A lot of deep inner work within myself and with my son, healing ancient ancestral dynamics. This human stuff is the real spirituality, embodied and a heart-based. All the spiritual practices of awakening and enlightenment, if they do not lead deeply into the heart, it is not complete, and there are many dangers to be stuck half-way on the road once you awaken the mind to Consciousness. Work in both directions: transcend to a certain degree, then go and live it and let it integrate, wait, do not rush, wait and sink into life, do not run from mundane. Do not blow off your head before you put the proper clothes on yourself, otherwise there is a big chance to end up on the streets naked.