes. Sometimes generation die out in denial, the level of denial is thick and spread through generations very deep. So we'll see how it goes.
Since I write mostly for people in spiritual circles, who ask me how to behold what's going on on a human level and the ultimate freedom human being able to tap into, how to marry these two without going kookoo or abandoning the intent for ultimate goal of enlightenment? I would say, start from finding your own autonomy as a human being, find your center of gravity here, feel your heart, see yourself as unique individual that is valid in all the regards like anyone else, equally equipped to play this human game, otherwise you won't be here. Can you see the significance of this firm life-giving understanding, how precious and capable you are? Everything else, all other inquiries and findings has to come from this very firm place in yourself, then you won't be swayed by anyone else's ideas of you and will be not submissive and conforming so much that your eyes, mind and heart would be shut.
Finding freedom is not intellectual endeavor, though it can start with mind opening to the bigger perspective, it has to land into the whole being, trickle down to the cells, transforming one on all levels of being. When you transformed on a deepest level you can behold any of the human happenings and you can serve as a troubadour, a guide, a leader to others, so take your time and do the inner work first before you jump to help others, otherwise you will be troubadour right out of your own conditioning.