The last couple of years really wear me energetically and physically. I put a lot of energy into waking people up in a very intense times by using fire energy. Not managing my energy correctly, this backfired on me, and I lost vitality. I mostly became recluse again and this brought necessary silence and fire for an inner healing, and once again I found myself sitting with pain day after day, having only ]myself, a pen and a notebook. It is full of deep explorations of the human psyche and maybe one day it will become a book. For now - this was my lifeline, my own descend into unexplored corners of my being.
The human journey is not linear and the best representation of it I found visually is a Labyrinth. By Grace, one can almost immediately come very close to their true nature, but the road to the center of our own heart will take a lifetime. Coming closer, walking further, getting into despair in the furthest corners of the life-labyrinth, getting complacent walking long time through the same story, getting excited and then very quiet right next to the center, only to be forced to move forward and away again and again. I am in love with this journey, and as a human being I am changing constantly, I am evolving as I walk my own labyrinth and gain more respect and compassion for my fellow travelers And for who claim they are arrived, I keep my mischievous smile, you won't fool me