I find childhood brainwash very fascinating

I find childhood brainwash very fascinating. 

It's a hypnosis we carry through the life, 
we are constantly lead by it 

in our choices. 

No amount of awakening will

eradicate brainwash, sorry to tell you guys, 

if you hope that awakening will fix your issues,
better go to a shrink. 

But there are good news! 

Awakening will put you on the right track 

where you will be led to drop brainwash, 

come out of hypnosis. 

Awakening is coming out of the ultimate hypnosis, 

coming out of the illusion of being separate entity, 

an illusion of seeing yourself as a little human 

that run around this world in suffering. 

Awakening acts as a catalyst to drop all the illusions, 

about you as a certain character too! 

Suddenly there is a courage and a curiosity to look. 

Where before was total wall of certainty and beliefs 

that was covering vulnerability and authenticity,
now suddenly - an opening. 

Awakening will give permission to itself to drop 

everything untrue, 

and this can be the entire life structure that is built, 

the professional ladder you were climbing, 

things and positions you achieved and accomplished...
This is NOT a case for everyone, 
but many with whom I corresponded, 
who were confused and shocked by difficulties.

When it is all start to fall, it can be frightening. 

The only what I might suggest to you 
from my own experience: 

it will be little easier on you, 
if you be fascinated and curious 
with whatever is happening, 

and keep trust, FAITH, that the hail 
does not fall from the sky forever! 😀